"Mad at the Internet" - a/k/a My Psychotherapy Sessions

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I’d suggest the new quest speedrun worlds on Oldschool RuneScape for a gaming stream. You pick a quest and it starts you over with basic stats/items for whichever one you pick so there’s no in-game grind. There’s only like 5 of the original quests out right now but last time I checked some guy did dragon slayer in 15.5 minutes
 
I wouldn't downplay rape simulation as "spicing things up". If a guy can get off by pretending to abuse and even rape his wife, that's fucked and shouldn't need explaining why it's fucked. He's getting sexual gratification from simulating violating and hurting someone, his own wife, in the most repulsive way possible. It's sadistic and predatory. A cat might be playing with feather toys all his life and never catch a mouse, but that doesn't make him any less of a predator by nature. "Play is prey" and all that, even if he knows the feather toy isn't alive. It's simulation of the kill. Dudes who want to be "dommed" by their wives are their own whole other breed, but at least they generally aren't a threat in that context.

"Subs" are mentally ill people of very few sorts:
The first are abuse/assault survivors with a 'survivor's defect' that compels them to normalize sexual abuse as a coping mechanism to downplay what happened to them. Those seem to make up the bulk of the "subs" who actually go through with anything beyond the least painful gross shit like spanking and pretending to be tiny children or pets.
The second are psychologically stunted, usually sheltered people who can't wrap their heads around how traumatic sexual abuse is and want to make it into some edgy, risque little game. These ones generally consumed a lot of rape hentai growing up, especially yaoi and other shit that makes it seem so uwu soft-but-hard while just generally normalizing it from a distance.
The third are damaged and desperate people (generally women and teenage girls) who just do it because it gets them a lot of very in-depth male sexual attention, and they don't know how else to get attention that their warped minds can perceive of as "love".
So they're pretty much all either broken shells, Tumblrinas or bundles of daddy issues.
The outliers are the women who just endure it because they're afraid that their husbands will cheat on them and/or leave them if they don't do whatever sexually depraved shit he wants her to in order to "spice things up", but those are becoming more and more common because of how progressively pornsick men are getting in this age. The therapy dollars raked in from those women alone would make your head spin. They type of horseshit that a lot of shrinks tell those women just to keep them coming back to spend those dollars is what makes my head spin.

I've seen more of all of these kinds of cases than I care to dwell much on (yet here I am). This entire niche of the field is a dumpster baby of Pandora's box and a particularly nasty can of worms. Obviously it's not my place or the law's place to tell two actual consenting adults what they're allowed to get up to in their bedroom, but I absolutely can and will talk about why it's fucked in the head, harmful and immoral. Subs especially need to be told what the hell is actually going on, whether or not the person telling them is getting paid to do so.

ETA: Yes, I agree with you that there are vastly varying degrees of severity and harm in this matter. But I disagree that the lesser ones are totally innocent.
Man, women are fucked up in the head.
 
Null is a Vampire #4 The last nail in the coffin.

I donated on Friday, but the Vampire is sick of my bullshit and fact finding ability. So he skipped my donation.

#4 Null admitted to being a Vampire over a year ago, on an episode of MATI shortly after that fat whore Shanny got stuck on railroad tracks. Null became sidetracked and complained about the pain of light coming through his window blinds, as if he were some kind of Vampire.

I don't have the audio clip, sorry I'm just retarded, not an Alog.

Anyway, it's been fun. Happy Halloween Josh. Errvrrlord of Darkness.
 
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Well well well, what have we here?
"Queen" Keffals, huh?
Oooh, I'm really scared
So, you're the one everybody's talkin' about?

You're coping, you're seething
I can't believe my eyes
You're joking me, you gotta be
This can't be the right guy

He's butchered, he's ugly
I don't know which is worse
I might just puke my peppers up
If I don't die laughing first


When Mr Slobbermutt man says
The harvest's close at hand
You'd better DFE, now
'Cause he's the Kiwi man

And if you're still tweeting
There's something very wrong
'Cause this won't be the last time you hear a Kiwi's song
(bow wow)
Bow wow
Bow wow, he's the Kiwi man


Well, if I'm feelin' MATI
As I often do
I might just out your special batch
Of bathtub hormone stew

And don't ya know one thing
That would make your OP nice?
A little background on your place of under-aged spice

Bow wow
Bow wow

Oh yeah, I'm the Kiwi man (bow wow, he's the Kiwi man)

"DELETE this now
Or you will face the dire consequences
The children need their HRT
I know fear's among your senses"

You're coping! You're seething!
I can't believe my ears
Would someone archive all his stuff?
I'm drowning in my tears
It's funny, we're sneeding
You really are too much

And now I'm caught up on the Gunt
We're going to do our stuff

"Not without a place to host it"
But I'll do the best I can
HIT IT!


