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Feeling motivated
Kent greets us. He's chilling, you know doing errands and stuff, he has to take care of things, anyways he wanted to make this video about how he's feeling and stuff, he's motivated lately. More motivated. You know? Feeling good and upbeat. I'm thankful to have people who watch my videos and want to to see me do good in life. It's good to have people who support you. When I have people who support me and days depression kicks in.
People encourage me and you know keep fighting and stay positive it supports me an motivates me Most people I let in my life the people who support me to do better and people who have faith in me it makes me like myself the people I hang with the people who are two faced people who pretend to be cool and smile at you and go behind your back. Some people on you tube some on youtube right now right now watching my videos and right now that act like they support me and want to see me do good. Then I go go go on someone's else's youtube and they talk crap about me.
That's the problem and why I don't deal with people. You know, I only deal with people who are real deal I know who are. You know who you are because I feel ya'll. I keep my social group small very small and once again they support me and motivate me and stuff. All I need it's good to have people. I never really had had a support system. A big support system growing up, people did put me down. Really they really put me down bad. That's why I made videos past two years they put me bad down real bad.
This can damage someone's self esteem. People put me down and that. It's good to have people who who really do care about me. Who who want to see me do well. It's good it's really good who are like that. But I'll keep fighting and thing about me, I'm not a quitter, I'm not. I don't give up I don't give up I keep trying it hurts it really hurts to be be be uh you know turned down and rejected and over looked and just gotta keep trying what I'm doing I've been over looked. I feel what hurts me the most.
Me being over looked over looked and uh uh rejected and people reject me and fail to notice the good qualities I have. It hurts me feelings when girls overlook me and don't see my potential people over look it I keep trying it's why I'm still here and alive. You know other than that thank you to the people who support me never came at me side ways or disrespected me, most people most, that so called supported me turned back on me, some of you didn't thank you so much so much you didn't turn on me I won't turn on you.
Thank you for the support, thank you for the support Thank you for showing me love and not being mean or mean or not not disrespectful you keep supporting me to keep fighting to at some point I'll meet the right right right lady. But I'm more motivated now things are looking up now, I really really came a long way. Those who follow me those I really really really came a long way. Um, but um,
.what you call it? You know some good things I found me found me a job a new job a career job now. I can make a career, we can make a career out of this, I found a career job. I am doing good.
I'm using my potential I have a lot of it a lot of potential not bragging don't take this out of context not to brag but I have more potential than most guys. i really do I really do do I really do than most guys but apparently I'm over looked and thrown under the bus. I just move on man I just move on, that's them. They missed out on a good person and really really really sweet soft loving heart they missed out. I gotta move forward. I gotta move. I gotta fight the fight. Other than that. I just try. I keep trying and all that stuff, and people support me and I get that support system, it motivates me to do better to do better and be stronger when I have support.
You know? I never had a big support system. I want to thank you all. I want to thank you. I am going to get a girl friend soon I have a strong feeling soon this girl will like me for who I am and will adore me treat me right not for what I have but for me and my heart. All I want. That, that that, that companionship. But um, other than that. I gotta keep fighting I won't quit I won't give up. I'll keep trying I give my self credit it's what I do. People over look me and miss out. IT hurts my feelings when I get over looked and rejected.
I feel better about myself and faith in myself, I get closer to the lord now. You know? Closer to the lord praying to god and things like that and being around people who who pray for me. Someone out there who prays for me and I want to thank them so much, I am praying and close to the lord doing the right thing. I be be being a good person having a good heart you know? All I want to say in this video Kent signing out I get closer to the lord praying doing better been motivated and happier things are getting better. I'll keep doing what I'm doing. Kent signing out, I'm much more humble (LOLLOL) That's good that's good. Kent signing out see you next time.
tl;dw
Kent fellates himself for 12 minutes
He hints he hasn't talked to that girl yet
Real friends give nothing but ass pats
He's better than pretty much everyone, but he's not bragging and don't dare be two faced and say he is
He claims he has a "career job"
He's humble and asking god for a girl friend (while I try to not insult people's faith ever thing Sryia might need some help first?)
Kent is a bit depressing in this because he keeps honestly thanking people but who? He doesn't have friends or real support system (aside mommy and tax payers) that's mostly his doing. His support system is one factor holding him back, because he wants his ass pats so he's happy to keep this anchor around his neck in the dating game for a quick cheer. Now with his depression maybe he needs that but he's got to see it's also a hamper.
I very much doubt his employment, if at all it sure isn't a career, all we hear about are jobs are hard to get how can a guy who got laid off entry level jump into a vaunted "career" with no skills or training? I'm not being a-log but Kent wasn't qualified to stock shelves, who's letting him manage a team, weld, do the books etc? Working was good for Kent but it seems his last job was done the normal way if a task like that is too much he may want to talk to his mental health people about placement. Many companies hire people who have challenges, and I think it's a wonderful program that everyone wins with.