Some thoughts on the recent text drop:
YES, YES IT IS, COLIN
Notice how he admits that he did force himself onto her, but his narcissism means that he immediately changes the subject of the conversation away from her to him. Because the narc is ME ME ME, and on realizing that he forced her, the narc Colin's first thought is, SO WHAT DOES THAT SAY ABOUT ME? And he isn't shocked, he's just more amused, curious. He's found out more about himself, and if others have to suffer as he goes on his way of self-discovery, well, so be it.
Again, ME ME ME. The trauma of the victim is negated. It's all about Colin's learning experience. He's sorry... but only that she had to involved in his own personal journey of discovery. He has no empathy for the victim herself, even as he pretends to have it.
Who actually types the three suspense dots unless it is to create dramatic suspense. Open attempt at manipulation. If he genuinely felt disgust he would just type it - he wouldn't try to engineer a dramatic pause, like it was FROM THE HEART. LMAO this piece of shit.
But it's a promise he knows will mean nothing, because it's a pattern of behavior. As shown by his encounter with Marta and others. It's why he didn't make himself a member of PA - because he knows that his sex pest behavior is part of who he is, and that complaints would be inevitable.
Manipulative man provides excuse for his behavior, saying that it is something that all men do, that it is natural, then says he is not excusing his behavior by way of confusing and gaslighting with an NB4.
He knew that she was dangerous (lol projection at its most epic - she was the one accusing HIM of being the sex predator), but Colin paints himself as the victim of the Eternal Feminine, Despite knowing it was a bad idea he did it anyway. It was nothing to do with his god rod, but because he was "highly stressed." Yes, high stress makes you a sex pest to young women. I believe that Harvey Weinstein instructed his lawyer to use stress as his defense. Remember narcs never take responsability for ANYTHING. They ALWAYS have some kind of excuse. Nothing is EVER their fault. I'd hate to be a Woesy paypig right now. Must really suck knowing you've been funding this guy, and all he's been doing is being a sex pest, eating pizza and cooming.
Translation: "I am willing to continue to spend my precious time gaslighting you so that you convince yourself that what happened did not happen". Colin knows that he assaulted this girl, and will continue to give her attention to stop her exposing his behavior to others.
Colin plays the victim here, deliberately making himself pathetic, so that the real victim will step in and say, no, no, no, and it will confuse and befuddle the victim's perception. The predator rolls over and shows his belly. It is trauma bonding of the finest vintage.
More gaslighting. It is YOU that is the problem. Because most people think I'm a great guy. The problem must therefore be YOU. And if you expose my true nature, you will prevent other people having this "very constructive" experience. Please bear that in mind.
Extremly clever framing. I'm damaged, and you deserve better. By refering to himself as damaged, Colin continues the narrative of himself as vulnerable, a victim needing to be understood, rescused, transformed by the right woman. It keeps Ewan sympathetic to him, even loving him, and conflicted about exposing his real nature to others. It confuses her about Colin's true nature.
Translation: I know that if I see you IRL I will be able to gaslight you far more effectively by looking in your eyes and getting up close, and I'll put on the little-boy-lost act that you find so charming and which will make you wonder if what happened that night happened. I'll be able to persuade you with my high-IQ skills face to face - let's meet up.
Ewan, if you're reading this, you did exactly the right thing exposing Colin. Colin has a personality disorder, which means that he will never change. He has no empathy for other people, and he uses them for his own ends. You exposing him will have helped to stop him grooming young women. As Sam Vaknin said in his video - Loving the Narcissist: Shared Fantasy to Discard
---- "Narcissists and psychopaths hunt in places that are normally reserved for long-term relationships." You mean, like nationalist conferences, Mr. Vaknin?