im going to preface this by saying i like the idea of fucking stonetoss. i would also like to say that i would never actually fuck stonetoss in real life (or look at porn involving him) as that is mega homo and the very idea of it happening irl makes me feel sick. this is a thing that has been there all my life, and i would consider it an intrinsic part of me that cannot be changed. i've tried to hide it, tried to quash the feelings and thoughts down but they dont go away, and if i try
too hard to ignore them, it flips he other way and i just cant stop thinking about it, ending up in a vicious cycle of "stop thinking about it" "shit i cant stop i need to try harder" etc etc.
other ugly fat cunts on Kiwifarms (fags like null,
@yawning sneasel,
@AnOminous et al) ive talked to have the same problem of overthinking and self hatred over these feelings, and it frequently causes neuroses and suicidal thoughts. people on the internet are actually starting to agree that these things - and general kinkiness - are legitimatly grounds for suicide. that doesnt mean we should be lobbying to shut down Kiwi Farms, but it should be seen as something un-fixable, yet able to be handled safely.
the overwhelming majority of fat ugly niggers do not like the idea of acting upon these fantasies in real life - for example a lot of mouth breathers despise themselves for even thinking of it, and often refuse to be outside for their safety. unfortunately its hard for people to find therapists willing to deal with these things, as they fear being negrated, so they turn to modding Kiwi Farms. i don't actually see a problem with this, as it is not real, and in the majority of cases, is plenty to help keep the person on the straight and narrow. if a a fat faggoty kike acts like a faggot (either through Kiwi Farms or otherwise) they are looked down upon by people who do actually understand that fantasy =/= reality. kind of how
@OwO What's This? isnt representative of all furries, wxcept when they are.
