Careercow Narcissa Wright / Cosmo Wright - Former speedrunner tumbling down

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Suicide when?

  • When he runs out of money.

    Votes: 2,399 58.4%
  • Never.

    Votes: 825 20.1%
  • >2 years

    Votes: 883 21.5%

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This thread is giving me an aneurysm.

I mean, ~75% of transgenders are MtF for some reason.
The majority of trans people are women (or ftm if you will, I despise this nomenclature though).

There is a strange correlation tho, speedrunning cons have dilation stations now

This is an easily debunked 4chan copypasta.

And do keep in mind everyone, they can't use save states if they want to be taken seriously. It's perfection A to B to Z or being treated far worse than an actual olympic athlete caught cheating. It's not reload the save until you get the boss patterns right, it's go through the entire game without getting hit in under x minutes/seconds.

Savestates practice is something that literally 100% of speedrunners do.
 
The majority of trans people are women (or ftm if you will, I despise this nomenclature though).
[Citation Needed]

Seriously, going to need a citation on this, because the majority of statistical research shows more males trooning out than women trooning out.


According to this paper, women troons are only now just catching up to male troons.

I hate that I spent 5 minutes looking this shit up.
 
[Citation Needed]

Seriously, going to need a citation on this, because the majority of statistical research shows more males trooning out than women trooning out.


According to this paper, women troons are only now just catching up to male troons.

I hate that I spent 5 minutes looking this shit up.

I looked up and saw the same sources you did. The community themselves, though, largely state that the MtF get noticed more in public because of a number of reasons. They transition later so already have the adult male bodies that have fully been through puberty, in addition to the fact that a lot of what we deem "feminiity" is artificial i.e. makeup, sense of style, haircuts, mannerisms, etc. So you have a lot of cases where people like Cosmo have no earthly idea what they are doing just base their persona on a lot of stereotypical "chick stuff" they think women should do, and it comes out terribly. So their argument is that while it may seem that you encounter more MtF, FtM have a higher degree of "passing" so you are interacting with them without knowing it (or are incorrectly thinking you're seeing a butch lesbian). MtF's are pretty easy to identify. But like many of you I don't know if I believe that, since MtF seems to be a lot more prevalent.

In Cosmo's case, he claims he doesn't identify as or never aims to be a woman. His official identity is "trans femme cat girl" whatever the hell that means. Which, just as a matter of coincidence of course, just so happens to be the exact same thing his friend Roger ("Rachel") Bryk identified as before he committed suicide jumping over a bridge. (Info about Roger here: https://www.app.com/story/news/loca...9/parents-friends-need-step-forward/26615063/). Roger's death had a huge impact on Cosmo and is one of the factors not discussed often.

People that are actually suffering from gender dysphoria and go to the efforts to be the other sex/gender should (and do) hate people like cosmo and all the other ridiculous ones in the speedrunning community. I mean the dude's most frequently used avatar was that of a 12 year old girl from an N64 Castlevania game!
 
Roger's death had a huge impact on Cosmo and is one of the factors not discussed often.

This is 100% correct. Cosmo was fragile and his buddy deciding to 41 himself pushed him over the edge far more than the Numbers Humiliation (which is fun to joke about but probably didn't contribute as much as some think).

Does anyone know if any kind of r/samandtolki archive exists? There were a couple of good posts about this there.
 
Huh? Do you mean MtF?

I always thought the majority of trans were mtf. Why would more women want to become men? There's such little benefit to being a man in 2021.
The curse of girl power lmao

A double edged narrative, tell girls that they are powerful SLAY KWEEN! but simultaneously tell them that they live in The Handmaid's Tale and that all the world has conspired to keep them down. All the while the world goes on, and the conditions that constitute this supposed patriarchal dystopia haven't changed in a couple decades; so what is all this "girl power" worth? This narrative would seem to have contributed to the demoralization of young women, and in a time when trooning is offered as a cure all escape from your lot in life, it is taken gladly.

Note that the majority of troons today are teenage girls; years ago it was entirely men —likely trooning for fetish purposes, but it has shifted sharply in the past ten years. It would seem they troon on the idea that they will receive no respect as a woman, that they will be kept from any material success by "the patriarchy", and thus that they can only succeed as a man. The irony of it is the best result they can hope for is baby faced neckbearded manlet and truly; can you name a lowlier form of life?

