Narco would rather put everything he has on a 0,0000000000000000001% chance that he will become rich, world-famous and worshiped by playing vidya (aka. doing nothing) rather than put even the slightest amount of effort into anything even remotely meaningful. As usual, he's all-in on the most-unlikely highest-reward lowest-effort outcome, like a true lolcow.
Let's add to that the fact that he had it. He literally had it, at one point. Then he threw it away. Now he's trying to have it back despite having no progress at all in it for years despite the fact he's putting everything on it all this time (given, that his everything is sure not a lot to begin with)... Any sane person would go "this isn't working" after a year or two. But not Narco!
Let's also add to that the fact that's he's on hormones, right? So even if he's fighting 1-on-1 against someone with the same amount of dedication and same age as he is, he is at a disadvantage because testosterone is a naturally-occurring performance drug by definition and he chose to have less of that.
So let's appreciate how much of a lolcow Narco is for fighting so hard over something he once had but decided to deliberately throw away (despite the impossible odds of ever becoming a world-class Twitch streamer to begin with!) and also that he consciously put himself at a massive disadvantage even while he desperately tries to keep being relevant competitively. Imagine being so mentally ill that you willingly throw away what you desperately want and then put yourself at a disadvantage while you make it you life's work to become competitive and relevant once again...
Not to even mention how pathetic it is for a 30-something man to be saying things like "my job doesn't fulfill me", as if it's his job's responsibility to find him happiness and purpose instead of him finding those in his career and life himself. Or uploading public videos for asspats and later threatening to kill himself when someone on reddit talks about "his private life".
I am thinking more and more that we should have a Narco documentary - not as a speedrunner legend but as the face of the transsexualism craze of the 2010s. He is such a total and complete mess. Transtrending? Not even once!
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, that will absolutely rouse him from whatever lightless Gollum cave he finds himself in.
There is so little content on Narc lately because she's so boring, to get this pissy over a handful of threads is outrageously funny.
