Careercow Narcissa Wright / Cosmo Wright - Former speedrunner tumbling down

Suicide when?

  • When he runs out of money.

    Votes: 2,399 58.4%
  • Never.

    Votes: 826 20.1%
  • >2 years

    Votes: 883 21.5%

  • Total voters
    4,107
There was a hour stream earlier. Nothing good. Ended up admitting they just wanna go back to streaming FF with no mic, chat or cam. Said they are on k terms with family. And that they can chill at their current place awhile, but will probs end up having to move out in future if no income.
I know this stream wasn't everyone's cup of tea, but short of a complete meltdown this is my favorite type of Cosmo stream. It's cold, hard reality catching up to him. He almost did break down and cry a couple times so who knows maybe that's coming. But I can't stand the "I'm a princess, I'm royalty, I'm a socialite, I'm a crypto goddess, etc." Nah, he is soon to be an ugly (inside and out) 33 year old man that has fucked over every friendship, relationship and family he's ever had. Get your popcorn, you guys that thought all the milk was out of this lolcow were wrong. Also I hate to disappoint all of you genuinely cheering for some sort of magical redemption arc but that isn't coming either. Just sad old Cosmo getting sadder, more cringe and older.
 
He's also been posting a bunch of mindless nonsense on Twitter. Nothing really to note.
Bitch if you did any growing and changing years ago you would have had everything (or everything sane) you've been whining for and more by now. Maybe. At the very least the momentum from The Cosmo Years wouldn't have been completely wasted.
 
Well, who could have seen this coming?

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there is no way he went to the doctor, he called them a scam and shit before
Also, if he DID go to the doctor, there is absolutely 0 chance he was honest with them. Doctors ask you what medications you are on prescription/otherwise. There is no medical professional on the planet that would deem the drug cocktails that Cosmo fries his brains regularly with healthy.
 
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Here's the point where he goes from nonsensical drugged out laughing to crying and then classic Cosmo move of blowing his nose and throwing the snot rags on his desk where he eats:


Also some good snapshots of when the filter couldn't keep up with his insanity:
 

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Few notes from this and this last stream: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=id70Bvy0cOg&t=5557s

Says he is now living a drug free lifestyle minutes after saying the doctor gave him a clonofopin (sp?) yesterday and giving him a full bill of health on the same day he was out of his mind on LSD. Says he doesn't want to do any drugs anymore but admits he might still be feeling effects of the clonofopin.

Does not own the simplest furniture, his clothes are strewn about because no dresser. Has no capture card to stream switch. Still eats all his meals taketout/delivery. His stuff is at his parents house, so obviously the whole "spent $7-8k moving" was a lie. Of course does not want a job. Talks about the burden he felt on himself and why he quit all of his projects.

Regrets going apeshit on his buddy which led to discord shutting down and his melty blood being shut down. Admits to not being able to afford to travel. Seriously considering changing his name, perhaps to "melancholy." Refers to his twitch ban as valid. Says his appeal was officially denied though he never got to speak to/interact with a person, which annoys him. Admitted the person he is infatuated with and moved out for is a trans woman, and said trans woman has him blocked currently. All of a sudden worried about blood clots in his legs and lowering his salt intake but not the myriad of drugs he is on. I'm impressed he isn't outright begging for donations for a capture card, but he is still mentioning that he doesn't have one quite a bit. For whatever reason he likes the gap in his front teeth and "when he is reborn in the meta verse" he will keep it.
 
Few notes from this and this last stream: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=id70Bvy0cOg&t=5557s

Says he is now living a drug free lifestyle minutes after saying the doctor gave him a clonofopin (sp?) yesterday and giving him a full bill of health on the same day he was out of his mind on LSD. Says he doesn't want to do any drugs anymore but admits he might still be feeling effects of the clonofopin.

Does not own the simplest furniture, his clothes are strewn about because no dresser. Has no capture card to stream switch. Still eats all his meals taketout/delivery. His stuff is at his parents house, so obviously the whole "spent $7-8k moving" was a lie. Of course does not want a job. Talks about the burden he felt on himself and why he quit all of his projects.

Regrets going apeshit on his buddy which led to discord shutting down and his melty blood being shut down. Admits to not being able to afford to travel. Seriously considering changing his name, perhaps to "melancholy." Refers to his twitch ban as valid. Says his appeal was officially denied though he never got to speak to/interact with a person, which annoys him. Admitted the person he is infatuated with and moved out for is a trans woman, and said trans woman has him blocked currently. All of a sudden worried about blood clots in his legs and lowering his salt intake but not the myriad of drugs he is on. I'm impressed he isn't outright begging for donations for a capture card, but he is still mentioning that he doesn't have one quite a bit. For whatever reason he likes the gap in his front teeth and "when he is reborn in the meta verse" he will keep it.
Jesus, what a fag.
 
Says he is now living a drug free lifestyle minutes after saying the doctor gave him a clonofopin (sp?) yesterday and giving him a full bill of health on the same day he was out of his mind on LSD. Says he doesn't want to do any drugs anymore but admits he might still be feeling effects of the clonofopin.
"Hey doc im a drug addict"
"Here, let's get you hooked up on benzos"

Honestly should've stuck to the Lithium orotate + magnesium his friend recommended to him.
And yeah no shit he doesn't want to do LSD, benzos are used as trip killers.
 
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