Careercow Narcissa Wright / Cosmo Wright - Former speedrunner tumbling down

Suicide when?

  • When he runs out of money.

    Votes: 2,399 58.4%
  • Never.

    Votes: 825 20.1%
  • >2 years

    Votes: 883 21.5%

  • Total voters
    4,106
uh ok
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this is what being resilient means to him
 
I never thought I'd say this because I dislike Cosmo deeply as a person, but there is a part of me that does feel bad for him after finding out more about his family situation. He never really had much of a chance. His mom has been a drugged-out gibs grifting whore for the majority, if not all, of his life, his dad isn't much better. His complete meltdown after the break up makes a lot more sense when you look at it through the lense of his ex and her family being one of the few contacts with normalcy and stability that's he's ever had in his life. He is unable to make any head way in improving his own life because the things he would need to do are so alien to him. It would take years of intensive therapy to even get him the basic building blocks and to understand the concepts of being functional because his druggie parents failed him so badly. Or doing away with gibs all together, facing literal starvation is a great motivator, but that won't happen. The guy's fucked, and honestly he was always fucked.

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I never thought I'd say this because I dislike Cosmo deeply as a person, but there is a part of me that does feel bad for him after finding out more about his family situation. He never really had much of a chance. His mom has been a drugged-out gibs grifting whore for the majority, if not all, of his life, his dad isn't much better. His complete meltdown after the break up makes a lot more sense when you look at it through the lense of his ex and her family being one of the few contacts with normalcy and stability that's he's ever had in his life. He is unable to make any head way in improving his own life because the things he would need to do are so alien to him. It would take years of intensive therapy to even get him the basic building blocks and to understand the concepts of being functional because his druggie parents failed him so badly. Or doing away with gibs all together, facing literal starvation is a great motivator, but that won't happen. The guy's fucked, and honestly he was always fucked.
I've got a worse sob story but you don't see me chopping off my dick. I feel bad for anyone who's not irredeemable scum who suffers, but the "LGBT community" is exactly that and he's entrenched himself deeply within that group identity. I'll feel bad for him once he sews his cock back on and denounces trannies.
 
100% agree. I think part of the sadness of the situation is knowing that even if he hadn't trooned out, it would have been something else, likely becoming an addict like you said. My sympathy does remain limited because Cosmo does nothing to try to improve or change himself or enter the normal world, even when people give him specific advice or even when he himself has moments of clarity where he admits troonery, speedrunning, and drugs have gotten him nothing. He probably was going to have a lot of failures and hardship no matter what road his life took because of his homelife growing up, but his stubborn refusal to learn from his mistakes or even try for basic things like getting a job because he thinks it's below him is his own fault.
His mom seems like a cluster B/borderline personality disorder train-wreck and addict to boot, which is pretty common for BPD. There’s really no worse maternal figure to have than a mom with severe BPD and addiction. Even just a abusive, cold, unloving mother would be far better in the long term than a BPD mom.

The endless emotionally abusive treadmill and freak outs BPD parent inflict on kids is horrific. They get the emotional whiplash of “I love you, I hate you, you’re wonderful, you’re a piece of shit I should have aborted you. I need you, gtfo” their whole lives. Bonus points for suicide baiting and attempts which are very common.

Cosmo being back under the same roof with his mom is the worst possible choice for him. They will just remain in a toxic codependent relationship until one dies.
 
This is likely because he got doxed in the “Great Twitter Meltdown” thread. Pretty impressive work, too. Dox drawn from mail barcode of some kind, I think.
Did they? Can you link to that please?

Vanity did a video actually just before the goodbye, explaining their theories about various trannys. Basically most of it is from trauma. He also went on to basically say, without saying Cosmo/Narcissa, was one of them people and also that he himself trooned out due to the hurt of Narcissa's rejection. (Those who want to look at trannies running away from their previous life, look up Chloe Jenkins - who has an asmr channel, and not many teeth - supposed kiddie fiddler and apparently let a dog eat chocolate off their genitals in a park). You only have to look at their twitter posts etc to see this is probably very scummy and stupid, they don't have a thread though on here). So I do believe the theory is pretty real. Anyway, back to Vanity...

