I really think the score thing is taken seriously by autistic people. Because they have a draw and need to order things, almost over lapping in an OCD way. As normal Kent is a pro at self sabotage and not keeping his word straight or his actions.
Now if Kent was seriously trying to un cobweb his dick he'd see his social skills suck. The lesbian would be great, she's 100% off the table, but Kent won't respect that. He could learn to talk to people, and women with her, oh wait, people can't be friends with women is his logic.
What ever. On to his newest ramblings.
How my day was & Met two new women
(frankly I'm impressed he knew to write out a letter it's more formal and dare say a rule after "ten")
This video opens to an odd sound and Kent wearing a proper fitting shirt (at least from the top) He wishes us a good evening. Thank you Kent, I think my illness is mostly passed. He then introduces himself and lets us know he's posting on YT. Today is a chill day he's just chilling and relaxing, he's off today. Right now just chilling out. He likes to chill in his off days. You know play, ps4 it's right here. Just chill and try to take his mind off things.
I do want to make a video and share something. Well, I moved on but still hurting and still hurting for a long time when your feelings are hurt. She stomped on my feelings and pretended to like me. She never cared about me. Other than that I met 2 new women. You know 2. I'm trying man trying to find someone, because, you know it's tough out there. When you like someone and care about someone. And they don't feel it for you they chose someone else over you.
Women choose other men over you it hurts, it really does. It's an experience and I'm learning and growing as a person. I'm sure everyone has heart broken at least once. I had my heart broken. You know? This time my heart broken was severely, ( there was never anything here, lose your kids, be forced to break a lease, sell your car etc that's serious shit Kent's "softness" is gonna rub me like sand paper if he keeps it up) other women have done this to me too.
This girl I was heart broken, enough of all of that. Enough. Anyways, I met two new women, one here's the thing I learned. I will not try to go for women, who are... 8's 9's and 10s. Maybe not even 7s, I'll try to go for women 6, 6, 6, and 5. You know? One of the girls I met. She was working she works close. I had walked in there there are a lot of sports stuff there like hats and jersey, all the sports teams you can picture. I went to this store. I looked at the stuff, you know all the things. A lot of sports stuff every team. It's a good store. She works there.
I introduced myself, I had small talk not say much. You know I introduced myself she told me her name, she did. I have her on instagram. I thought maybe I could try to talk to her, but I saw on her instagram, she uh in a relationship with another guy.I was like ok cool. I left it at that. Second girl.
This second girl I talked to, she I met her, second girl I met. She looked like she didn't want to talk to me. She didn't want to have anything to do with me. So I'll say this. It seemed like she was kinda, kinda, stuck up for it. She wasn't that cute her self (either this girl looks less womanly than ADF, or Kent's stuck up, I wonder what one it is.....) She had a stuck up mind set. After I introduced myself, and I really met her.
This other girl works near my job at a different store, I walked in this store, I walk into stores. Just to see. Just browse this is what I do, I like to browse, I look at things and mind my self, see things I might buy. But um, so I introduced to her said my name is Kent she told me what her name was. She wasn't that cute anyway, she was like a 6, maybe a five and a half. I didn't know. I didn't know. I found her on instragram.
She's a lesbian yea, I said it. Yea she was, well.. She didn't look, she looked like a girl she was a girl but I didn't know she's a lesbian. She was a lesbian and that stuff, least I'm trying. I talked to women meet new women, I'm Kent try, (i thought I wasn't going to drink tonight but the Dalwhinnie calls me after this ) I just try that's what I do, I try.
I just try. You know, I just, you know I left at that. I learned I am not really gonna put my feelings out like that anymore. Any time I tell a woman how I feel, I end up , getting my feelings hurt. I get hurt. Women hurt me, I tell them the truth. So now, every time I meet women, when I meet new women. I'll keep to small talk, I won't say much. Hey and what's your name, normal stuff.
I'll ask her name and you know small talk. You know, that's uh what I'll do from now on, most women will hurt you. Women don't care about your feelings. Women will use you (I'm a victim of being used for sex by Taylor Swift and Cara delevingne often at the same time, I know them feels Kent) take advantage of your kindness for weakness. They do all kinds of cruel stuff.
Like what happened to me, I learn from it and move on. Girl I was with and talked to she will get what is coming she'll get karma all I can say ( that's not fucking big boss tier creepy)I'll just say that. I will leave it at that what goes around comes around, I'm still hurt she played me and pretend to like me and stomped my feelings I'm still hurt. I was just being me, who I was treating her how I want to be treated. It just wasn't the case.
I it's like there is no other place to meet women, as for, you know women that work close because close to my job, there are a lot of women. Maybe I should expand my horizons, maybe I should go to a different city, that would help it. That might work. I'll go to a different city, maybe. It's hard to meet women, there is no place to meet women at your job and see women, only place to meet women for me is at my job. Or online dating but I don't do it. Some pages are fake. There are catfish on them sites.
But um, in any event. someone is texting me. In any event, I'm chilling out, trying to take it easy, it's my off day. I'm playing well was playing ps4. Uhh, I was playing it my playstation 4. Dang people text me. I'm just chilling. Another thing, outside of dating and trying to meet women I am looking for a new job I want a manager job. I want to be a manager. At a different store and company.
I'm just trying, to line something else up, that's all I hope to be a manager at this new job, I am looking to become a manager. They said they need a manager a new one and stuff like that so I put my application in, all I can do is try. You know? All I can do is try, all I can do in this life. I can't do nothing else, nothing else can't. In any event in those two new girls I met they are taken, the first one has a boy friend second is a lesbian she has a girl friend. I didn't know.
But um, I didn't say much just small talk and that's all man. You know? I dunno why I feel this way, some may think I'm crazy but every woman I talk to has a boy friend (or a girl friend now) even the woman who aren't good looking the 5's and 6s have boy friends. But um a lot of pepole hit me up and text me and send me PMs and direct messages. A lot of people do I am thankful you care man and reaching out. I really am thankful, I'm hanging just chilling and just chilling just chilling nothing else.
I'm trying and chilling and I'm going to close this out, Kent signing out thanks for watching.
tl;dw
Kent is heart broken
He's over it and then tells us he's heart broken for 5 minutes
he met two new girls, neither really met his standards
one girl was gay
one girl was taken
Kent seemed baffled and confused some women are gay
Kent's looking to become a manager
Women use Kent
If he moved he'd be ok
lots of people him up.
He says Chill more than Try, I'm thankful but still plan on hurting myself.
So as normal Kent's stories change from video to video, let alone in the same damned one. Last video he told us he was getting head hunted for a manager job. Now he's wanting to step it up out of his current.
I'm not sure if it's a part of autism or just Kent being coddled he always "needs to chill"
Now for an old fart like myself, can someone explain instagram, in social respect? Is it like facebook where most people give it out to anyone, or was Kent digging to find these girls who weren't good enough for our valiant hero?