🪦 Deceased Joe Winko - THE GAYMASTER/Lol-Bvll / Self admitted Gay Hawaiian Ricardo Milos Cosplayer/Uploaded his consciousness to the Sims/Ed Wood of Machinima

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The Wiggers would’ve set Joe Winko up with Burt,host the weirdest wedding ever,and then in a few months to a few years it would culminate in a live streamed Chris Benoit style murder suicide…. Of course with a matching custom Sims death screen for Burt as well.
now I´m kinda sad because I didn´t knew this dude when he was alive, I´m watching right now his sims videos, my man it´s so funny! I kinda love his chaotic game style, this is why they should be more dudes playing classic sims, I love how they play so different and create absolute chaos, I admit it, sometimes us gurls can´t emulate that gameplay style :heart-full:
 
Grim video. Reminds me of the documentary Choosing Death by Louis Theroux, only the guy that dies in that took 7,5 hours to succumb.
 
If there is a hell, Nixon and Reagan will be burning in it for all eternity for wrecking our mental health services. People like Joe need somewhere to go, but as Joe lamented on here before his death, facilities now demand payment. The best he could have hoped for was a 72-hour hold, hardly enough time to help anyone.
Reagan and Nixon get all the blame for deinstitutionalization but JFK was the first president to pass legislation leading to mass emptying of mental hospitals. It was really a nonpartisan thing. It had been going on since the early 1960s and with the enormous and ever increasing cost of care to house mentally ill patients long-term and the invention of the antipsychotic it was basically inevitable.
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His death song has weaseled its way into my music algo. Its a situation where if i discovered him earlier pre passing im unsure how i would handle it but this thread as a whole has really done wonders as a crash coarse of his being dubble so because he was here in the thread interacting. RIP lil buddy you really made life your stage
 
This so more a function of Gen Z and Gen Alpha being just cringe and annoying. I feel like Gen x, millennials, and early Gen z were fun and creative kind of lolcow. Whereas Gen Z and younger is just trying too hard. A good lolcow doesnt realize they’re a lolcow.
I suspect that's because "Influencer" was not really a possible career avenue for Gen X and Millenials, while for Gen Z, it's very much a real and desirable career.

Gen X and Millenials were just goofing around; maybe they wanted to be "internet famous", but back in the day, "internet famous" was bragging rights only and rarely included any money.

For Gen Z it's different; they see Mr. Beast, Ray Williams Johnson, and Moist Kritical/Charlie/whatever his name is making boatloads of money, and they want in, so they try harder.

As for Joe, he actually wasn't a very nice person. I'm not to say good things about him now simply because he's dead. Maybe if he'd ever considered returning the favor once in a while instead of demanding infinite blowjobs and doxing old gay men online, he would have gotten a boyfriend easily. That's not what he wanted though, he wanted constant groveling worship and flayed anyone who wanted any type of satisfaction from him in return.

I still found his death very disturbing and horrible, so I will remind everyone that there is no simple, painless suicide method that leaves a pristine-looking body. The whole idea is a romanticized, fairytale, they'll-miss-me-when-I'm-gone revenge fantasy turned inward on itself. Your death will be horrible enough without your personal intervention. Better to drink or drug or eat yourself to death the old fashioned way imho.
 
I suspect that's because "Influencer" was not really a possible career avenue for Gen X and Millenials, while for Gen Z, it's very much a real and desirable career.

Gen X and Millenials were just goofing around; maybe they wanted to be "internet famous", but back in the day, "internet famous" was bragging rights only and rarely included any money.

For Gen Z it's different; they see Mr. Beast, Ray Williams Johnson, and Moist Kritical/Charlie/whatever his name is making boatloads of money, and they want in, so they try harder.

As for Joe, he actually wasn't a very nice person. I'm not to say good things about him now simply because he's dead. Maybe if he'd ever considered returning the favor once in a while instead of demanding infinite blowjobs and doxing old gay men online, he would have gotten a boyfriend easily. That's not what he wanted though, he wanted constant groveling worship and flayed anyone who wanted any type of satisfaction from him in return.

I still found his death very disturbing and horrible, so I will remind everyone that there is no simple, painless suicide method that leaves a pristine-looking body. The whole idea is a romanticized, fairytale, they'll-miss-me-when-I'm-gone revenge fantasy turned inward on itself. Your death will be horrible enough without your personal intervention. Better to drink or drug or eat yourself to death the old fashioned way imho.
He was a nice enough guy just very disturbed clearly. He certainly wasn’t a villain or total piece of shit, but I agree he wasn’t that nice especially to the gay old guys he hooked up with. He was a molested gay schizo so I cut him some slack, he seemed to be cool to his friends and fans as well as everyone here.