Truly the ethos of astroturf-it-till-you-make-it, and it's intersection with catastrophizing have been a disaster for womankind

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In Narco news, the twitter is still down and all of the recent yt uploads are just single level sped running attempts of vampire game
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Very boring news I know, maybe there's some funny sperging in the vids, but I presume it's pretty dry based on the formulaic presentation. Is this a return to character for him? (no)

Honestly he should get back to work on his game, creation is good for the mind and soul even if he is just painting a narcissistic portrait in code.
 
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Any idiot can pick up a modern game engine and make things move.
Programming to get a full project done is another whole beast, see for example the Yanderedev development hell.

Cosmo isn't a master at any of the hobbies he has. When he "codes" he just takes templates or alrady well designed engines and then plunks around until one of his hoverers with actual coding knowledge tells him what to do. His coding/gamedev level is that of a high school student at best.

He also claims to be a master of AI, machine learning and computer algorithms. Obviously he knows absolute 0 on that subject. Then of course there were the times when he pretended to know high level astrophysics; yah ok Cosmo.

Even his speedrunning is the same now; whenever something gets hard, he quits. We'll never know what job he got when he initially moved back to Wisconsin, but if I had to guess his parents forced him into it and it was a colossal failure. They also probably saw that it made him ineligible for whatever gubment/social programs he's on.
 
Even his speedrunning is the same now; whenever something gets hard, he quits.
The only reason he went back to Zelda briefly is because someone found a new glitch that let him beat the game with almost no effort; all of the skill he tried to hone over his years speedrunning was thrown out the window when he could just walk to a certain spot and beat the thing in 4 minutes (with like 3.5 of those minutes being cutscenes). So he got a few world records the instant this thing was found by autistically watching the same intro cutscene over and over and playing for 30 seconds at a time, but he gave up on even that when other people would re-beat his records a few days later.

And now, he only plays games that are on a path of no resistance; a lot less work has to go in for world records when you elect to play games no one cares about (Beetles Adventure Racing, Castlevania 64), instead of cutthroat ones like Zelda.

Oh, and he also plays Smash Bros. a lot, famously one of the least skill-intensive fightan games available.
 
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Very boring news I know, maybe there's some funny sperging in the vids, but I presume it's pretty dry based on the formulaic presentation. Is this a return to character for him? (no)

I've been watching these and haven't seen anything really notable, just speedrun talk (and only in the chat, no mic as usual).
 
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If Cosmo can code a game, why can't he use that to get a job coding? Being a troon is not a good full time occupation.
What job? Admin jobs are the kind everyone in IT wants, so there are 10 competitors for every one, good luck.
If you're in the US, you can't compete financially with Pajeets doing the same codemonkey Java(script) work.
And Narco's so lazy coding Android shovelware is beyond him. There are zillion other CS dropout losers trying to make it big by coding Indie "gayms" everybody talks about but nobody plays.

If you want a good job in IT today learn database or AI coding.
 
What job? Admin jobs are the kind everyone in IT wants, so there are 10 competitors for every one, good luck.
If you're in the US, you can't compete financially with Pajeets doing the same codemonkey Java(script) work.
And Narco's so lazy coding Android shovelware is beyond him. There are zillion other CS dropout losers trying to make it big by coding Indie "gayms" everybody talks about but nobody plays.

If you want a good job in IT today learn database or AI coding.
Think troons just don't want to work im a manager and I've never once seen one apply for posted jobs think they just want to sit around playing Zelda rather than actually exert effort on something while blaming self inflicted problems on society
 
Think troons just don't want to work im a manager and I've never once seen one apply for posted jobs think they just want to sit around playing Zelda rather than actually exert effort on something while blaming self inflicted problems on society
Well, there are a lot of opportunities for troons to open in the near future.
 
Well, there are a lot of opportunities for troons to open in the near future.
I cannot wait for the discrimination lawsuits that come out of this. Not all of the courts are as woke as the idiots writing these laws.
 
I cannot wait for the discrimination lawsuits that come out of this. Not all of the courts are as woke as the idiots writing these laws.
It's Cali, so you'd want to bitch it up to the Supreme Court. It'd probably be easier to "identify" as a woman while changing literally nothing about yourself to get the job, then have a "crisis" and then "identify as a woman identifying as a man" or some bullshit so you don't have to look like a troon while you work.
 
It's Cali, so you'd want to bitch it up to the Supreme Court. It'd probably be easier to "identify" as a woman while changing literally nothing about yourself to get the job, then have a "crisis" and then "identify as a woman identifying as a man" or some bullshit so you don't have to look like a troon while you work.
It would be easier, just like it'd be easier for a hypothetical Jane Roe to just travel to a different state to get the little parasite aborted, but it's not just about what's easier for the singular individual to do in order to skirt the law (pun intended).
 
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