AlmightyMagichan
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Having a tough break up is one thing, but if you decide to troon out over it then you've got much deeper problems.
Careercow Narcissa Wright / Cosmo Wright - Former speedrunner tumbling down
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The boy was never right but people underestimate how badly rejection can affect somebody. Especially if they put time or faith into the relationship.
SunburnNation
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Vague PL, but even when you're in such a negative state that you genuinely don't have full control over your own actions(and thus make tons of self-defeating/harming decisions) you will almost always still have the capacity to reach out for help. Maybe not go out and find help, but at least ask for it. And given all they did and put up with, we know Cosmo's parents would have been perfectly willing to give that help. This was preventable. All of it. On some level, Cosmo didn't want to get better. Hurting and sabotaging yourself can be addictive in a sick, twisted way. And with the internet, it's a great way to get sympathy and canned compassion on command.
2 quick thoughts. First, looks like the movie is finally coming out to coincide with the BOTW sequel release date:
Secondly, regarding his whore GF, she was an important part of the downward spiral but an equally important but rarely discussed topic is that Cosmo became a victim of the very popularity he created. Cosmo has absolutely 0 discipline on anything and will only "work" towards something he is having fun at. He created a genre within Speedrunning but as that got popular, people with actual drive started competing. Even without his whore GF Cosmo would never have been able to stay competitive. He could have shifted to a popular speedrunning commentator and been the voice so to speak of the community, but his ego would never have allowed that. He's like Rhonda Rousey....trailblazer, came in and started a genre but as soon as the popularity grew and others with more discipline were there to compete, he folded. Of course the myriad of other items including terrible upbringing, drugs,, autism, etc. all played a part. But a relative nobody destroying him on the biggest stage (John FUCKING Numbers) was only a taste of what was to come as far as his Speedrunning records. Look at his own stupid BOTW record that he created....it was only even attempted by 2 people, him and that Yume Tea dude. And guess what? The Yume Tea dude BEAT him! How embarrassing.
It will be interesting to see how Cosmo responds to when the movie comes outt.
Secondly, regarding his whore GF, she was an important part of the downward spiral but an equally important but rarely discussed topic is that Cosmo became a victim of the very popularity he created. Cosmo has absolutely 0 discipline on anything and will only "work" towards something he is having fun at. He created a genre within Speedrunning but as that got popular, people with actual drive started competing. Even without his whore GF Cosmo would never have been able to stay competitive. He could have shifted to a popular speedrunning commentator and been the voice so to speak of the community, but his ego would never have allowed that. He's like Rhonda Rousey....trailblazer, came in and started a genre but as soon as the popularity grew and others with more discipline were there to compete, he folded. Of course the myriad of other items including terrible upbringing, drugs,, autism, etc. all played a part. But a relative nobody destroying him on the biggest stage (John FUCKING Numbers) was only a taste of what was to come as far as his Speedrunning records. Look at his own stupid BOTW record that he created....it was only even attempted by 2 people, him and that Yume Tea dude. And guess what? The Yume Tea dude BEAT him! How embarrassing.
It will be interesting to see how Cosmo responds to when the movie comes outt.
AskeDead
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a lot of people on /srg/ were theorizing when he first troon'd out that adrian cheating on him was the catalyst for it. rip serg, you were right again.
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No, there were definitely warning signs of him being on the verge of trooning out before the Adrian incident.
As I mentioned a few posts ago, back when he was still with Adrian, he started painting his nails and practically begged for attention for doing it. I recall him having his facecam aimed at his hands whenever he'd paint his nails, and I believe he even asked the chat to pick out colors on some occasions. And this was during his prime, it wasn't downward spiral depressed Cosmo.
I'd go as far as to say it wasn't just a sign of him being a troon, but it was the first glimpse at the "Narcissa" persona.
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AskeDead
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painting his nails isn't necessarily a sign of that, though i see where you're coming from
AlmightyMagichan
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Unless he's painting them black in order to go full goth, I don't know what else that would be a sign of.
