Suzanne is a really sweet lady from what I've seen of her online and Lucas was so lucky to have the time he had with her. I hope it eats at him every day because a chance like that is definitely never coming again.
And he had the audacity to call her "gross".
I don't know if many people listened to Skeletor's recent stream that Lucas came onto, but at one point in the stream Skeletor jokingly suggested that Lucas date another notorious Spokane homeless person, a black woman who is apparently a midget. Lucas immediately responded by saying he doesn't understand why people have to try to "hook him up with garbage". It's not just having thoughts like that, I'm sure there's a lot of people who wouldn't want to date a midget, the fact that Lucas vocalises them with no fear of repercussions so freely is really what shows you the inside of his personality. Imagine the sort of thoughts Lucas has that he doesn't let out. As soon as he sees bumps on his tongue, he decides to photograph it and present it as a dildo. What sort of thoughts does Lucas have that remain inside of his head, because he considers them too horrible to share?
There is not a liberal bone in this guy's body. He's repulsed by tattoos, he's racist, he's homophobic,
@QueenBurritoSupreme used to tell us about how Lucas was so sensitive in terms of being afraid of homosexuals, that if someone bumped up against him on a bus, he would start freaking out.
He's detestable. Lucas literally has no qualities, only faults. He thinks he's better than everyone, he thinks he deserves a perfect woman, someone that he calls "normal", as if he's anything close to a standard of a norm himself.
The shocking thing is that Lucas has not yet hit rock bottom. He was probably close to it, when he was threatening suicide, but the fact that the Malin house scoop him up gave him another reprieve from hard reality, and let him bounce along, making his inane videos, stuffing his face, and thinking he's famous.
Reality will set in when in 20 years, no one is paying attention to Lucas anymore, and all he can do is dream about his days on kiwi farms. He'll realize that his infamy and notoriety was the high point of his existence.