Careercow Narcissa Wright / Cosmo Wright - Former speedrunner tumbling down

  • 🐕 I am attempting to get the site runnning as fast as possible. If you are experiencing slow page load times, please report it.

Suicide when?

  • When he runs out of money.

    Votes: 2,399 58.4%
  • Never.

    Votes: 825 20.1%
  • >2 years

    Votes: 883 21.5%

  • Total voters
    4,106
He couldn't accept being a cuck so he became a burnt out schizo tranny? Well done. What fucking cope.`
I thought I was joking earlier in the thread when I said he got cucked so hard he cut his dick off and trooned out. Apparently that's literally what happened. Dude should have learned there's a difference between getting cucked and being a cuck. Someone can do the first to you, but you can only do the second to yourself.
 
Been a bit since [I got cucked]
Been a lot more loss in the wake
I recall thinking, "Someday, someone's gonna say it's all from the same cause and effect"
And I just couldn't fathom blaming a whole new page on a made-up chain reaction
Each claim individual peaks and pockets
Pains and a slew of unique nuances
Nah mean? When you wake up eight years non-responsive
It's a lot to process
Gone from a happier jack-in-the-box
To a package of clogged up chakras
Oh, shazbat! Not the "ever after" he wanted
From the "Once upon a time, dot, dot, dot"
Once upon a time, he was so much more
Than a punchline for his own potshots, ah
Watch the Impossible Kid
Everything that he touch turns promptly to shit
If I zoom on out, I can finally admit
It's all been a blur since [I got cucked]
[...]

Here go the hindsight:
Eight years been one long blindside
I could pinpoint seven more turns that occurred 'cause I never really healed from the first
Oh, what a world, any hack is a myth
Any dap is a joke, any map is a trick
Any graph is a hoax, ease on down
I'm burning up, I'm bleeding out
Knowing ain't half the battle
That's a bullshit quip written by some asshole
You can own what you are and still sit around stoned in your car
Not doing shit, halfway to nil
Cranky and waiting for a boss key and hat full of bills
Get out the car, [Cosmo]
 
He needs to stop taking estrogen. Start taking low dosage topical DHT for masculinization. And revert back to his old cuck self. Then start building up from there.
And take a break from speed running vidiya gaems and instead get the world record for speed running into becoming a normal person.
 
And take a break from speed running vidiya gaems and instead get the world record for speed running into becoming a normal person.
I feel like he's so close. From where he's at with all the self-realization and seemingly understanding his issues it's either a return to normalcy or suicide from self inflicted shame.
After this many years I hope it's the former. There's not even any comedy or spectacle left, it's just sad.
 
1677529937941.png

Just flip burgers my dude

1677530015528.png

jesus
 
He couldn't accept being a cuck so he became a burnt out schizo tranny? Well done. What fucking cope.`


I wouldn't. It's an excuse. It's his newest shield to justify his behavior. Cosmo was abusing drugs and doing queer shit before he got dumped. I don't know if I ever got cheated on so I can't empathize with that, but shit was already bad if your response is to fry your brain with drugs and porn for a decade. Everyone knows someone who couldn't get over an ex. It can take a long ass time. How many of you know someone who became Cosmo as a result?

How hard has he honestly tried to get out of this self-destructive pity party? It's easy to say that recognizing you have a problem is half the battle, but it really isn't. It's the first step on a long road. Plenty of people just stop or stall there jerking themselves off about how on the road to recovery they are. I doubt externalizing it, my gfs fault, isn't going to help. Being as fucked as someone like Cosmo, for as long as he has, means it will likely take years of struggle and relapses to unlearn his maladaptive behaviors and thought patterns.

I'll believe it when I see more that self-congratulatory masturbation on social media. My guess is the documentary finally dropping :optimistic: will only fuel more narcissism instead of giving perspective.
her "i hurt my wrists from speed running" is kind of an excuse as well. i've gotten carpal tunnel before, you can easily heal it by doing reverse curls in the gym, the problem is she refuses to do anything outside of being terminally online and she never goes out side and is a narcissist, she literally made her troon name "narcissa wright"

even girls have some testosterone and testosterone is responsible for ambition and being out going and drive and aggression which you need in some amount in order to get shit done. even before she was taking estrogen she's been taking drugs and staying inside and not getting proper nutrition or excersize or sunlight.


ironically, her just letting go of the whole "i'm a woman" thing and going back to being a boy and letting amounts of testosterone into her system would help her the most in the long run, and embracing the guilt and shame that she has over her life thus far instead of constantly trying to disassociate from it.


