One day when I was in the Friends & Family chat I woke up to the ashes of a whole breakdown. I could tell a bunch of messages had been deleted so I have no clue what exactly happened but there was this message.
Adding screenshots of my conversation with other people for more context.
This was around the same time she cut off Beetle for calling her mommy on stream and also when she started ranting about not knowing why Ginger broke up with her. That day she also changed the chat name from "Friends & Family" to "private chat" and it was still like that when I left.
So naturally, because I'm a curious bean but wanted to avoid the monster, I went to Mikaila.
Lily can't fucking decide if she wants to be left alone or if she wants people to talk to her and then blames her friends for not figuring it out on their own. Of course they fucking don't, they couldn't be bothered to do it because Lily's emotional manipulation is just exhausting to deal with! It's why it took like 5 seconds for Beetle to move on with her life after Lily blocked her without saying anything, it was a blessing in disguise xD
Shortly after this, Lily decided she no longer wanted to be an admin on the server.
(I didn't get a screenshot of the name of the dummy account. Originally it was just ADMIN but I forgot what they changed it to)
At this point I decided to reach out to Lily. After our falling out she went through the trouble of deleting the entire following conversation and a ton of other messages, btw. Not sure if it was just a fit of rage or if she didn't want these screenshots out there. Either way, I gotchu fam.
She never replied to that last message but later thanked me for "being around". Aaaand then went straight into flirting mode but that's no longer relevant for the current theme xD
Anyway, my point is that I fully believe most people in her friend circle are there just to feel better about themselves because "they're not like the abusers who leave her" or something. Plus, while they're there they are not the active targets of her wrath. Carousel might be an exception, maybe? Because I remember Lily and/or Mikaila helped her when she was in trouble one time, so there's that. Sketchy knows Lily shares his stuff and gives him more publicity so that's probably helpful too, to some degree. Everyone else though? Probably just trying to stay out of trouble. Some of the people there rarely said anything in the chat, like Harmony or Zeroren if I remember correctly. Can't really say what their private relationships are like though, but considering Mikaila called them out for consistently not talking to Lily and no one objected, I'm guessing that one is actually a true story.
So there you go. Isn't her life great, you guys?
