I don't understand the response. If he isn't transitioning, then what is the point of hormones? That's like taking chemo when you don't have cancer. If you don't care about living as a girl then you don't have gender dysphoria. That should go without saying. If he is not lying to his doctor then they should be arrested for malpractice.
Before you reply, Cosmo, with "gender is a social construct" consider the following: How can you be transgender if that is true? The mental gymnastics on this one are mind blowing. If you have no concept of male versus female then how can you believe that you are female?
I'm not sure how to properly word this, but Cosmo's train of thought is basically "well, I didn't
wanna look like a girl anyway so there!" He's literally just throwing a tantrum because people keep telling him he looks like an ugly man and won't encourage his delusions. Oh yeah, at first he totally wanted to be a pretty girl, but no matter how much HRT he took or how much he screamed at people to call him a pretty girl, it just wouldn't work! He's trying to compromise and barter with himself as hard as he possibly can right now. Just trying to find absolutely any position he can nest himself in and can't be persuaded out of to where he'll be considered a girl to fulfill his fetish.
Specifically speaking, Cosmo doesn't want to "just be a girl", he'd be
slightly more sane if that was his end-goal. No, what cosmo's fetish is, is for people to
see him as a girl. You know that old saying, "hell is other people." Cosmo is trying his damned hardest to force people to take part in his fetish of being perceived as a girl.
This is why he puts in no effort to be a real transgender. He doesn't need to, he doesn't actually care if he's a girl or not. Just as long as other people see him that way, that's all he wants. He'd be happy grabbing his little ol' goblin dick and jerking it off as long as people were calling him a girl while they did it. He doesn't have dysphoria, he's a selfish idiot who's using other SJWs to whack off. And of course, since he can't control people, he's going insane from the frustration of it.