Let’s really look at this. Let’s break out the microscope.
After reading through the kiwifarms board I couldn’t help but laugh at the people who post there. The time that is spent speculating about your life is truly bizarre. The question I have after reading all of it is why?
So I came up with some guesses. The main thing to point out here is that these people are here for different reasons.
1. Sense of community.
The normal person on planet earth does not have a clue as to what this site is or that it even exists. Even people who spend time on the World Wide Web don’t even know of its existence. You have to really know your way around the net to find it and understand it. Knowing the net that well comes with a sacrifice, which is a life outside of the internet. It’s obvious to me that some users on that post on your thread have NO SOCIAL LIFE or how a social life even works. Half of the posts on your board are racist, lazy, and unfunny. The posts that are trying to be funny just come off as disturbing and if these traits occurred in a real life conversation most people would think that there is something seriously wrong with that person. I would go as far as saying that the people trying to be funny just come off with a lazy and elementary sense of humor. These people have nowhere to go but to online forums. They need validation on their existence. Some people go to church, some join cults, and some post on kiwi farms. They need the community.
2. Kids and People with poor taste.
This kinda goes a long with the previous point. The posts on the thread are just filled with cringe and poor attempts at being funny. The people who do these kinda jokes and enjoy them in real life are children and people that just aren’t funny. Some posts will just be a screenshot of a Narcissa video that they are watching. GOOD ONE! We get it, you found an unflattering picture and you wanted to share the unoriginal content with other lazy people. This is just so lazy. What’s the point you’re making? That Narcissa is crazy, here’s a pic of her? Who is more crazy-Narcissa or somebody who created an account, watches videos of the person, screen shots the video, then takes the time to post it on a forum? Please, find a life. Start small read a Wikipedia article, then maybe a book. Maybe look up a nice recipe that you want to try later. Do some research about how you can cure your own demons. Grow a little. Stop obsessing about other people, their lives, flaws, and focus on you and yours. Let’s be real, half of these anonymous goons are unfuckable.
3. Bitter Fans.
These people are the sad ones. A good amount of the posts on the Narcissa thread are from people who claim "Cosmo got me into speedrunning". These people just can’t move on. They loved Cosmo so much that they feel betrayed. However these people act like there are rivers without bends in them. Life can be long and people make all sorts of decisions. These people need to let it go. Either support the person who you loved or got you into speedrunning or move on. Everybody can act a little nutty especially when your life in always in front of a camera. These people need to look deep into their hearts and ask themselves why they care so much. They will find that it has nothing to do with Narcissa.
4. Racists, Transphobia and people who are mentally ill.
This last group is smaller for obvious reasons. This is where Narcissa and I disagree. She sees this a lot of the content on her thread as "hate" and "evil". There are posts on the thread that are very hateful but if you look deeper you can see the sad individual who posted it. Most cases you will find that behind the post is one of the previous groups I mentioned. However there are posts and people who make an attempt at being evil but do a poor job. Things like making fun of somebodies appearance and race. To me, that’s not evil, it’s pathetic. It’s just a poor attempt one way or another.
In conclusion I don’t think that these people who post on The Narcissa thread on Kiwi Farms are evil as much as they are sad. I think the majority of these people are kids, bitter fans, socially awkward idiots that need some sort of community and are obsessed with Narcissa one way or another. I think that these people are infatuated with Narcissa the same way people are with a celebrity. Not so much hate as it is misguided hate (mostly for the reasons above). The lengths these people go to just to shit talk Narcissa can come off as a honor. Depending how you look at it. Also, I don’t expect anybody to read this.
