Null called me a faggot in my dream. What do you think it means? - I had my first Kiwifarms-based anxiety dream. Is this a shadow of things to come?

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Context for the dream: I normally check kiwi farms in the morning, as it is nice to wake up to 5-10 notifications calling me autistic. I also had a cheese pizza that night, with cheese often granting more lucid dreams.

I keep a dream diary and so I know this is the first dream I have had about kiwifarms.
The Dream:
I woke up, checked kiwi farms and I had 60 notifications (exactly 60). When I checked them, it turns out they were mocking a post I had made where for some reason, a meme gif I posted was a screen recording of my whole screen. As well as a meme, it also included my real face, which had been from a zoom call I was doing at the same time on an open tab I didn't notice. I panicked to go and change the image but for some reason I can't edit or delete the post. I realise it is pinned on the front page in order to make as much fun of me as possible.

I am british, so if people reported the retarded shit I post here, there is a decent chance I get a PC knocking on my door for my "crimes" against trannies. Kiwis are laughing about using facial recognition software to dox me, as well as posting early results and possible identities.

I try and write a message to Null, asking him to delete my account. But (for some reason we are face to face now) he tells me "[my real first name], you fucking faggot, you deserve this. I'd start changing my passwords if I were you".

I'm getting alerts that people are trying to change the passwords on my social media. Kiwis are on my real instagram and facebook account commenting "nigger" on all my photos. Friends, family and old school and university aquaintances appear around me, asking me what is going on. I'm trying to explain that I'm being hacked, telling them to go away so I can input my passwords in peace.
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The stress makes we wake up at 4:30 AM, ruining my deep sleep. I'm literally sweating.
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I feel like tumblr would be better at dream analysis but I don't think I can go to them about this.

What do you think this means?

Our greatest fear is becoming a lolcow ourselves? We fear being treated like Kiwis treat cows?

I'd greatly appreciate any insight.
 
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It means you're obsessed with him and have secret gay thoughts about Null being your dom daddy and you being the little subby femboy. Embrace it, you have nothing to be afraid of.
 
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It means that Joshua is your husband now, and if you ever lay with another man, you get stoned to death.

Also, if Joshua dies, he can pass you down to his heirs, for you are as his money.
 
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OP, you will always be a faggot, just accept it.
 
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