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joolian was on a podcast by another furry degenerate who also recorded himself doing whatever the fuck this is:
https://youtu.be/O2vImHvIb3s

he’s very poorly disguising his voice. i can’t be shat to listen to two faggots talk about getting hard to inflation for a fucking hour so I’m not making a summary
Good god the comments on that second video. Its like an army of that buttabistasi guy. Ill see if I can suffer through the podcast and recap but if it gets any worse than inflation I'm tapping out, ate too soon ago to deal with much more.
 
Ok, here we go. First 3 minutes and Cleverfoxman's asking Julian about the specifics of his muscular and hyper art. They rib on every furry smut story that starts as like "so and so was an average person until he took strange supplements" and Cleverfoxman, who I'll refer to as CFM from here on out, derails the train of thought by saying a story like that would be good if the person being affected by it was spiderman(?). The way he mentions it oozes with autism and Julian just kinda agrees. He follows up by asking if Batman the Animated series is what kickstarted his fetish and Julian seems legitimately confused by this.

-Julian admits Earthworm Jim and Street Sharks is what got him into muscle stuff. CFM says earthworm jim kicks off a lot of fetishes(?)

-Julian draws a lot of pompadours and cigars because he likes cartoony phallic symbols.

-CFM did a "science experiment" where he drew "photorealistic inflation". Julian says being unappealing can be appealing. He sounds like hes trying to be polite about what CFM says.

They meander and talk about dialup internet and what music they listen to for a while. Only notable moment is that CFM is an idiot and played explicit music on loop over the speakers at the grocery store. Julian says calling people negro isn't thst bad and tries to steer the conversation back to his work.

-15 minutes in, back on the topic of Julian, he admits how he got his start. He claims to have been very sexually repressed until he was 19 when he got his furaffinity account where his friends coaxed him to move from sfw art and move on to fetish art for commissions.

-Julian admits that people who draw commissioned inflation art are suffering from soul draining despair from drawing it all the time, himself included occasionally.

-CFM asks Julian about what he uses to draw only to start bragging about his setup when Julian reveals hes too poor to afford a nice tablet. Maybe I'm imagining it or maybe its the voice changer but Julian sounds a bit jealous and upset by it.

-CFM brags about how he doesn't have problems drawing anatomy that Julian has. Julian snarks back with "sure" and tries to change the subject. Julian may be a degenerate but at least he's kind. CFM seems like an asshole.

-CFM says when he tells people about furries he tells them to imagine a sexual fetish and put furry on like a bandaid. At least he's honest.

They talk about boring media shit for a while. Not much to talk about here, other than CFM claiming historical art is mostly shit and then claims Rembrandt inspires his work. I havent seen CFM's art but I'm really doubting a lot of his claims about his art. Julian asks how Rembrandt inspires his and CFM deflects by talking some nonsense about how they use shadows in filmmaking.

-40 something minutes in. Julian talks about "twunks" and how he likes lanky guys who still have a bit of muscle. Idk what DingDong looks like but it makes me wonder.

-CFM asks if his parents know about his art. Julian admits that he doesn't talk to his parents anymore but that they've walked in on him drawing in the past.

-Oh lord. CFM's admitted that he sat his parents down told his parents about his inflation fetish art and how its how he makes money. He claims hes adult enough to admit its something he likes and at least he isn't a serial killer. Julian seems audibly uncomfortable. Seriously, what the fuck, keep your degeneracy to yourself. Don't drag your poor parents into it even if they don't know where your money comes from. I'd rather my parents think I was selling drugs on the side than know I drew degenerate fetish art.

-Julian doesn't want to normalize fetish shit but says you shouldn't be ashamed of yourself. CFM adds on that he thinks the next big struggle isn't "who you like to fuck, but how you like to fuck." I'm getting strong vibes that CFM hasn't fucked anyone.

-Julian makes a joke about air compressors in the ass and CFM starts talking about "if you must inflate yourself with industrial equipment find the safest way to do it"

-CFM talks about people popping in real life as if he investigates real life inflation all the time. He then kinkshames people who are into vore because vore is gross without even a hint of self awareness.

-CFM keeps talking about horrible inflation based death and compressed air knives and Julian sounds rightfully horrified.

-Seems a bit rapey to me but CFM and Julian talk about how inflation or musclefication are more fun if the person doesnt want it to happen

-Julian doesn't like bothering people who wouldn't like his art so he tries to keep it on the down low so it's hard to stumble on.

-CFM is autistic about bellybuttons and photoshops them to his likings.

-CFM tries to get Julian to talk about the anatomy of obese people. Julian gets grossed out.

-Despite the uncomfy moments, Julian says he had fun with the podcast.

