🐍 In the Clock Tower KingCobraJFS / Josh Saunders - Amateur musician, YouTube Streamer, wandmaker, and self-proclaimed "sexy goth badboy". Perpetually circling the drain.

I know this is really stupid and not going to happen, but I keep hoping that he faked his death just to own the troles and prove once and for all that he rules their pathetic lives
 
Swamp Thang said:
I know this is really stupid and not going to happen, but I keep hoping that he faked his death just to own the troles and prove once and for all that he rules their pathetic lives
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I considered this as well. I think it’s our brain engaging in copium with grief. But it would be awesome if he pulled that over on the troles !!
 
I.B. Niggin said:
I'm not sure about having it on my body but I would like a cobragram of some kind in his memory.
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You could go with a generic sort of cobra tattoo either with green accents or colored in green, won't draw a ton of questions and looks sort of normal. Clocktower dreamhouse themed stuff could also be cool if executed right.
Unmarkedgrave said:
I considered this as well. I think it’s our brain engaging in copium with grief. But it would be awesome if he pulled that over on the troles !!
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Guess we're still in the bargaining stage
 
Swamp Thang said:
You could go with a generic sort of cobra tattoo either with green accents or colored in green, won't draw a ton of questions and looks sort of normal. Clocktower dreamhouse themed stuff could also be cool if executed right.

Guess we're still in the bargaining stage
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I switch between denial and depression when thinking of him. I'll go through everything that i'd give up to bring back Josh in my mind sometimes. More than anything I wish I could have done something to help him or prevent this or at least comfort him. I don't think i realized how much of a parasocial relationship i have with him until he was gone, even now I'll think about us hanging out when I die and join him in death.

He really meant a lot to me more than I think I can ever comprehend.
 
Swamp Thang said:
I keep hoping that he faked his death just to own the troles and prove once and for all that he rules their pathetic lives
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The acceptance stage is going to hit eventually.
Imagine Cobra faking his death and getting caught in the silliest way possible just a few hours later.

Sadly, the Clint video was all the proof that was needed.
 
semitooth said:
my third or fourth redundant, noncontributory post just coming back to say i still can't believe we lost him and i think about how much i miss cobes and the laughs he gave us throughout the years..
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Lmao this is the first time I've actually seen the shirt uncensored. This video and the the video of him picking up the smelted ingot really show how bad his reaction speed was.
 
Unmarkedgrave said:
I considered this as well. I think it’s our brain engaging in copium with grief. But it would be awesome if he pulled that over on the troles !!
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I keep looping about this idea exactly but not for my sake, for his sake. Imagining him finally being removed from the internet and his troles, finally getting the help he needs to ditch the alcohol and work on his health rather than him dying alone, in pain and probably scared out of his bog mind, like a dog incapable of understanding the full scope of the torment it's in and unable to chew its bad leg off to live to see another day.
It is what it is, toobz.
Fishnumm said:
just found this news article with interviews from clint, tanis and even deathbed tapes. clint talks a bit about what the final stream will entail

https://cowboystatedaily.com/2025/0...went-viral-as-the-internets-gothic-kingcobra/
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What a beautiful little article. Now I'm crying again.
 
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PetiteFeet said:
probably scared out of his bog mind, like a dog incapable of understanding the full scope of the torment it's in and unable to chew its bad leg off to live to see another day
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Jesus dude. He was not completely incapable. He probably just got so damn drunk that he stopped breathing. It's not necessarily the most epic thing in the world. I'm sure he was in quite a bit of pain I'm not going to discount that - his mouth alone was probably a good enough excuse for him to stay loaded - but I don't think he really understood the different amounts of alcohol in each concoction. He probably swilled that awful everclear with roughly the same rate he did vodka.

Given this latest article, the way that Clint explains that he found him I'm pretty sure he was still sitting in the dead dog chair.
 
he probably had an easier death than any of us could possibly hope for. I don't think he had any clue. Also anybody else feel like enough time has passed that they can kind of be mad at him for biffing it now? Like I wish he was capable of realizing the hell he put Clint through there stumbling on his corpse. Leaving Las Vegasing yourself is a luxury for those without a caring family nearby.
 
Stumbled on a deleted live stream, the one where he fights his hat and yells at his broken cigarette...well, har har and all but close to the end...saw myself all slumped over drunk...video is just quiet, then he says "I'm just making the best of every day, that's all you can do" after saying out of no where how miserable he is... One of those moments where you snap out of some entertainment value and reassess the value of your own life. I see people running around back n forth to their jobs, building a foundation for a future, bitching about this and that, wishing they could be and do whatever they want... I guess moments of bliss, happiness on the end of a candle stick, less is more, whatever fuck the world. R.IP. Josh
 
Finally have been able to watch some Cobra content since he passed. He was one of a kind and it’s hard to not miss or think of him everyday since he left us.

I am looking forward to the celebration of life stream. I have no clue what they plan on doing for it, but I hope all the losers in this community stay the fuck away so the people who care can have a nice community send off.

RIP COBES much love from all us Cobra Angels and Demons you left on Earth. SO MOTE IT BE.
 
awww yessssth
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I won't spam the thread with updates, but I'm proud of his lil tattoo. I'll be sure to post the final, with a hot, of-age fumo girl next to him, too.
 
This is from Clints Facebook. This honestly fucked me up.
I think this is honestly, and I mean this sincerely, Clints most artistic photo. The peak of his photogrophy is all right here. It perfectly encapsulates the end of Josh's journey. This fucking picture just broke my heart all over again dude.

Edited to add gay emotions.
 

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