Nathan "Nadine" Smith / @trillmoregirls / @fakenadine / @forrealnadine / @Proselyte_Mag - music blogger at The Fader, Pitchfork and more

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LIL UGLY MANE

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Nathan "Nadine" Smith, white rap blogger turned troon in 2021, is a crazy stalker with uncertain personality disorder.

He is known in wrestling, film and music communities as a troublemaker. He threatens his victims with cancelling them and ruining their life.

It is known that he was (at least once) physically aggressive and hit his roommate that then had to move out because he was afraid. Please keep in mind that Nathan is about 6"3 and 260 lbs and could probably beat up many of us, not to mention all the women he stalks. If it happened that he gets to personal info of you, please get yourself some self-defensive tool or change your address. The same applies if you are his female love interest reading this.

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Here's summary of him stalking and harassing transgender musician claire rousay:

1) AGP "music journalist" Nathan "Nadine" Smith interviews HSTS musician Claire Rousay, falls in love and starts spamming Rousay
("100s of text messages")
2) Rousay blocks Smith, the article is cancelled and Smith goes into some sort of psychosis claiming all kind of wild shit and (then deletes it all) and antagonizes his former friends, colleagues and employer
3) Smith quits his job at The Fader and releases the cancelled article anyway
- there is ZERO quotes from the subject, just incoherent bullshit
- this part is funny though: "Is this an interview subject, my new bestie, my long-lost half-sister, or just the kind of woman I always wanted to be? (...) and maybe the only person whom I have ever immediately connected like wi-fi on a Samsung, in an alienated world where everyone wants to FaceTime with everyone else but you. Or perhaps none of the above, and this is all in my own head, as it’s always been."
(No wonder Rousay blocked her)

Funnily enough, Smith got once posted already, see here.

Also he's still rambling on his X account. (3000 followers and nobody interacts with his posts...)

First time he got posted on Kiwi Farms was in 2021. He claims it ruined his self-esteem and is the reason he doesn't post selfies anymore.
Here’s the critic in question, “Nadine”
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He’s like a glammed up Yaniv.

ETA because I found his Insta.
Deadname: Nathan Smith
Looks like he’s only trooned out in the last year. And yes he is an AGP.

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Dangerous levels of autism here. Do not approach!
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I was reading about him on one of the tranny threads yesterday, I didn't even realize this was the same dude who had a melty and quit his job at some music magazine after harassing his interviewer. He was probably getting paid pennies for it to be fair.

He DFE'd recently. Had a hunch this guy would be a recurring character so I wish I archived it now.
https://twitter.com/forrealnadine
(this is his current one where he deleted a lot recently)

He's really into performing the suffering artiste shtick to such a cringe degree, showing him to be a rather naïve individual too. Except his 'art' is just writing review blogposts about other artists. He's quite childlike and simple-minded but likes to write extensive essays that few seem to interact with. Reminds me of TheSecretGamerGirl except scarier.
 
Their Instagram bio says they are the Trans Asap Yams:cryblood:

This AGP troon was Proselyte Magazine? I swear they used to repost underground rappers years ago? I searched mentions of @proselyte_mag on twitter and it seems like they was getting other hip hop fans and progressives mad before getting suspended.
 
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I was reading about him on one of the tranny threads yesterday, I didn't even realize this was the same dude who had a melty and quit his job at some music magazine after harassing his interviewer. He was probably getting paid pennies for it to be fair.

He DFE'd recently. Had a hunch this guy would be a recurring character so I wish I archived it now.
https://twitter.com/forrealnadine
(this is his current one where he deleted a lot recently)

He's really into performing the suffering artiste shtick to such a cringe degree, showing him to be a rather naïve individual too. Except his 'art' is just writing review blogposts about other artists. He's quite childlike and simple-minded but likes to write extensive essays that few seem to interact with. Reminds me of TheSecretGamerGirl except scarier.
His most recent post is funny. He just flat out refuses to talk about the song in question, instead preferring to drawing connections between underground rap and alt/far-right ideology. I think this blogpost can provide decent insight into how this type of person thinks.

He starts off the "review" with a long self-aggrandising preamble, giving slivers of self awareness. He initially over appraises the historical importance of his blogpost.

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Could you imagine writing something like this in ANY other context other than in a joke?


