This Ash kid is a grade A spaz. He really reminds me of Jamil with how fast his anger explodes. If he doesn't just ignore a point that counters him he can't follow logic and just rages out. Makes him less than enjoyable to deal with.
Now onto the good stuff.
Rejection (by Kent a new fragrance)
What's going on everyone out there on youtube this is Kent coming at you with another video. This will be my last video I'm on a roll with this video. Some of you will got here we go again with rejection. Ever since I got my job, rejection doesn't bother me like it used to you know? I learned too, accept it for what it is, you get rejected. When I get rejected I put my hands in the air, I tried. You know I learned if a woman doesn't want to go out with me, it is what it is. I gotta move on man. I said this before and I'll say it again, It's annoying to be rejected and keep getting rejected by female after female suffering rejection rejection rejection. That's upsetting. I got my hair cut. But um, rejection I think I accept it for what it is. At first I refused to take no but I learned, it's part of life. You get rejected. Rejection used to be big to me and bother me.
Damn I forgot what I was gonna say. Um you know, you know now I remember. I felt like I was the only person who dealt with rejection, this is why he was so bothered, it was lonely to be the only person rejected. People have reached out to him and said no, Kent other people have problems. Other people have a hard time meeting a woman, but um I learned other guys share stories on rejection and stuff like that it's on TV. It's on the media even. The internet shows rejection. Kent sees others have his struggles, his are worse though. You know, I am ever since I found a brand new job. You know, I I I I feel more accepted by people. I don't feel as rejected. Those who rejected me made a big big big mistake rejecting him, I can only move on. You gotta move on I said this before all I can do is try. All I can do. It doesn't hurt to try keep trying I can't lose. I am trying to make things happen. I feel rejection holds me back but trying, is me going forward. Rejection is back trying is forward. That's how, I feel. That's how I've moved my thinking, rejection is back but me trying is pushing me up. Climbing that mountain. Like me, uh playing baseball you swing and miss, it's a rejection. I'm trying the best analogy I can. Missing a rejection. Try again. You just swing at the next pitch. You may get a base hit for trying again instead of quitting (If I may counter this following this analogy, Kent's idea of swing at every pitch is just joy to an off speed pitcher you'll sit down a lot more instead of waiting for the right pitch)
On next at bat, he'll be more specific on his baseball analogy, you may try at next at bat you know you'll hit that home run or base hit because you didn't quit or you may strike out swinging (called it) You didn't strike out looking. Getting a backwards K. (this is unofficial but means a looking strike out) I gotta learn rejection is part of life, I just am dealing with the same. I move on with life it's part of life being rejected by women it hurts don't get me wrong. I am not fronting it bothers me. It still does. I tried. I keep trying, someone one out there. I'm trying to think positive, someone will accept him. Accept him for who he is. You know? That's all I can do. Rejection hurts no one like it. It bothers him to a degree, it may hurt but it's a little bit but he lets it go and moves on.
My struggle was, I lived in the past. He lived in the past worried about past and letting it build and get to him. hE's a nice person and respectful he treats people how he wants to be treated. right
@TJ1000 he's not ashamed on trying he used to feel bad trying. He's a good guy. People called him Kent try back in HS he talks about his bullying a lot but some people who he was cool with. They were calling him Kent try, he was willing to try new things. That's why he was Kent Try. All I can do is try. I used to, I think about that, I'm not ashamed of trying. I used to think ashamed to try to be rejected period. You know what I mean. Rejection still bothers me to a degree still gives me a little blow. I still get up. Like him being rejected is being hit with an upper cut gotta shake it off, shake it off. Once you get rejected over and over you become depressed, you be so hard on yourself. You know what I'm saying that's how I was because I was rejected so often.
That's the #1 word is try. Trying not to do that. I really am. All I can do. All I can do. I really feel if people see if I try I'll get a chance, I'm Kent try I'm Kent try you know? That's what I do, I try. I try. A woman tells me she's not into me that's fine, that's completely fine. You know? It's your right to do that. It's just being told no it's the rejection still hurts, it hurts me. It bothers me. I'm trying to be better and more positive, if I think this way good things will happen and other ways. Think bad it'll happen. I'll be me, if people reject me so be it their loss not mine. I'm only human. All I can do is try. But um, at the time, I was uh I felt I'll never fit in you know? I can't be status quo and all that stuff. I really uh, I felt alone and isolated. I gotta learn to be ok with my own skin. (I agree) I gotta be comfortable in my own skin this is what I want.
I get rejected try again, try again. If I keep getting rejected people will see man I'm really trying that guy is a tryer give him a chance. You know? I am not gonna just quit or giving up I'll keep trying and fighting man. I'm trying to be upbeat y'all and stay positive. I'm trying to be more positive I want to make changes It's time to adjust things. Now, Now that I have now that I have, this new job you know? I'm trying. You know? 6-7 girls I work with (oh fuck this is an awful idea) They will see I'm not a quitter, and it should be a turn on for them. I'm not speaking for anyone, it's just his thought. But um, I'm trying to be positive, all I can do man. And I want to say this too, I got no shame (duh) no shame in my game. But um, I'm going to keep doing me, keep on trying. Trying trying trying TRYING trying trying, I'm Kent Try I try. Some of you guys may know my name back in the day people called me kent try. I'm in Kent Try mode now. Ok? So, anyways.