this mentality of "i'm just going to do what i'm passionate about and take life one day at a time" hasn't worked for like a decade and she needs to just do what needs to be done to not let her life be a total burning trash heap.


she probably has a sunk cost fallacy with transitioning and is afraid of looking like an old man, but every one ages and she already looks like a ghoul and it would probably be an improvement and she's better of just being a feminine twink that goes to the gym. she would feel way better being able to get feel good hormones from going out side and working out and doing stuff. and she would understand the value of hard work over a long period of time rather then constantly pursuing instant gratification.


thinking your a special person and you were destined for great things can really fuck you over in life, its best to cut that shit out and try to just do small things day by day that improve your circumstances rather then being the center of attention over nothing. sam hyde has talked about how "peaking young can fuck you up because then you lack the incentive to improve yoru self" and i think that this applies to cosmo becuase she got internet famous for speed running zelda and got a girlfriend as a teenager and so she's contantly living in the shadow of when she was a fucking teenager instead of being a loser as a youth and working hard to become something thats not a loser like a healthy person.
 
thinking your a special person and you were destined for great things can really fuck you over in life,
The hell of it all is that you can actually manage this if you can just have some perspective on it. Take the standard Christian view-we are all infinitely loved by God, and thus infinitely important. Your "specialness" is inherent...so act like it. Try to live up to that, knowing that you'll fail, because in trying you'll have gotten closer to it. But that involves having enough humility to accept that you can't be perfect, that you can't have it all, and Cosmo doesn't have that. Never has, really, even before good ol' John fucking Numbers came along. You can achieve importance so great its impossible to quantify by having kids, becoming someone's close friend and impacting their life, giving back to your community and saving someone you don't even know from tough times, and so many other things. But the one thing they all have in common is effort, and that's just not on Cosmo's radar anymore.
 
i am aware, i say the preferred pronouns in general so that i don't slip up with my meat space avatar out of habit.

just know that in my head i am mis gendering and screaming several racial slurs near constantly.
sorry for OT but you need to hang around some new people, its exhausting living a double life in your head and with your friends. just stop giving a fuck. say nigger. misgender the tranny
 
The hell of it all is that you can actually manage this if you can just have some perspective on it. Take the standard Christian view-we are all infinitely loved by God, and thus infinitely important. Your "specialness" is inherent...so act like it. Try to live up to that, knowing that you'll fail, because in trying you'll have gotten closer to it. But that involves having enough humility to accept that you can't be perfect, that you can't have it all, and Cosmo doesn't have that. Never has, really, even before good ol' John fucking Numbers came along. You can achieve importance so great its impossible to quantify by having kids, becoming someone's close friend and impacting their life, giving back to your community and saving someone you don't even know from tough times, and so many other things. But the one thing they all have in common is effort, and that's just not on Cosmo's radar anymore.
Agree, although his response to that is that he has changed lives by being a speed runner, which is technically true. Like for example I wouldn't be writing this post trashing him if he was never a public figure.
I guess people laughing and gawking at you does mean you've changed their life.

The nigger just needs to stop. Whatever he's doing, he needs to stop it. Go watch a documentary (about something unrelated to current events) and play the piano or knit or something.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Broadside
Agree, although his response to that is that he has changed lives by being a speed runner, which is technically true. Like for example I wouldn't be writing this post trashing him if he was never a public figure.
I guess people laughing and gawking at you does mean you've changed their life.

The nigger just needs to stop. Whatever he's doing, he needs to stop it. Go watch a documentary (about something unrelated to current events) and play the piano or knit or something.
That would also require effort. Doing anything at all other than what they're currently doing would require effort, since what they're currently doing is literally fucking nothing. And, like I said, that's just not an option for Cosmo. Its either make money while having fun every single minute, or make no money at all.
 
narcissa wright literally could have had a successful twitch stream of her sleeping if she just at all tried to curate her content in a professional way instead of being a half assing cry baby.
you must be retarded if you think that would apply to cosmo, amouranth is a real girl with big tits that normal people would like to watch, cosmo is a male ghoul, ugly as fuck and boring
 
even girls have some testosterone and testosterone is responsible for ambition and being out going and drive and aggression which you need in some amount in order to get shit done.
Your personality and intrinsic motivations are responsible for being outgoing and driven and aggression and getting things done. Testosterone isn't some magic personality-reversal potion. Cosmo might take estrogen, but he has not gotten castrated, so his body still produces plenty of testosterone. His problem isn't his hormones, his problem is his personality.
 
Back