Interestingly it seems like AntVenom is still following Narcissa's story. For those who don't know, AntVenom is a popular Minecraft Youtuber (2.5 mil subscribers). He left a pretty well-received comment on the infamous Apollo Legend video (
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wvMWdnYYatU&lc=UgiBvKqd4ZzC0ngCoAEC)
AntVenom1 year ago (edited)
I agree with pretty much everything said in this video. I'm betting Narcissa will see this comment, and I want her to know that I really am rooting for her. I wouldn't have attended so many of her streams lately, offering advice like to see a doctor, and look into tools to heal her wrists if I didn't care. But the sense of entitlement has killed any desire for me to keep up.
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I don't care if she speed-runs or not. But to call the entire side of her audience that doesn't watch people who "don't get it" and "don't know what they want" is repulsive. No Narcissa, I'm sure that I don't want to watch you cuddle on stream, or hear you talk about how your audience doesn't know what they want, or watch you believe you can "change the trolls". Her entire stream has just become a cesspool of thinking things should be better. When she has meaningful discussions about topics she's passionate about, her perspective is actually very interesting.
And again, I don't care if she doesn't speed-run. But she does have to be realistic. She has to be able to ask herself "If I want to make a career / enough money off my desires and passions, what will it take, and how do I get there right now?". That's the question I feel ANYONE has to ask themselves if they want to pursue their own passion that isn't a 9-5 job.
What amazes me is it really feels like she could use a significant other. I sense it with the loneliness she shows on stream, and goes to her stream to seek help with. But I sense massive trust issues with other people in how she's described her run-in with people in public after the transition (And to how she describes it, before that as well). However she'll turn around and share that personal intimacy with the public online, the very feeling she doesn't trust people with IRL. I could be massively wrong with that assessment though, it's just my perspective of the situation.
I hope she finds her happiness. I really do. Whether that's on the internet or not. Whether it involves streaming, or not. But as of lately, I haven't stuck around to keep up. I hope to read an article some day in the future about how she did some earth shattering, inspiring, amazing thing because she found herself, and executed on some insanely great plan that worked. That'd be awesome to see.