Rejection, rejection rejection rejection being told no. decline nada it is what it is they losed out on something good. Someone out there will see it. I hope that. That's positive. See. Anyways, you know? I'm learning to deal with life man. Learning life. Learning to deal with life. I only will live once ONCE. And uh I gotta make best of it, make best out of it. I still have my days I feel down and out. Trying me trying more and more. It's what keeps me on my feets. That's real talk, that is real talk. Um, rejection doesn't bother me much anymore. Still does not like it used to. I threw tantrums, I threw temper tantrums. I know I was doing it, I came to my senses, I came to my senses people belive me if you want. You may think it's not true, it's fine it's all real talk in my videos I don't be reading stuff off a teleprompter (duh) I speak from the heart whats on my mind expressing myself, it's why I like making videos. Some dark moments in my life, I've had, really held back but trying.
Trying, TRYING. Being eager, being very eager keeps me on my feet. This is motivating to me, now I got this new job I'm more eager and try more as for, not just me working, but you know working that I'm around women and stuff. (If I may Kent Try keep your pen out of company ink) I can talk to women like normal people (I need a 3 martini lunch, who's buying?) have a convo with them build a friendship and get to know them. You know? That's what I do, I think me this job really helped me man it helped man. These people accepting me, this company accepting me really helped me out, really helped. I think, I know it . I believe it. #1 word trying Keep trying. I am motivated first time in a very long time. Motivated in long time, but I want to tell anyone who's watching this video if you feel the same way with rejection or relate to me. With women, keep trying. It's what I will do keep trying I'll get a girl friend. I will. I won't go down with out a fight!! I'm going to keep trying, and if I get rejected. I'll try again, try again don't quit. Someone will accept me, someone. Somebody has too. Somebody has to, they has too, somebody will. People want to say there is no hope for you Kent you will die alone, never having a g/f this is just negative talk (no we say this about Big Boss and Jamil mostly) I really want to make adjustments I'm more up beat and eager now.
I'm going to embrace rejection. Say to myself, it is what it is, it is what it is. Rejection rejection rejection rejection. No one likes the R word. I don't like the R word, we all face it sometime in our life. Everyone deals with it. My thing, I always felt alone this way in this world. I felt like I was the only one, sometimes if I am down I am depressed and alone I gotta think I'm not alone. Not for a second. People go through the same exact stuff, I'm only human. Once again, being rejected it is what it is. I have no shame, no shame. In my game, no shame in my game. You know? I have no shame in my game. Rejection rejection rejection rejection (fuck me) Man rejection. I don't like it. I don't like being rejected but I'll keep trying that's the good way, this is how to fix it. Solution the word I'm looking for. The solution of rejection is keep trying. Instead of worrying about the problem find the fix. Don't go all they rejected me and be bothered. Try try again take another swing. Swing at that baseball again till you get a home run.
Try again. Rejection, rejection always. The R word. I'm not into that's your loss not mines. That's for women as for women women women I gotta stop saying females (thank god) I gotta try I gotta try stop saying feeemales. Women women women. If a woman doesn't want to date a man who's got a good head on his shoulders a majority a sheep. Then it's her choice, it's her loss she missed out. Later on 9/10 who rejects a man, 9/10 will regret him. Now this man is successful he's doing good in life. Now she sees she missed out and wasted her time being a fool and dating someone else. This guy woulda been nice and he was respectful. It's not many women like that, most women they see as weak a mans kindness for weakness. They do this you know?
Women want to do it, so beat it. You think I'm weak but I stand up for myself, they can think I'm weak but when someone is trying to pick a fight I'll defend myself. You know, you know? It's just stress sigh. Rejection. A lot of women regret rejecting me and some women change their mind for rejecting a man the first time and see how nice the guy is. This is a woman with a good head on her shoulders and they end up going out. You know what I'm saying. Like I was saying, I'm sorry I ran out storage on my phone. You may get rejected first time, she may say yes second time since she sees your a good person and took time to get to know you and see you and going on a date. I hope this happens with me man. You know. I have a family member like that, my cuz, well in law. He asked her out and she said no, as they took time to know each other, he asked her out again she said yes.. Things like that happen women change their minds. A lot of women don't think the first time some women are like that. Anyways I'm over 30 mins now. Rejection rejection rejection. Try is how to fix it , try again try again this is wha I'll do. Try again That's all I got to say y'all. I'm going to bed. Im' off work, off work tomorrow so why I got time. I got time. Kent signing out peace, have a blessed day, stay up it's what I'm doing Peace.
tl;dw
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Rejection
Women will try again
I'm going to hit on co workers
My jobs made me better (frankly it seems to have)
I'm really doing better
I acted poorly before I need to correct this
I want to stop saying females.
vid .05/10 oh it was awful and .....trying. Do not watch near loaded fire arms, sharp things or any other way you can inflect bodily harm
In all honesty, Kent's not a good liar, he really seems in this he WANTS to do better and wants to sort himself, he's got some bad ideas like co worker macking but over all he's motivated seems more cheery and happy to be a part of something. Congrats to him. We shall see how long it lasts as his depressive swings are pretty rough. But with a routine and reasons to live he will still have some motivation to be out of bed. Rating Kent very highly optimistic atm.