Few notes from this and this last stream:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=id70Bvy0cOg&t=5557s
Says he is now living a drug free lifestyle minutes after saying the doctor gave him a clonofopin (sp?) yesterday and giving him a full bill of health on the same day he was out of his mind on LSD. Says he doesn't want to do any drugs anymore but admits he might still be feeling effects of the clonofopin.
Does not own the simplest furniture, his clothes are strewn about because no dresser. Has no capture card to stream switch. Still eats all his meals taketout/delivery. His stuff is at his parents house, so obviously the whole "spent $7-8k moving" was a lie. Of course does not want a job. Talks about the burden he felt on himself and why he quit all of his projects.
Regrets going apeshit on his buddy which led to discord shutting down and his melty blood being shut down. Admits to not being able to afford to travel. Seriously considering changing his name, perhaps to "melancholy." Refers to his twitch ban as valid. Says his appeal was officially denied though he never got to speak to/interact with a person, which annoys him. Admitted the person he is infatuated with and moved out for is a trans woman, and said trans woman has him blocked currently. All of a sudden worried about blood clots in his legs and lowering his salt intake but not the myriad of drugs he is on. I'm impressed he isn't outright begging for donations for a capture card, but he is still mentioning that he doesn't have one quite a bit. For whatever reason he likes the gap in his front teeth and "when he is reborn in the meta verse" he will keep it.