Careercow Narcissa Wright / Cosmo Wright - Former speedrunner tumbling down

[ForgottenAcct]

That sounds wonderful but I've already watched a full hour of Narci today so I can't be fucking bothered to watch anymore to find it.

I've since amended the previous post for it.

 

[Idea Waifu]

Spoiler

No screenshots since the poster got purged unexpectedly, but there was another user in the stream last night that had been trying to be helpful as well. Narcissa asked them to compile their posts into one message so it could be read easier, and one of the mods deleted the post as soon as it came up and permabanned the user. They (chat mods, not Narcissa who was actually having a conversation with the user) also purged that user from the chat history and muted people complaining about the ban.

Edit: Sifting through the video I found it. Happened early in the stream. Starts around here:
https://www.twitch.tv/videos/241825896?t=02h20m06s

About an hour further into the stream, the user offers to to compile their posts. Either the post got spam-filtered or deleted too quickly to show up on the chat video playback.

User gets banned around here:
https://www.twitch.tv/videos/241825896?t=03h41m40s

lol actually there were two users banned 'steviesteven' and 'whoobuckaroo' who didnt even have the time to post, was banned because of what 'steviesteven' said
Edit :

Spoiler: Construction bubble in process

Edit 2 : what a fucking cunt response to everyone trying to say that the ban was unfair

 

[Treesapsoda]

 

[andr0id psycho sho(ker]

Now that doesn't sound creepy and stalkerish at all (sarcasm)

 

[ForgottenAcct]

With the way it's set up, the twitch channel is essentially doomed. I did see discussion of Narci going to SGDQ this year.

Edit: According to SamandTolki, there were 5 additional bans after Steviesteven and Whoobuckaroo's bans given to people calling their bans unfair. When you're averaging about 140 viewers on a good day, permanently banning 5% of your viewers is poor form.

 

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God damn this is grim. This is getting less wacky and more horrifying as it goes. The cognitive break down resulting in hissing and inability to finish sentences is nuts. I've seen this before a few times with people I've known but that was due to hard drugs, not self prescribed hormone replacements.

I can relate to the feeling of pity so overwhelming that it makes it so watching these people isn't fun anymore. When somebody has a clear mental issue or traumatic experience in their past, it is depressing because it is something that they cannot help, and you start to wonder that maybe they would live happy and successful lives if it were not for that.

However, and I rarely believe this for others, despite the clear mental health issues he displays, Cosmo is beneath pity. Strip away the strange behaviors, bizarre mannerisms, and unusual body language, and what are you left with? A person who berates even those supporting them, seeing others by only the money they could give him and disposing of them when they have no use (or even when they still do). Someone who chooses to wallow in self-inflicted failure for the sake of attention and will blame everyone but themselves when they do not receive even that.

Cosmo can help being a bad person. He merely choses not to. Why feel sorry for something he does to himself?

 

[Idea Waifu]

Spoiler

this person 'pierlucifer' subscribed to narcissa and said this on chat, also Taurus_guy asking for ban as he tries to say how wrong is narcissa and how delusional are his followers

Its quiet interesting that workers cows who have mental problems seek the hive with the mental illness lolcow queen to build the honeycomb bubble.
You can see it in chibi for example, all people who go and look upon him are self diagnosed depression snowflakes who always bitch about how shitty is their life and throw cuddle and hugs everywhere.

Spoiler: accurate representation of the hive

also our boi turtle strikes again, he doesnt want narcissa to go away.

 

[YW 525]

Serious question: do you guys think Cosmo is at any risk of being lured in or otherwise harmed by one of these creeper fans?

He's a pretty young guy still and not too bright, facing serious depression and anxiety issues on an incredibly public place. The trans stuff generally makes people very open (aka: reckless) about sexual details and other deviant types of indicators that predators go nuts over. Dude needs to be careful about some of his fans, given the type of person that would still stick around after... all of this.

 

[andr0id psycho sho(ker]

Serious question: do you guys think Cosmo is at any risk of being lured in or otherwise harmed by one of these creeper fans?

He's a pretty young guy still and not too bright, facing serious depression and anxiety issues on an incredibly public place. The trans stuff generally makes people very open (aka: reckless) about sexual details and other deviant types of indicators that predators go nuts over. Dude needs to be careful about some of his fans, given the type of person that would still stick around after... all of this.

Agreed. Sad thing is, Narcissa would go for it willingly, which makes an incident like that all the more tragic

 

[Drip Feed]

Serious question: do you guys think Cosmo is at any risk of being lured in or otherwise harmed by one of these creeper fans?

He's a pretty young guy still and not too bright, facing serious depression and anxiety issues on an incredibly public place. The trans stuff generally makes people very open (aka: reckless) about sexual details and other deviant types of indicators that predators go nuts over. Dude needs to be careful about some of his fans, given the type of person that would still stick around after... all of this.

i think he said that he didnt go out much if at all outside of medication or food because of this thing, it was such a while back to you can take this or leave it as i dont want to go through tons of streams to find it but basically he knows that theres creepers following, i forgot the exact word he used but it was when a person follows you out of fetishism, it seems like he only hangs out with other troons though.

there was this Dgirl tranny he was dating/kissing on stream, was gross, and now theres a mod called VVispie.

