Haven't done a recap in a while... Let's dive in. Here are my thoughts on "I'm Not Feeling Too Well #Vlog10":
Kent doesn't know if this is #Vlog10 or not, so... Might as well make it #Vlog10. Life is hard, according to Kent, and nobody can disagree with him on that. (No one does.) Kent feels he won't "be successful" or "be where [he] wanna be in life," and that's difficult to deal with. Yep! It's something we all do. It's called "being an adult."
"I didn't ask to be depressed, it's just things that have happened to me in the past which caused me to feel this way." Correct me if I'm wrong (no, seriously, I feel as if I may be wrong here so let me know if I am) but isn't having clinical depression mostly unrelated to the circumstances of your life? Isn't it the result of a chemical imbalance in your brain? Or does experiencing things that would normally make a person "sad" enough eventually lead to them becoming "depressed?" Again, I'm drawing a distinction between "being sad a lot" and "being depressed" that may not exist, so please let me know if I'm wrong here. Anyway, this stuff all makes Kent feel "a certain type-a way." Personally, I think Kent just needs to get over it and let that stuff go, man. Just let it go!
Kent brings up "still not having a girlfriend. You know what I mean? Days go by, many days go by, and sooner or later weeks go by, then months go by, then years go by, you know what I mean? And you're still struggling to connect with the opposite sex and all that stuff." You're 21 years old, Kent... 9 years stand between you and Wizarddom. Chill the fuck out. Kent reminds us that he's a guy, and that women reject him. When he gets rejected "it just... it hurts, man." It makes him feel so defeated. "The rejection is what defeats you, man. Being told 'no' is what defeats you." Kent doesn't like to be told 'no,' and he apparently thinks this is an unusual characteristic.
Kent blames people who claimed they were his friend; the same people who cockblocked him. The fact that Kent routinely says the word "cockblock" is very funny to me. These dudes would apparently go behind Kent's back and say all kinds of bad stuff about him. Like what? Would they say that he's 5'2"? That he dresses like a cartoon character? That he's autistic and a raging misogynist and a hypocrite and probably a racist? Man, that just isn't cool.
It's painful when women ignore you. But if they don't ignore you, and you get their phone number (Kent acknowledges he's "said this before" and is "tired of saying the same stuff," but he's "gonna say it anyway"), then they'll just lead you on and that's even worse. Kent has had women say he's ugly, that he looks like "a dawhg" (dog), and that he looks like a gorilla (this one's new!). He'll "never forget that stuff." Kent does his funny impression of a troll: "'Oh Kent! Let that stuff go!' No. Not until karma gets [my enemies], [then] I'll let it go."
"It's hard to think highly of yourself." Just be confident Kent! You need to have confidence! Confidence is everything.
YouTube is just like High School; people bullying him on the Internet. "Sounds stupid for me to say that, that's just how I feel." Kent doesn't want to put too much of his business out there on the Internet, even though he's posted over 300 hours of vlogs about his personal life in the past two years.
"I know this is not a good video, this is not a good video at all but I'mma upload it anyway, man." What are Kent's standards for a "good video?" How is this video in any way different from what he usually uploads?
"Football, WWE, TNA, video games, that's about it. Just sports period. Sports, WWE, TNA, video games, a lil' bit of UFC." -Kent, 2015
"I hate to keep saying this, man, I really don't like to keep saying this. I just feel like a failure. I just feel like a total failure. That's how I feel. I just have a lot of feelings, man. Just too many mixed feelings."
Kent dislikes a lot of things about this world. He just knew that he was gonna be having some serious problems growing up. Kent feels he needs to take a nap, and that's all he gotta say, man.
Rating: 5.5/10
"It's not a perfect video, man, it's not a good video."
