🪦 Deceased Joe Winko - THE GAYMASTER/Lol-Bvll / Self admitted Gay Hawaiian Ricardo Milos Cosplayer/Uploaded his consciousness to the Sims/Ed Wood of Machinima

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wind chime sama said:
Joe Winko charms pretty girls by telling them stay away from the sharks and that he WON’T write them into his Death Note.
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I've been constantly thinking about how EASY it would've been for Joe to pick up puss like crazy, if only he wasn't such a stubborn flaming queen. A straight Joe Winko would've been too powerful for this world. He wouldve had an army of autistic quarteroon , pointy bandana hat wearing babies waiting for him.
curbside2 said:
He seemed most happy when his video game movies were gaining traction. I wonder why he stopped making them.
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He still worked on them,but he shifted from shortform pastiches to feature length out long "real" films with more original horror concepts,such as a satirical social commentary about how COVID effected young gay men, combine that with an equally autistic fanbase unable to comprehend the shift in his artistic goals and wanting instant gratification and depression/planning his suicide kept him busy.
 
Vinluv Handesbukia said:
I've been constantly thinking about how EASY it would've been for Joe to pick up puss like crazy, if only he wasn't such a stubborn flaming queen. A straight Joe Winko would've been too powerful for this world. He wouldve had an army of autistic quarteroon , pointy bandana hat wearing babies waiting for him.
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Eh, I don't think it would've mattered if he was straight; lookswise he would've had no issue picking up guys. I suspect that when it got down to it, he was just gigantically autistic and weird. He likely could approach those girls because he wasn't attracted to them, so there was no ChrisChan-like faux pas where he'd just come off as creepy instead of endearingly weird. A straight Winko would've made those girls run.
 
Osama Bin Laden said:
"what if death were like how joe believes? what if when we die, we get all the divine blessings we could've ever wanted? if you were overweight, you ended up being a 6ft gigachad?" what if you were a weeb and you could have all the lolicon in the w---
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I don't believe this because nothing is free. I think he just wanted to motivate himself into suicide. He mentioned being fine with it simply being consciouslessness. He knew what he hoped for was very wishful.
 
I hadn't seen this yet. By checking his YT there's another Google drive link with some other photos and videos.

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Joewinkohistorian said:
Oh no, it was my old landlord and he got him a bus ticket. This isn’t the Rosetta. Joe lived in an apartment with a family member that he hated, I doubt he even talked to his landlord.

I was going to wait for one of you guys to pick up this from the dispatch photo, but did anybody find it interesting that the dispatch said there was 5 gallons of chloroform on the scene?
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its probably obvious he intended to use it to pass out or something similar, but dropped the idea last minute and went with something else.

balupton said:
Thanks. Still trying to understand the reason for the combination. Are they meant to interact with each other? Surely nitrogen or carbon monoxide would have been better things to inhale? Inhaling carbon dioxide seems awful.
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I doubt he thought that far ahead, though from when i gathered they don't really interact with each other in the body either.
 
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SCRAM said:
I hadn't seen this yet. By checking his YT there's another Google drive link with some other photos and videos.

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These have not been posted before, we need an Archive Fag to come archive these. I would do it myself but I'm retarded.

Pretty sad watching him cry just as he was about to take it. He did not want to die. He would've never went through with this if he was sober.
 
balupton said:
Is there any evidence that the jar and mask device was carbon monoxide, or was that just an assumption? Seems it is more fitting that the jar and mask combo was chloroform.
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No, it's just common use. A suicide aficionado might be able to give us a breakdown on the mask.

Edit* It seems Joe Winko tried to make his death dream come true dying in the exact same spot. I do really wonder why he moved location to his bed
 
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I hadn't seen this yet. By checking his YT there's another Google drive link with some other photos and videos.

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Compressed pics are attached as a zip since the browser crashes with 82 pics.
 

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Vinluv Handesbukia said:
I do sometimes wonder how his life would've turned out if he maintained his early success or greater,how the greater internet would've effected him. Maybe he would've found a gay equivalent poof NAL or something lol. Truly a haunting what if.
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Gay bottom NAL would have been his ideal life outcome, not sure if he'd have still killed himself though given his obsession with death and dying young though,

Stupid Sexy Flanders said:
Eh, I don't think it would've mattered if he was straight; lookswise he would've had no issue picking up guys. I suspect that when it got down to it, he was just gigantically autistic and weird. He likely could approach those girls because he wasn't attracted to them, so there was no ChrisChan-like faux pas where he'd just come off as creepy instead of endearingly weird. A straight Winko would've made those girls run.
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The weirdness was only part of why nothing ever worked out with men for him, he wanted something between a regular straight relationship but with a man instead of a woman combined with constant blowjobs which is an understandably hard thing to find.

Rabo 2: Electric Boogaloo said:
Yeah, he could even have fucked them in the ass if that's what he really wanted!
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Nah, women behave much differently around a man that they think is gay compared to one who shows desire towards them(
 
Awssum Possum said:
These have not been posted before, we need an Archive Fag to come archive these. I would do it myself but I'm retarded.