'll be honest though Vanity does pull off the trans look with the voice and hair better than Cosmo ever has, Vanity is broken and kinda crazy but I think they have more chance of a redemption arc than Cosmo ever could.
 
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'll be honest though Vanity does pull off the trans look with the voice and hair better than Cosmo ever has, Vanity is broken and kinda crazy but I think they have more chance of a redemption arc than Cosmo ever could.
lol, you're talking about a tranny chaser who trooned out because his tranny crush told him to gtfo.
 
One of the many highly ironic things about Cosmo is how much he hated the Sam and Tolki community because he hates any kind of advice. But I will tell you from first hand experience that the VAST majority of users in that subreddit really liked Cosmo and were gunning for the redemption arc. I was not one of them but so many people genuinely wanted Cosmo to clean his life up. Start small, get an entry level job, stop taking drugs, take a break from social media, etc. When Cosmo did take a break for the most part, many had thought the redemption hard had been completed and Cosmo was off doing great things. I, however, knew better.

Mainly due to the family issues that lead Cosmo to this path and keep him on it (a no good, drug addicted mentally ill mother) I do not ever see Cosmo redeeming himself. He's slowly but surely getting back to his old ways. Now he has another friggin hair session online? Jesus. And he's also starting to do his weirdo eating habits online too. How long until he starts blowing his nose and leaving a huge pile of used snot rags on the same desk he eats on? I don't think it is far off.

I don't feel bad for Cosmo and I don't see any end in sight other than a) anhero-ing or b) staying on government assistance and edging out whatever pathetic version of a "life" he can.
 
Did they? Can you link to that please?

Vanity did a video actually just before the goodbye, explaining their theories about various trannys. Basically most of it is from trauma. He also went on to basically say, without saying Cosmo/Narcissa, was one of them people and also that he himself trooned out due to the hurt of Narcissa's rejection. (Those who want to look at trannies running away from their previous life, look up Chloe Jenkins - who has an asmr channel, and not many teeth - supposed kiddie fiddler and apparently let a dog eat chocolate off their genitals in a park). You only have to look at their twitter posts etc to see this is probably very scummy and stupid, they don't have a thread though on here). So I do believe the theory is pretty real. Anyway, back to Vanity...

'll be honest though Vanity does pull off the trans look with the voice and hair better than Cosmo ever has, Vanity is broken and kinda crazy but I think they have more chance of a redemption arc than Cosmo ever could.
Here is as far as I read; it’s a bit of a soft dox, because I don’t know if they ever specified a unit number (maybe later in the thread they do?) but here are the two most relevant posts:
Used this site: http://bobcodes.weebly.com/imb.html
Code was: View attachment 2311165
In text form: FFAFFTADADTDDDAFAAAADAATTAFADTFFDDDFFFFATFDFADDTFFFADTTTFDTAFFDAD
A = Ascending bar, D = Descending bar, F = Full bar, T or S = Track (short) bar
Gives a result of:
Zip Code87111-1704
Delivery Point16
Barcode ID94
Service Type009
Mailer ID211281
Serial Number894201776
Zip code is in Albuquerque. Likely you can nail down a more precise address using other parts of the barcode.

Edit: Did some more looking into it, this site: https://www.smartystreets.com/produ...e=&zipcode=87111-1704&address-type=us-zipcode, gave me a latitude and longitude of 35.13996,-106.53213, which is 5300 Eubank Blvd NE, Albuquerque, NM 87111, United States.
Dunno how accurate that is, coordinates seem to be derived from the extra four digits of the ZIP code or something. I dunno, not from the US, so I don't know how your ZIP codes work.

Further Edit: USPS seems to agree. ZIP+4 encoding still only gives a general area, but all of the results point to this apartment block unless I'm misunderstanding something: View attachment 2311243
Further further edit:


Doors match:
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Now you just need Vanity's deadname. Fortunately for you, I have just enough time to doomp eet.
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Cody Wilson is a very generous man, especially if you're a 16 year old girl from sugardaddymeet.com, in which case he'll give you $200 in exchange for sex.
Could be more, but I’m frankly not autistic enough to read that whole thread. :roll:
 
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