Oh, the winging in your clips
To us is music in the air

Unlike you, tranny groomer
I manage to play fair
It's much more fun, I must confess
When my site is up online
Plus yours, of course
And yours, whew lad
Is where we get our milk and whine


"DELETE THIS FAST, or you'll have to answer to technocracy"
Oh trannies, you're something
You see this as a win

You aren't comprehending
The position that you're in

It's errverr, the normies
They wake up and they waver
'Cause I'm the big bad slobbermutt
And those leaks ain't going nowhere
 
I really recommend getting Victoria 2 with its DLCs and playing with mods so you can compare it to the bare piece of shit that is Victoria 3, despite being a professional studio they are unable to compete with modders who make their stuff in their free time. Here's some posts from the paradox games thread from me and a fellow farmer mentioning why its shit.

 
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Did Null say he plays Victoria 3? You know who else does?

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Perhaps you can settle your differences in a friendly Victoria 3 deathmatch. :)
Victoria 3 is such a shit game. All the 'progressive' reforms, excluding perhaps 'anarchism', are superior to traditional laws. The best way to make your country powerful is literally to enforce multiculturalism in fucking 1840 so that you can import millions of Somalis and Pajeets, which is working out so well IRL.
 
Victoria 3 is such a shit game. All the 'progressive' reforms, excluding perhaps 'anarchism', are superior to traditional laws. The best way to make your country powerful is literally to enforce multiculturalism in fucking 1840 so that you can import millions of Somalis and Pajeets, which is working out so well IRL.
I think they wanted to lose the nazi fanbase they got. Hitler was super powerful for gameplay balance in Hearts of Iron 4 and I'm sure that led to a few too many autists going down the rabbit hole.
 
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I don't know if you saw this, Josh, since the site has been down for a while, but I found this to be a pretty good read. The relevant part:


In September, Matthew Price, CEO of Cloudflare — a major tech company that provides services constituting the backbone of the internet, including security protections — refused to capitulate to the pressure campaign to cancel the site called KiwiFarms. The cancellation demands were based in the claim that the forum was allowing "harassment” and doxing of a Twitch streamer named "Keffals,” whom Lorenz in The Washington Post — under the headline “The trans Twitch star delivering news to a legion of LGBTQ teens” — had months earlier christened the Patron Saint of Trans Victimhood. Price, the CEO, warned that because Cloudflare is a security company and a hosting service, not a social media site, it would be extremely dangerous for them to start closing accounts based on public dislike of the content that appears on those sites. This is how he explains the company's steadfast refusal to capitulate to censorship demands — such cancellations, he explained, would be akin to demanding that AT&T refuse telephone service to right-wing commentators by arguing that they use their telephones to spread harmful views:

But Cloudflare's refusal to capitulate to censorship advocates infuriated NBC News’ Ben Collins — whose primary purpose in life is to agitate for greater and more repressive control over the internet to stifle views that deviate from establishment liberalism — and, along with his NBC colleague and fellow censorship advocate Kat Tenbarge, used the massive corporate platform of NBC News to pressure Cloudflare to obey, claiming Cloudflare's refusal to censor on command endangers trans people. Within less than 24 hours of the publication of Collins’ article — blasted to millions of people across the various platforms owned by NBC and Collins’ corporate owner, the Comcast Corp. — the CEO of this powerful company reversed himself, groveling before the media's censorship advocates and vowing that this would be a one-time exception. “This is an extraordinary decision for us to make and, given Cloudflare's role as an Internet infrastructure provider, a dangerous one that we are not comfortable with,” he wrote, as he announced that he would do it anyway (it will, needless to say, be the opposite of a one-time exception, since any millennial censor at The Huffington Post or Vox can now easily force Cloudflare to keep censoring by exploiting this new precedent with new articles about their censorship target using the “worse-than-Kiwifarms” formulation).

And thus did this corporate "journalist” once again usher in a brand new escalation in the strengthening censorship regime: tinkering with the infrastructure of the internet to expel sites and people anathema to liberal pieties. As usual, not just liberals but also the left cheered this forced capitulation, as they are somehow convinced that the world will be a better place when the power to silence voices and ideas is in the collective hands of the U.S. Security State, their oligarchical partners who own Big Tech, and their servants who masquerade as "journalists” deep within the bowels of the West's largest media corporations. Polls leave no doubt that Democrats are vastly more supportive of internet censorship not only by large corporations but also by the state, and that is the mindset that asserts itself over and over to cheer these censorship schemes by the West's most powerful institutional actors.
 
I hope you delve more into Musk's Twitter takeover. The sheer vitriol and fear of losing vanity between blue checkmarks is pure comedy.

He has in one week managed to:
  • Destroy the vanity of the blue checkmark and also charge $8 for it, making people who whine about it end up giving him money
  • Made the professional Donald Trump whiner, Stephen King, have a melty over said $8 burger bucks
  • Fired Jack and the rest of the staff upstairs, hopefully Jack did a fucking flip
  • Gave the twitter staff probably the first deadline they've ever seen in their lives for a project, and they are no longer working fucking 3 hours a week
  • Got that ResetERA mod faggot Nibellion to leave (also his patreon failed lol)
It's been eventful.
 
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