Pretty sad watching him cry just as he was about to take it. He did not want to die. He would've never went through with this if he was sober.
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This was linked in the description of his “Goodbye” YouTube video. I hope he wasn’t too lazy to redecorate the living room like that, it’s quite the scene. I wonder why he picked his bedroom over that spot, he even had his “premonition” death spot there.
The bedroom of his crazy fan in this video was decorated pretty similar, which to me means that he purposely wanted to make himself look completely schizo. He liked to entertain.

Don’t be sad for your favorite Hawaiian guy, he absolutely wanted to die. This has been a life long obsession for him, some people are just born for suicide. You have to realize that everybody dies and it’s never a fun experience. Joe Winko refused to work, lived off of his “adopted family” that he treated like garbage, went on dating apps in his costume to harass people, and would only take a partner that worshipped his worthlessness. As somebody that also has mental health issues, I know that if he wanted help and to function like a human he could. He was simply too self obsessed to have any empathy for anybody else.
His two main reasons for killing himself were:
1. Fame.
Joe wanted to be known and his content to be watched. He realized he couldn’t get the popularity he wanted from his past attempts to get noticed and saw how people got attention after they met their ends from tragedy. In his death video you can tell that he thought would be getting nationwide attention, he even thought his suicide would cause the chemicals he used to get banned. Too bad he didn’t understand how the predominantly Christian America media views suicide topics as forbidden.
2. Spite
Joe Winko wanted to hurt anybody that has ever wronged him. Most of his final words are attacking everybody he disliked, especially his family. All of these people have only tried to help him, except due to his narcissistic personality disorder he saw that as an attack.
There are so many people that have lived tragic lives and Joe just isn’t one of them. Give your empathy to the people that are actually out there trying, like the guy trying to support his family by working multiple low end jobs or the houseless on the street with no family support.
 
balupton said:
Is there any evidence that the jar and mask device was carbon monoxide, or was that just an assumption? Seems it is more fitting that the jar and mask combo was cchloroform.
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I had suspected it may have been chloroform due to the fact it was a liquid in a dark bottle.

Sieg1888 said:
breakdown on the mask.
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Not a suicidefag but the mask was an ordinary oxygen mask like you find in hospital/ambulance. They are usually connected to an oxygen cylinder or pipeline.

One thing to note is that it wasn't sealed; this type of mask has holes in the side to allow respiration to occur. As he inhaled the chloroform, he was also breathing enough air to prevent the chloroform from exerting its effects fully. This could have been prevented with either a sealed mask system or taping the holes closed.
He also didn't tighten the elastic which holds the mask to the face so the mask was too loosely held even after taping.

Ultimately I don't think the chloroform had any effect on his death. Once you stop inhaling chloroform it is washed out of the lungs with each subsequent breath until the person is conscious. He would have had to have kept the (sealed) mask taped to his face for it to work as desired.
 
Well, that original setup explains the suicide reenactment (pre-enactment?) in his last YouTube video. It was filmed with continuity from that location in mind.

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He had posted photos of his finalized setup on Tumblr.

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Did we already know he was banned from Sanctioned Suicide for Rolf-posting?

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They banned me from Sanctioned Suicide because I was writing about Rolf 😡 I am pissed 😡

this is honestly the dumbest thing ever but they actually banned me from Sanctioned Suicide because I was typing about how the spirit of a man who committed suicide had been appearing to me in my dreams & how I'm friends with him 😑apparently, they thought I was "too mentally unstable" to use Sanctioned Suicide...

They're definitely right about me being crazy, won't argue with that. They definitely aren't the first forum to ban me for that reason BUT Sanctioned Suicide is actually a webforum where people post about themselves committing suicide and how they plan to do it & the forum is even full of tons of goodbye posts from people who have committed suicide 😑 and they seriously have the fucking nerve to tell me that I'm too mentally unstable to use their damn site??

I WASN'T EVEN SAYING ANYTHING MEAN ABOUT ROLF! HE'S MY FRIEND! I'm very mad about this, but it all falls into while I hate life so much & why I have no place in this fucked up world (THAT DOES NOT MEAN THAT I HATE MYSELF AT ALL! BECAUSE I OBVIOUSLY DO NOT!) I'm clearly just existing in the wrong universe.

I will admit, it is kind of funny having a pro-suicide forum ban you for being mentally unstable 😂🤣 But it's honestly really stupid...

To everyone reading this, Please imagine Rolf & I together forever please ♥ That was the whole point of my posts on the site.
 

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SCRAM said:
I hadn't seen this yet. By checking his YT there's another Google drive link with some other photos and videos.

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I respect that he decided to suicide but it's obvious he had doubts (some people say that is evident in the video but I haven't watched it).

It makes me think if he had spoken a bit more and got some help this wouldn't have ended the way it did. As someone who has had depression it is important to note the hesitation he expressed in the days leading up to his suicide as well as the doubt he may have had while dying.
 
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