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At least he's honest


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Despite the post being uploaded in May 2024, our GOAT claims to have written this in 2023. What we do know is that the song that is to be discussed (This song is Terrorism - DJ Smokey and Christ Dillinger) was released in April 2024. Now, it isn't clear if it was only the introduction that was written during some psychotic episode experienced last December; a large portion of the post could have been written at any point in time. Because like I said, he doesn't review the actual song AT ALL.


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And a healthy dose of paranoia to go with it. I think the only person in the world that truly wants Nathan dead is himself.

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I'm sure this cancels out

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In reference to the cover picture:
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I can't tell if this meme is insinuating that our beloved lasagne-lover is a tool of the state, or if this is a plea for help. I can't work out what the last line says in full, it looks like it says "didatic", but that isn't a word. I'm going to assume it's a typo and meant to read as "didactic about this".

DJ SMOKEY & CHRIST DILLINGER: "THIS SONG IS TERRORISM"​

Now we can finally dig into the meat of this. I was honestly looking forward to read through this post, as this song features two black artists I enjoy listening to - RKXNephew and Rx Papi. Our author starts off by providing context to this song by, of course, describing Kanye's Nazi fetishism and his affiliations for four paragraphs.

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After he has temporarily satisfied the topic of Kanye, he moves onto target other prolific internet figures such as DJ Akademics. He also rips into adam22 for being a shit journalist.
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He calls 6ix9ine a ridiculous looking clown
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I think it's telling when you feel the need to wear more makeup than a clown.

Doja Cat is mentioned:
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Then Sam Hyde is mentioned, then Joeyy, finally DJ Smokey.
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He then goes onto denounce Lil Darkie
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Nathan impresses us with his ability to identify irony. What is even more extraordinary is the fact that he mentions two of the most impactful tracks that Lil Darkie has released, and then he proceeds by completely failing to understand his work. Both of these tracks managed to highlight the grievances that some minorities have with the general ignorance of leftoids.

In Holocaust Lil Darkie explores the self destructive mindset that a criminally oriented individual may have, and likens it to the Holocaust - an implication being that this mindset is what's killing niggas. This song was/is popular with all races as violence, rage and criminality are inherent parts of human nature. Lil Darkie doesn't necessarily have to be linked with black stereotypes as Nathan claims, seeing it under that lens alone is basic, and just a projection of your psyche. Lil Darkie could also be personified as the "dark" side of the personality. However, the point to be made here is that this song has reached many black youth and has had an impact.
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Now In Genocide Pt 1, the real irony here is that Lil Darkie starts off the song by satirically censoring the introduction to his previous song Holocaust and poking fun at censorship. The kicker is that AFTER Genocide was released, Holocaust was censored, taken off Spotify and eventually reinstated due to people failing to understand the intention of the song, and getting emotional just at the mention of Jews dying. This censorship directly undermined blacks.

Here, our lovely non-white supremacist author dismisses Lil Darkie's perspective, simply because of who he has affiliated himself with (crackers), further bleeding irony from the fruit. You would think that someone who has worked for the Fader would have any amount of interest in wanting to understand what an artist is trying to communicate.


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No, the problem is that you need to think critically in order to write critically. You are the joke.


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"Voice on a song", it seems that the music "journalist" doesn't know what a producer tag is. Pretends to care for context. Still talking about Kanye.
And he concludes with:
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No mention of the song, no mention of Rx Papi, no mention of RKX Nephew.

Nathan wants to preach for black music, but doesn't bring up the two other BLACK artists that have talked consistently about BLACK issues that are on this fucking song. He twists the narrative in his mind in order play both the hero and victim on somebody else's account, gaining some kind of egoistic self pity. How the fuck do you manage that? He could have chosen to blindly praise Rx Papi's critically acclaimed Foreign Exchange (it's the first result when you google his name) for providing perspective to your average cracker. Or even, to follow along with our authors demented logic, at least cried over Nephew's humorous satirical observations.

American Tterroristt - Crack therapy 3
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Oh, also I wonder what RKX Nephew has to say about faggots?
Slither Conspiracy:
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Most normal black people do not give a fuck about transgenders
Most normal black people do not give a fuck about gays
Most normal black people would dislike Nathan for his ignorance

In conclusion, Nathan does not actually care about black people as he claims, or art for that matter. All "Nadine" cares about is fueling his ego driven delusions of persecution to rack up self pity points. These points culminate into a rare form of white privilege, that is spent by actively undermining the black community. If not funny, it's horrifying that he honestly believes that this blog is "didactic", and helping society. His value goes as far as providing an example as to what can happen when one does not keep an eye on ego. There is a high chance of suicide with this one.