Jacob
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I can understand not thinking anything of it at the time it was actually happening, but we have the benefit of hindsight at this point. He ended up trooning out, so him painting his nails and demanding attention for it was retroactively a pretty clear sign.
Even if it's not the most damning evidence, I still think it throws a wrench into the theory that Cosmo had some kind of mental break that made him turn into a tranny (whether it was Adrian, John Numbers, or his own declining health/skills). In all likelihood, he already had suppressed gender issues and the breakup just made it easier for him to leave the closet.
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"Gender issues" or "AGP porn addiction"?
Either way the breakup with his gf could certainly be what finally set things in motion though. Some sort of huge life change is often how/when people take the opportunity to start over with other major changes. Especially when it's a change forced through some sort of emotional devastation.
I don't feel bad for Cosmo regarding his current situation or who he is now but maybe he wouldn't have fully trooned out if the thing with his gf didn't happen. Or maybe he would've. Mental illness, probable porn addiction and being desperate for internet attention is a pretty rough combo.
Jacob
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I believe Adrian's presence (and the accompanying fear of losing her) was what kept him from trooning out earlier than he did. Which is why he trooned out immediately after losing her. Obviously he did have some kind of mental breakdown, but I don't think Narcissa was a product of that. He was always a degenerate weirdo, he just had a reason to keep it in his pants when he had a girlfriend.
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You mentioning Rousey and Cosmo made me wish I could watch Tard Rogaine foam at the mouth at how Cosmo could beat Mayweather at boxing. Just as stupid as when he was fellating Rousey's ego over the same shit.
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Good job Cosmo, you realized what threw you into the downward spiral.
Now maybe you'll realize that trooning out was part of your "immense cope mode" and that it was a huge fucking mistake.
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It's prohibited by all major world religions and military codes. It might be legal but it's certainly not socially acceptable.
The trauma-to-troon pipeline is absolutely a thing.
Cosmo hasn't given me any reason to be optimistic about him, but recognizing that troonery was a reaction to an awful break-up and not the emergence of his "true self", could be the start of him hitting rock bottom and gaining a few shreds of self-awareness.
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Just a point of clarification regarding at least US military. Being against the UCMJ (Uniform Code of Military Justice) makes adultery illegal for servicemembers. The UCMJ is the law in addition to local, state, and federal law. Adultery is specifically addressed under Article 134 which covers a wide range of actions and conduct. Get roasted for anything serious and you bet they'll find a couple charges of Article 134 to tack on for good measure.
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Eh, but it's also ridiculously hard to happen. It's only occurs when there is either way too much evidence or someone outright admits to it.
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You can actually get court-martialed for adultery, although they usually only go after it hard if you did it in a way that implicates morale. I have a family friend whose husband cheated on her with another soldier and she had him thoroughly ASSFUCKED about it. He got DD'ed and even spent time.
John Connor
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hope self actualize doesnt mean becoming a trannie
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Sigh, maybe i'm retarded but i feel bad about the situation with his slut GF. Doesn't make any of the tranny shit less insane.
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He couldn't accept being a cuck so he became a burnt out schizo tranny? Well done. What fucking cope.`
I wouldn't. It's an excuse. It's his newest shield to justify his behavior. Cosmo was abusing drugs and doing queer shit before he got dumped. I don't know if I ever got cheated on so I can't empathize with that, but shit was already bad if your response is to fry your brain with drugs and porn for a decade. Everyone knows someone who couldn't get over an ex. It can take a long ass time. How many of you know someone who became Cosmo as a result?
How hard has he honestly tried to get out of this self-destructive pity party? It's easy to say that recognizing you have a problem is half the battle, but it really isn't. It's the first step on a long road. Plenty of people just stop or stall there jerking themselves off about how on the road to recovery they are. I doubt externalizing it, my gfs fault, isn't going to help. Being as fucked as someone like Cosmo, for as long as he has, means it will likely take years of struggle and relapses to unlearn his maladaptive behaviors and thought patterns.
I'll believe it when I see more that self-congratulatory masturbation on social media. My guess is the documentary finally dropping
will only fuel more narcissism instead of giving perspective.