I've once had a guy tell me this, about a quite similar question I've asked him: "I was already so disgusted with myself for what I've done (he cheated on his gf), I've started to consume the most deprived bullshit I could find - just to feel even more disgusted with myself, and be able to hate myself even more for all I've done".
Make it make fucking sense; you cheat, and while still being with your gf, basically being a lying asswipe, you also consume deprived pornography, and drown in self-pity because somehow you're the victim in all of this.
Yeah, men aren't quite alright in ways you really don't want to know, I guess.
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