Sorry this recap is more about CFM than Julian but CFM seems to only want to talk about himself and his fetishes. Julian's too much of a pushover to do anything about it. All in all it was pretty fucking boring, I almost fell asleep partway through. CFM is unbearable and if we don't have a thread on him over at animal control I think he might warrant one, at least for his podcast.
Also sorry for doubleposting.
 
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Ok, here we go. First 3 minutes and Cleverfoxman's asking Julian about the specifics of his muscular and hyper art. They rib on every furry smut story that starts as like "so and so was an average person until he took strange supplements" and Cleverfoxman, who I'll refer to as CFM from here on out, derails the train of thought by saying a story like that would be good if the person being affected by it was spiderman(?). The way he mentions it oozes with autism and Julian just kinda agrees. He follows up by asking if Batman the Animated series is what kickstarted his fetish and Julian seems legitimately confused by this.

-Julian admits Earthworm Jim and Street Sharks is what got him into muscle stuff. CFM says earthworm jim kicks off a lot of fetishes(?)

-Julian draws a lot of pompadours and cigars because he likes cartoony phallic symbols.

-CFM did a "science experiment" where he drew "photorealistic inflation". Julian says being unappealing can be appealing. He sounds like hes trying to be polite about what CFM says.

They meander and talk about dialup internet and what music they listen to for a while. Only notable moment is that CFM is an idiot and played explicit music on loop over the speakers at the grocery store. Julian says calling people negro isn't thst bad and tries to steer the conversation back to his work.

-15 minutes in, back on the topic of Julian, he admits how he got his start. He claims to have been very sexually repressed until he was 19 when he got his furaffinity account where his friends coaxed him to move from sfw art and move on to fetish art for commissions.

-Julian admits that people who draw commissioned inflation art are suffering from soul draining despair from drawing it all the time, himself included occasionally.

-CFM asks Julian about what he uses to draw only to start bragging about his setup when Julian reveals hes too poor to afford a nice tablet. Maybe I'm imagining it or maybe its the voice changer but Julian sounds a bit jealous and upset by it.

-CFM brags about how he doesn't have problems drawing anatomy that Julian has. Julian snarks back with "sure" and tries to change the subject. Julian may be a degenerate but at least he's kind. CFM seems like an asshole.

-CFM says when he tells people about furries he tells them to imagine a sexual fetish and put furry on like a bandaid. At least he's honest.

They talk about boring media shit for a while. Not much to talk about here, other than CFM claiming historical art is mostly shit and then claims Rembrandt inspires his work. I havent seen CFM's art but I'm really doubting a lot of his claims about his art. Julian asks how Rembrandt inspires his and CFM deflects by talking some nonsense about how they use shadows in filmmaking.

-40 something minutes in. Julian talks about "twunks" and how he likes lanky guys who still have a bit of muscle. Idk what DingDong looks like but it makes me wonder.

-CFM asks if his parents know about his art. Julian admits that he doesn't talk to his parents anymore but that they've walked in on him drawing in the past.

-Oh lord. CFM's admitted that he sat his parents down told his parents about his inflation fetish art and how its how he makes money. He claims hes adult enough to admit its something he likes and at least he isn't a serial killer. Julian seems audibly uncomfortable. Seriously, what the fuck, keep your degeneracy to yourself. Don't drag your poor parents into it even if they don't know where your money comes from. I'd rather my parents think I was selling drugs on the side than know I drew degenerate fetish art.

-Julian doesn't want to normalize fetish shit but says you shouldn't be ashamed of yourself. CFM adds on that he thinks the next big struggle isn't "who you like to fuck, but how you like to fuck." I'm getting strong vibes that CFM hasn't fucked anyone.

-Julian makes a joke about air compressors in the ass and CFM starts talking about "if you must inflate yourself with industrial equipment find the safest way to do it"

-CFM talks about people popping in real life as if he investigates real life inflation all the time. He then kinkshames people who are into vore because vore is gross without even a hint of self awareness.

-CFM keeps talking about horrible inflation based death and compressed air knives and Julian sounds rightfully horrified.

-Seems a bit rapey to me but CFM and Julian talk about how inflation or musclefication are more fun if the person doesnt want it to happen

-Julian doesn't like bothering people who wouldn't like his art so he tries to keep it on the down low so it's hard to stumble on.

-CFM is autistic about bellybuttons and photoshops them to his likings.

-CFM tries to get Julian to talk about the anatomy of obese people. Julian gets grossed out.

-Despite the uncomfy moments, Julian says he had fun with the podcast.

Sorry this recap is more about CFM than Julian but CFM seems to only want to talk about himself and his fetishes. Julian's too much of a pushover to do anything about it. All in all it was pretty fucking boring, I almost fell asleep partway through. CFM is unbearable and if we don't have a thread on him over at animal control I think he might warrant one, at least for his podcast.
Also sorry for doubleposting.
All that inflation talk and they managed to avoid Dobson/CattyN. That’s rather impressive.
 
