JY: My friend Jessica P has anger issues. I’ve never met her. Nor condoned her behavior. I have OD’d on meds. I’m now on daily dispensal. But my doctor doesn't know what I have here to put me out.
I’d appreciate if you would retract the article.
It is my view that if a business doesn't know what transgender people are, then they should at least ASK, and not reject someone. I actually believe they do know.
Other: I won’t retract my article
JY: I’ve gone through a tough time, yes. I’ve tried to kill myself daily. Yes, I’ve OD’d daily, on purpose.
Yes I'm on life watch.
Yes, the cops know about me, cause I've tried to kill myself so many times.
O: Then you need to be admitted into a hospital. No shame intended, you need someone to hold the heavy stuff you've been holding.
JY: Everyone has screwed up at least once in their life. Why do i, having gone through MAJOR depression and gender dysphoria, need to be ashamed, humiliated, and harassed each time I ask for support. Explain that.
O: Many have gone through a major depressive episode, sadly I would be shocked if your community has no resources. Even the smallest ones do.
JY: I’ve asked. It doesnt exist.
O: I don't believe that. I worked in a rural community with Old Order Mennonites. You can’t [be] much more remote than that.
JY: So going to those screenshots, I asked for help, from people I thought I could trust. I had major gender dysphoria and I said things in ways I shouldn't have said them, because my anxiety level rose so high, I couldn't control it. I was scared to be in any public place. I was scared of the bathroom, the change room, I was scared of confrontation, I didn't know what to expect. I was scared of being attacked. I wanted to know how to fit in. I did not want to stand out like a sore thumb. I asked scenario based questions that came out totally wrong and were transcribed totally wrong. People then rewrote things on things I never said.
It was either that or I kill myself. I didn't know what to do. I didn't know who to trust. I was scared.
O: But you act the OPPOSITE of scared. You say you're the spokesperson for tampons [?!?] You post a pic of a little girl, at a pageant. Why do this, unless you're hoping to self-destruct??
JY: Because I don’t want to show people that I am weak. That, was to literally show people that I will get attacked no matter what I say, so a friend and I came up with the stupidest thing that people will attack and they fell for it. What picture of a girl at a pageant?
O: A little girl. A GIF, but it freaked a lot of people out.
