Any poster trying to defend me here: You're only making it worse. The regulars here have made it clear that they only want to hurt my feelings.
They won't intimidate me out of being open and honest about my mental illness, even if I look foolish in the process. The videos I've removed were mostly made in a manic state and without much forethought, so they were easy fodder for mockery. This isn't the first time I've been harassed and it won't be the last. The key to overcoming it is to listen closely to the valid points they brought up about my behavior, but then to rise above the abuse and projection they tend to couple with it.
Stalking is just a game to them. There's nothing I can do about it except be something I'm not ashamed of.