As always please forgive double posting but the other of the two
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Id5RUkE4Gpk
zero
Kent is still in his car, since his last video ended so promptly I assume this was shot right after.
I feel like a big zero. I feel like a very big fat zero, and uh reason I say that is because zero dates, zero relationships zero sex, zero girlfriends zero love and affection by women zero experience from women period. You know um, they makes you feel bad inside, that makes me feel bad deep down inside, I feel like a big zero. you know? I always felt that I wasn't that that you know kinda guy that that women like and check for or feeling like that um a um, on a romantic level no women, interested into me on a romantic level but into other men.
They view the other men desirable males as uh uh you know as attractive they seen the desirable males as boyfriend material. They never view me as uh boyfriend material. I have some people I know personally who tell me, They say you will make a good friend Kent from the way you act and carry yourself and you seem like a good person. You will make a good boyfriend. How can you make a good boyfriend when none of these women will give me the time of the day?
No women give me a chance no chance to prove myself and see that I can can be a good boyfriend see what I'm coming from? How can I gain experience, how can I get it when women turn me down? That really doesn't make any kind of sense, if you really think about it it because you know since I was in 7th grade I felt like a big fat 0. A big fat zero, I am still a zero now. You know what I mean by zero, I mean by dating and relationships that's what I mean by zero.
I just feel like a big strike out, I strike out every time. I can be playing baseball step up to that plate and swing and miss swing and miss the baseball 3 times and strike out, I'm a big strike out. Could be the bottom of the 9th, bases are loaded game is tied and two outs and, you know you putt me out there full could, three and two and I will swing and miss. And we are down by one run. (I like how putting Kent on the plate some how now means the team loses a run lol) I'll swing and miss and coss (sic) everyone the game.
Just a strike out a big strike out, zero home runs 0 RBIs batting average is zero. Just not good enough when you have a lot of negative reenforcement with women it can be really bad, it can trigger low self esteem depression. (not dating kent is literally abuse guise!11!) I really feel that's what happened to me. It triggered me to have low self esteem and depression, constant rejection trying to get experience ,no one wants to do that or hang out or everything. Its really tough really tough.
really hard to accept no one wants to be with you no one wants to hang around you, no one wants to deal with you on a romantic level esp women, they just not feeling you on a romantic way they don't see you as a boyfriend, boyfriend material. I always felt I wasn't boyfriend material when it came to attracting women.
I just am a big zero, zero zero zero. I am a zero I am not a one I am a zero. A lot of men talk about how many girls they dated had sex with or relationships and better than zero. one is better than zero. Someone said they were in one or two relationships, I've been in zero, I've been in zero. zero. If I tell certain men my age around my age my age range. I never had been in a relationship, I never been on a date never had sex. I have zero experience. You know they would look at me like I'm crazy. Avg man my age has some experience, my experience has always been zero or negative. Mostly zero.
I always gotta fight this fight this fight of being an undesirable male. It's tough when labeled as undesirable male. In this society. Esp when, you really really dealt with a bad deck of cards. All this time playing a bad deck of cards. You always have old maid. You know? I always had old maid, but um. I'm a big fat zero. I just look at it, as a zero and uh I'm a zero! I'm just a zero a nothing a zero.
vid promptly cuts.
tl;dw
Kents a zero
because never had anything he wants with girls
Kent is a strike out, then explains what striking out is, literally.
He's tried to get girls but his score is zero
People have had what he wants
Even if had only one girlfriend he wouldn't be a zero
This is better than being a zero but he wants a lot.
Oh man, the speech is still all messed up, so I think it's safe to say this was posted right after the earlier vid.
I laughed as Kent autistically used the baseball analogy. He screwed that up even, at first saying tie game, then some how when he's at the plate they subtracted a one because he made the analogy wrong the first time lol. Also while not everyone might be a baseball fan is, explaining what a strike out is was pretty autistic.
The greed really sneaks by him. He will settle for 1 or 2 girl friends but really we see his entitlement he wants all the women he wants, when he wants.
Since most men his age are not virgins, or have had a date this is why he wants one and deserves it. (most guys his age also have student loan debt but I don't see him clamoring for that)
I'm kinda impressed he referred to the card game old maid, younger people tend to not play cards I'm a clip older than Kent and not many people my age play cards it's unheard of to those younger than me.