I love that Kent has gone back to opening his videos by playing with a ball of some kind. It's even stranger than it used to be now that he's doing it from his CAR. What kind of "cool" image does he think he's projecting? Also, the video starts with his seat partially reclined, so he has to move it back up at the start of the video. Imagine the planning process that went into creating this bizarre opening image of a manchild playing with a basketball in the reclined driver's seat of his car.
As usual, Kent is just "chilling out and relaxing," which is probably the main thing he does in life. "I just stopped caring. I really, really don't care anymore." He says of women in general: "deep down, they're demons." It might be a little while until Kent is able to get over this situation with the girl, but he already see's other women that "caught his eye."
Kent is giving himself credit for the fact that he put himself out there and tried. That's fair. As horribly misguided as this entire fiasco was, at least he got his first kiss out of it. Plus he got to see boobs (presumably only over a webcam, so I'm not sure to what extent that should count), so that's nice. #prawgress
"I'm heartbroken right now, but I'm a strong person. I'm still alive, I'm not dead." That's a positive outlook, no? Kent is playing a lot of basketball at the park to take his mind off of things. One thing about Kent that always makes me a bit sad is how he always says that if someone rejects him, "it's their loss, not [his]." Clearly that isn't the case; the person will most likely never think twice about him, while Kent feels every rejection 10x as strongly as the average person would. I feel like "Don't worry... It's their loss, not yours!" is one of those really shitty coping mechanisms that many outcasts grow up learning and it winds up hurting them more than it helps. It causes them to become isolated; instead of recognizing that, shit, they actually had something worth keeping, and now that it's gone it IS their loss, and maybe they should change themselves in order to avoid losing it again in the future, they just shrug it off and say "THEIR LOSS! Not mine!" Then repeat until dying a virgin. I guess this is what TRP dudes would consider a "blue pill" belief. /blogpost
Kent "tried to seal the deal" with this girl but she flaked on him so he "did nothing wrong. It was her!" See what I mean? She flaked on you for a REASON, Kent. That reason IS your fault. Wow, hold on. Look at this quote:
"I mean, it is what it is. It is what it is. But, um, y'know, I mean, it's a, it's an experience. Y'know. It's a life experience. And you just learn from - if I ever DID do anything wrong, y'know, I just, well I feel I did NOTHING wrong, y'knowmsayin? - I really feel it was her! Y'knowmsayin? Well, I kinda felt, I wasn't really being NICE to her. I was just being myself. [...] She said a lot of stuff I didn't like and I had to check her on that." -Kent, getting THIS close to making a breakthrough
Kent can't understand why this girl would be talking to him about her ex so much. "Why you still talkin' about your ex? He's your ex!" Think about it, man. Think. Why would she be telling you about her ex? The answer is not hard to find.
He's going to move on, for sure, but it's going to take a little while. Eventually he will get over it. But it hurts, "it just hurts when women do that. When women play with men's feelings and emotions.... It's not even funny. I don't know if they think it's funny, they think it's cool?" Feels. "Some women have gotten seriously, SERIOUSLY... injured! And a few women have gotten killed behind that! Y'knowmsayin?" DUDE. WTF is this obsession with talking about women getting killed? "Big Boss Calvin and Bill Greyhouse have said that women create their own killers and they do have a strong point on that. I'm not that kind of person. I will never kill or murder anybody. I'll never do that." God, these dudes are beyond fucked in the head.
If a girl really likeded Kent, she'd want to have sex with him. Kent no longer cares what people think; big mistake, homie. What other people think actually matters quite a bit in this world, especially if you're on a Lovequest. The only interaction Kent plans to have with other people in small talk, and if a girl doesn't want to go out on a date with him because of that, then so be it. Except it isn't, "so be it," right? Because 3 weeks from know you will make "Let's Talk About Rejection Part 248" and act like you don't know why everyone ignores you.
Kent will no longer be so focused on one girl. He is going to "keep his options open." So he's a player now? Kent believes he was giving this girl 90% and she was only giving him 60%. Doubt she was even giving him that much, tbh fam. Kent feels it should be "50/50" and now he's mixing metaphors, lol.
"F my feelings? F what I gotta say? My life is not important? Well, F your feelings too! Your life is not important!"
"It seems like you have to be an asshole... You have to be somewhat of an asshole, man... If you're nice no ones gonna respect you... I'm just gonna act like I don't give a rat's ass... I don't care.... I'm gonna start treating women like crap... I'm gonna start treating women they way they want to be treated, the way they treat me."
Kent is trying to get a new job. Apparently "a different company is trying to give him a management position," which implies he's actively being COURTED by another employer, but that clearly isn't the case because he presumably works in retail. His language also betrays him when he reveals it's HIM who's looking for the new job, not vice versa. Kent is also clearly not cut out to be a manager in any way, shape, or form. Imagine he had some kind of official authority over a woman?
Kent says being called a "nice guy" was a "red flag." He reflects on how what he SHOULD have done was thrown the girl out of his car and made her walk home once she brought up her ex, then called her "all kinds of B words." But he's not that kind of guy. He's just a "normal, chill, laid back kind of guy."
"That's all I gotta say y'all, man. This is Kent, signing out. My feelings are not important. My life is not important, so... It is what it is. I'm not important to anybody. It is what it is."
Kent is going to become Red Pilled. Mark my words.