All gay people have those fucked up creeoy relationships and the issues they cause. I think he was probably upfront about what he wanted from the gay old dudes he met up with, but I agree he went very far wishing death on them and casting evil wizard spells on them for not sucking his cock enough or whatever.
 
can you please go order some sodium nitrate off of amazon: https://a.co/d/6YjqYhx
and then water fast for at least 12 hours (if your fat ass is even able to do that)
then take some Tagamet so you don't throwup at all: https://a.co/d/bkVn21R
& then mix at least 15grams of sodium nitrate in a bottle of water & then drink it & then laydown & die please? ⛧
the world would be a better place without fucking idiots like you! ⛧
i was even nice enough to give you full instructions!
That’s from one of his posts on this thread. He was threatening someone else to kill themselves so the theories about him using Sodium Nitrate sound very plausible considering that he’s clearly done his research on how to do it without throwing it up. Ended up doing so anyway…
Terrible way to go either way.
 
What an horrible way to go, seeing him open and close the little ziploc bags was heart breaking.

Anyone that sees this and has those thoughts please seek help :'(
 
Is it just him holding onto a childhood heroic figure, or more so that the actor that played the green ranger took their own life as well?
Fair point, I originally just assumed because it was his childhood heroic figure, and the PR belt on the table near his trophy. But after looking at his "room" pictures and reading the notes he left. It's obvious he RELIGIOUSLY obsessed over these people who committed suicide. So it could easily be a toss up of either or, still sad regardless.
 
Archived Joe Winko's Instagram account page.

A number of people are referenced in the different posts:
"Rolf" (the guy who committed suicide in 2010 that Winko saw in his dreams, does anyone know the actual name of this person?)
Ally Boilard (a 15-year old who died in 2019 and is claimed to have committed suicide)
Chloe Shaw (teenager who killed herself in 2011)
Paige Roeske (20-year-old woman who killed herself with sodium nitrite, Winko refers to her as a Sister In Heaven)
Gabby Petito (traveling vlogger that was murdered by her fiancé, Winko also refers to her as a Sister in Heaven)


A few weeks ago he put this up:
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well.. didn't expect to see Ocala on the kiwifarms.
 
I watched the video yesterday, but skipped to the actual suicide part. It was bad enough. I've seen a lot of the darker internet over the years, on things like Rotten and Liveleaks and Goregrish, and it rarely bothered me...but every once in a while you see something that's just...really bad. Something that sticks with you, even when you're a cynical asshole. I've watched Chinese workers lose fights against industrial machinery and slept just fine, or videos of guys jumping from buildings and splattering without feeling queasy. But this was a bad death. I'm hoping he lost meaningful awareness sooner than it appeared, because he appeared meaningfully conscious for a disturbingly long time. It was him reaching for the bucket to vomit into that makes me think his mind lasted far longer than he probably hoped for. Hopefully most of the movement after that was just lizard-brain autopilot.

But yeah, this video was one of a handful to like, actually fuck me up a bit. I know that every suicide that I've seen in videos or photos has its own story, and they'd fuck up anyone who knew the victim on a personal level...but this was just...different, despite me not even knowing about the poor bastard until seeing this thread yesterday. I guess it's mainly because it's rare to see a suicide take this damn LONG, or to see the guy clearly regretting it well beyond the point that anything could be done to stop it. Something like the Ronnie McNutt suicide might have been infinitely more gorey, but Joe Winko's death was somehow infinitely worse.

But what was actually worse, to me, was watching it again today...but not skipping the beginning and going to "the real stuff". Hearing him talking about how lonely he was...fucking hell, man. Yeah, he was weird. Yeah, he was crazy. But by the standards of a lot of the freaks followed by the Farms, he was almost completely harmless. And nobody deserves to go through life completely alone, not even shitty people. Humans aren't meant to be completely alone, and it fucks them up. Everyone deserves someone to celebrate with when they're happy, or listen to them when they're distraught, or rant to when they're angry, or to tell them they're being weird, or an asshole, and get them back in shape. Friends, family, somebody. I'd only wish a truly friendless life on the most vile of all bastards.

I wish someone could have given this poor guy a hug.

If you haven't seen the video, and are debating watching it, just be warned...unless you're a totally stone-cold fuck, you're going to partly regret it. That doesn't mean you shouldn't watch it, necessarily. Hell, he outright wanted people to see it. But...it's just...bad. Be warned.
 
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