@TheEx I'm kind of confused about why you decided to sign up, to be honest.
You mention wanting to dispel rumors. Is there something you wanted to share with us? What was your intention in signing up and verifying your identity?
It isn’t out of the ordinary for people to make an account to talk about personal experiences they’ve had with a cow. It usually leads to some really good content. But there’s something odd about how it happened in this thread. Two people from his past came out of the woodwork and they didn’t drop any major bombs or reveal any funny details about his life. The first one is a childhood friend who tells some stories and shares some pictures from their youth that show he was a pretty normal kid in his teenage years, and then his ex-wife starts posting and revealing very little new information. I’m not saying I don’t believe them, they seem to have posted enough proof to verify who they are. But it’s just odd that nobody who posted showed up with any embarrassing details or really anything new that changes our view of him.
I’m trying to find a through-line that took him from a normal guy in a small town to an angry hobbit who sucks Nick’s cock. Maybe he was such a boring, normal guy that he sought out someone like Gavin and completely copied his personality to make himself seem more interesting. Maybe he was so lonely that he became bitter and started lashing out to the world, and AF fags were one of the few groups that told him these feelings were valid. Maybe some key details are being left out of this story. Who knows.
I know I’m probably reeding entirely too much into this. But I just can’t shake the feeling that this is a really odd situation and I don’t really know what to make of it. I can’t think of another case where two people associated with a cow made accounts to share intimate details about them and we learned almost nothing from them.
I can't speak for his ex-wife, but I can tell you all why I decided to sign up and put this out there.
I feel a bit of responsibility when it comes to all this. We fucked around with people a lot but I always thought we were joking and having a good time.
It wasn't until years later that I realized it wasn't a joke, or if it was a joke it had stopped being funny almost as soon as it started.
We had a reputation for being fun and funny, but there was always this feeling that any of us could be offered up as "sacrifice".
I don't use the word "toxic'' lightly. We were all toxic, but he was the worst of us.
Like if we made two people in our group mad it would mean you got shit talked HARD and almost completely ostracized.
It was like that since we made friends with a guy who was a bit older than us.
His name was Josh and Matt would always try to optimize his time around us and almost acted like the rest of the group were interfering with him and Josh.
It caused a constant cloud of animosity to be cast over all of us when we were together.
If you told a joke that didn't land?
"hahhaha thats so funny, you're so funny, hahahah."
If you haven't heard a song that he likes?
You get the smug smile and he'll say you need better taste.
Movies? Video Games?
If you didn't fall in to what he and Josh were into? He'd lash out.
We were basically gargoyles and he hasn't stopped.
He's the only one who seems to not have any regrets for being a shithead.
I knew his mom and his dad and his grandpa and his wife.
He was close to me, so seeing the documentary and then finding out this place existed, I figured if I could tell you all what I know...maybe thats a bit of redemption.
I dunno.