 

[Raging Capybara]

Serious question: do you guys think Cosmo is at any risk of being lured in or otherwise harmed by one of these creeper fans?

He's a pretty young guy still and not too bright, facing serious depression and anxiety issues on an incredibly public place. The trans stuff generally makes people very open (aka: reckless) about sexual details and other deviant types of indicators that predators go nuts over. Dude needs to be careful about some of his fans, given the type of person that would still stick around after... all of this.

He isn't young, he's almost 30 years old. And he never leaves his house so nothing wrong will happen to him.

He is not stupid either, just a attention whore of the worst kind. I honestly don't believe he has any kind of depression, what we see in his streams is just a drug user high as fuck.

 

[YW 525]

I honestly don't believe he has any kind of depression, what we see in his streams is just a drug user high as fuck.

Are we watching the same streams? Cosmo is clearly unwell and needs to get his house in order. Drugs are certainly not helping, but they aren't the root.

 

[Drip Feed]

He isn't young, he's almost 30 years old. And he never leaves his house so nothing wrong will happen to him.

He is not stupid either, just a attention whore of the worst kind. I honestly don't believe he has any kind of depression, what we see in his streams is just a drug user high as fuck.

in my opinion and i could be wrong but i feel that he had a LOT of money from speedrunning streams, i think he said 80k, and thats what he was using to rent the apartment hes in now, its pretty much gone now and he has 3-6 months rents worth, im guessing 3 months being what he has now and 6 if hes getting the amount per stream he expects to last him that 6 months, this was about 2 streams ago he told this to the stream chat.

He's had a "privileged" life and sees that its coming to a close where he cant just do what he wants anymore so its ramping up the mini episodes we keep seeing, he soon wont be able to afford the lifestyle he wants to sustain anymore and its scaring him more and more, i find it bizarre that Twitch has pretty much cut out a little section for him to troon out and have these breakdowns with no intervention, its coming to an end.

 

[ForgottenAcct]

in my opinion and i could be wrong but i feel that he had a LOT of money from speedrunning streams, i think he said 80k, and thats what he was using to rent the apartment hes in now, its pretty much gone now and he has 3-6 months rents worth, im guessing 3 months being what he has now and 6 if hes getting the amount per stream he expects to last him that 6 months, this was about 2 streams ago he told this to the stream chat.

He's had a "privileged" life and sees that its coming to a close where he cant just do what he wants anymore so its ramping up the mini episodes we keep seeing, he soon wont be able to afford the lifestyle he wants to sustain anymore and its scaring him more and more, i find it bizarre that Twitch has pretty much cut out a little section for him to troon out and have these breakdowns with no intervention, its coming to an end.

Cosmo's parents pay his rent, I'm pretty sure. Twitch probably just funds his lifestyle beyond it.

 

[Drip Feed]

Cosmo's parents pay his rent, I'm pretty sure. Twitch probably just funds his lifestyle beyond it.

Is this why he never fucking answers questions like "why dont your family help you", "cant you just move in with your parents", he just ignores them outright and i have never seen any acknowledgement of them, and it actually makes sense now.

 

[ForgottenAcct]

Is this why he never fucking answers questions like "why dont your family help you", "cant you just move in with your parents", he just ignores them outright and i have never seen any acknowledgement of them, and it actually makes sense now.

I've heard through the grapevine that his family is actually fairly well off and can afford to subsidize him indefinitely. It makes sense: You don't get an attitude like Cosmo's from ever needing to work for your keep.
Supposedly he just uses twitch and donations for toys and the like (and actually has a few grand in savings as a result).

 

[Idea Waifu]

Is this why he never fucking answers questions like "why dont your family help you", "cant you just move in with your parents", he just ignores them outright and i have never seen any acknowledgement of them, and it actually makes sense now.

well if he would answer the question that his parents pay the rent, his begging for money wouldn't be as effective, the more pity he has the more chance to getting donated, he actually baited this guy turtlerock when he said that hes stream was going to end if he runs out of money, he may have a really secure background of money, but as people don't know.
as you said it makes sense that his parents pay his rent, why dodge a really simple question?, if he answers no, that would be a fat way to say "fuck you parents for paying me my department"

 

[YW 525]

his family is actually fairly well off and can afford to subsidize him indefinitely. It makes sense: You don't get an attitude like Cosmo's from ever needing to work for your keep.

Shit, let's simmer it down even more than that: you don't fucking transition genders if you're poor.

 

[Null]

what is a man!?
a miserable little pile of secrets!
but enough talk,
have at you!

 

[ForgottenAcct]

what is a man!?
a miserable little pile of secrets!
but enough talk,
have at you!

Oddly enough, it was a moderator that banned that user before Cosmo ever read the message. 5Kdays (I think that's the username) and Whispie both made up a reason for it and banned every user that said they weren't being honest regarding it.