Archive: https://archive.ph/ij7z3
 

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Nathan is repeatedly trying to spin the narrative from "wellness check" (called in by one of his ex-colleagues) to "getting swatted":

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So I think it's important to mention for the record that:
1) his address was never posted on Kiwifarms to none of the threads he was ever discussed in
2) none of us endorsed/endorses swatting
3) he was harassing many people online and showing symptoms of drug abuse and/or psychosis, so it most likely wasn't swatting but wellness check
4) police (he said this himself) didn't point guns at him or anything, they just came to his house, knocked and then calmly asked questions (he started screaming at them)
 
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Also this shit gets scarier every day. Story from several hours ago:

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Valerie Jean Solanas was an American radical feminist known her attempt to murder artist Andy Warhol in 1968.
She was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia and pleaded guilty to "reckless assault with intent to harm," serving a three-year prison sentence, including treatment in a psychiatric hospital.

(checks out...)
 
Oh please, if Valerie Solanas existed in current day she'd be the terfiest terf to have ever terfed and Dylan Mulvaney would be her #1 target.

(And don't bring up Candy Darling and other Warhol Superstar trannies, times were different then and Solanas would fucking hate troons these days.)
 
hang on wait a second is this guy some kind of a homo faggot type? in this of all months?
 
But... he's a white straight man? Trying to appropriate womanhood so he (STILL WHITE) can bitch about rap journalism being cowardly while protecting himself from criticism due to not being a "white straight man" anymore?

And it's not "cowardly lion little bitch boy shit" which is why he spent all those words bitching about an borderline irrelevant subculture the mass media has flamed into a moral panic about for nearly a decade.

The "didactic music criticism" here is just gibberish. It literally doesn't say anything.

P1. Lots of nuclear weapons have been paid for by tax dollars.
C1. Saying "legalize nuclear weapons" out of "context" reinforces reactionary power structures.

It's just a non-sequitur. Neither statement has anything to do with the other except the connecting "tissue" of nuclear weapons. I could change that to "drugs" and the reasoning would be unchanged. Or "healthcare" or "education" or "Sherman tanks" and all this "reasoning" could be the same. It's just flinging words and expecting you to nod at the wisdom that's just a content-less expression of angst. He's angry so a silly statement that doesn't mean anything must be imbibed with existential power so it justifies his raging against it.

That's why the cowards in rap journalism had to silence this piece. It's too powerful.
 
Hell yeah, finally got a thread.

Unfortunately he got banned from twitter, but he's posted some fun insane shit on his instagram, which he'll be banned from too probably soon. I'll post some when I'm on my phone

On his alt twitter, "@armadillotrans" (he got the name from his supposed friend/lover Rousay, who is terrified of him), he's trying to extort people for money

Edit: sorry, was late on this, didn't read the whole thread
 

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Nathan Smith takes break from posting every several days now, but I have some new stuff I collected over the last few weeks, my friends. Let's go.

Last week Smith mentioned his victim claire rousay. It went nowhere, but I still think it's worth posting (he was supposed to leave her the fuck alone):

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This one is from the end of April, but worth posting anyways. Nathan was supposed to have his article in some magazine, but since he went berserk and people are afraid of him now and also because he apparently harassed Arielle, chief of that magazine, as well, his article was cancelled. That hurt his feelings. Also I adore how he doesn't understand people don't wanna see him shooting estrogen on stage :lit:

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Also yeah, the same Ariell is this one:

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Black female jourdain searles (@judysquirrels), who supposedly has a thread on here (if you know about it, please link it somebody) asks Smith to stop harassing her and sets facts straight (for example about swatting). I appreciate her for that, regardless of her other opinions.

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Nathan agains slanders us, begs for money and claims he was swatted. Therapy speak included ("victim blaming"). He sure does have victim complex.

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Nathan claims he cut his family off. I had more screenshots of this (incl screenshot of conversation with his father), but I don't know where I saved them, so... stay tuned! And enjoy your weekend.

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