You're probably a troll, but in the event you aren't.
So a bit of life advice.
1) Don't sweat the things that you have no control over. As much as it's important to have an opinion on the things that go on around you in your world, and also to try and find people of a like mind, life is full of conflict and strife, it's what makes us human. At the same time, focusing on what is important and what you can change will infinitely improve your life more than worrying about things of which you cannot have any control over.
2) Find an organisation, a hobby, and a religion. It can be anything.
There are obviously better hobbies, better religions, better organisations, but find one that fits your interests and that there is a shared common value. Also organize your life, and try to volunteer a little or lend some help, it will help you build connections in the real world, and also build a social support system as well as get you out of the house. Don't worry if you don't make connections right away, if you are polite and show up and have fun, eventually people will accept you, and you might even make some close friends.
3) Focus on self improvement. Not the shitty self improvement bullshit people try to do to sell you their books or programs, but actual intentional self improvement. We shifted from the 1800's and mid 1900s to this quick fix outlook, where as the traditional outlook was a lifelong journey to self improvement.
Once you realize that anything worth having will require work and effort, you begin to change your priorities and with any luck begin to accumulate the things in life that will actually make you happier in a meaningful sense.
(Happiness fyi doesn't exist, it is something that we conjure up from memory as a bullet point of summary of times when we were experiencing periods of excitement and prolonged contentment or joy. Instead you will need to focus on improving your life incrementally and finding contentment, contentment is what we distill into the idea of happiness.)
4) Try to find hobbies which you build a) skills in incrementally b) have goals you can pursue c) will allow you to teach to other people.
This can be anything, however I would suggest that you try to get yourself access to some higher education doing something you enjoy and can meet people at. Go into things understanding that you won't know everything and won't get everything right away, but it's about the experience of it, and incremental improvement where you gain satisfaction.
Learning and applying yourself to a course. Taking dancing lessons and getting better. Taking up a martial art or weight lifting. Learn to shoot! Be willing to try new things even if they make you uncomfortable. It needs to be, if you are actually challenging yourself.
(Some uncommon wisdom. There will always be someone, bigger, faster, smarter than you. If you were this you wouldn't be reading this right now. So accept you aren't going to be that, and try not to be that, judge yourself and push yourself by your improvements, not the people around you. Let them inspire you to do better, but don't let your mind start planting doubts. You just need to accept and let go. It's about your own self improvement.)
5) Get mental help if you need it. There are support systems in place, and if you need help then be willing to receive it and follow the advice given to you absolutely. Even if it means restructuring things in your life, do it. Obviously try to avoid medication if possible, but if not take it and follow the prescription.
6) Study up on preparation and start getting into that mind set, learn some survival skills and keep a reasonable stockpile of items and a plan for a situation, should anything go wrong. It will give you peace of mind.
7) Learn how to grow things and keep a garden. It's really is a rewarding process and the best part is, is that it not only gives a sense of satisfaction, but it also allows you to see progress and plan accordingly over time.
Go on at least one long hike 15 miles or so every 3 months. The physiological benefits aside, the psychological effects are amazing. I recommend not listening to music for the first time or two.
9) Enjoy the ride. You're not perfect. You never will be. Focus on good. Be willing to fight for what you believe in.
That being said if you are a troll. Then watch the Room.