Ok, here we go. First 3 minutes and Cleverfoxman's asking Julian about the specifics of his muscular and hyper art. They rib on every furry smut story that starts as like "so and so was an average person until he took strange supplements" and Cleverfoxman, who I'll refer to as CFM from here on out, derails the train of thought by saying a story like that would be good if the person being affected by it was spiderman(?). The way he mentions it oozes with autism and Julian just kinda agrees. He follows up by asking if Batman the Animated series is what kickstarted his fetish and Julian seems legitimately confused by this.

-Julian admits Earthworm Jim and Street Sharks is what got him into muscle stuff. CFM says earthworm jim kicks off a lot of fetishes(?)

-Julian draws a lot of pompadours and cigars because he likes cartoony phallic symbols.

-CFM did a "science experiment" where he drew "photorealistic inflation". Julian says being unappealing can be appealing. He sounds like hes trying to be polite about what CFM says.

They meander and talk about dialup internet and what music they listen to for a while. Only notable moment is that CFM is an idiot and played explicit music on loop over the speakers at the grocery store. Julian says calling people negro isn't thst bad and tries to steer the conversation back to his work.

-15 minutes in, back on the topic of Julian, he admits how he got his start. He claims to have been very sexually repressed until he was 19 when he got his furaffinity account where his friends coaxed him to move from sfw art and move on to fetish art for commissions.

-Julian admits that people who draw commissioned inflation art are suffering from soul draining despair from drawing it all the time, himself included occasionally.

-CFM asks Julian about what he uses to draw only to start bragging about his setup when Julian reveals hes too poor to afford a nice tablet. Maybe I'm imagining it or maybe its the voice changer but Julian sounds a bit jealous and upset by it.

-CFM brags about how he doesn't have problems drawing anatomy that Julian has. Julian snarks back with "sure" and tries to change the subject. Julian may be a degenerate but at least he's kind. CFM seems like an asshole.

-CFM says when he tells people about furries he tells them to imagine a sexual fetish and put furry on like a bandaid. At least he's honest.

They talk about boring media shit for a while. Not much to talk about here, other than CFM claiming historical art is mostly shit and then claims Rembrandt inspires his work. I havent seen CFM's art but I'm really doubting a lot of his claims about his art. Julian asks how Rembrandt inspires his and CFM deflects by talking some nonsense about how they use shadows in filmmaking.

-40 something minutes in. Julian talks about "twunks" and how he likes lanky guys who still have a bit of muscle. Idk what DingDong looks like but it makes me wonder.

-CFM asks if his parents know about his art. Julian admits that he doesn't talk to his parents anymore but that they've walked in on him drawing in the past.

-Oh lord. CFM's admitted that he sat his parents down told his parents about his inflation fetish art and how its how he makes money. He claims hes adult enough to admit its something he likes and at least he isn't a serial killer. Julian seems audibly uncomfortable. Seriously, what the fuck, keep your degeneracy to yourself. Don't drag your poor parents into it even if they don't know where your money comes from. I'd rather my parents think I was selling drugs on the side than know I drew degenerate fetish art.

-Julian doesn't want to normalize fetish shit but says you shouldn't be ashamed of yourself. CFM adds on that he thinks the next big struggle isn't "who you like to fuck, but how you like to fuck." I'm getting strong vibes that CFM hasn't fucked anyone.

-Julian makes a joke about air compressors in the ass and CFM starts talking about "if you must inflate yourself with industrial equipment find the safest way to do it"

-CFM talks about people popping in real life as if he investigates real life inflation all the time. He then kinkshames people who are into vore because vore is gross without even a hint of self awareness.

-CFM keeps talking about horrible inflation based death and compressed air knives and Julian sounds rightfully horrified.

-Seems a bit rapey to me but CFM and Julian talk about how inflation or musclefication are more fun if the person doesnt want it to happen

-Julian doesn't like bothering people who wouldn't like his art so he tries to keep it on the down low so it's hard to stumble on.

-CFM is autistic about bellybuttons and photoshops them to his likings.

-CFM tries to get Julian to talk about the anatomy of obese people. Julian gets grossed out.

-Despite the uncomfy moments, Julian says he had fun with the podcast.

Sorry this recap is more about CFM than Julian but CFM seems to only want to talk about himself and his fetishes. Julian's too much of a pushover to do anything about it. All in all it was pretty fucking boring, I almost fell asleep partway through. CFM is unbearable and if we don't have a thread on him over at animal control I think he might warrant one, at least for his podcast.
Also sorry for doubleposting.

Wow, something about all of this is really fucking sad. At least Julian has a level-headed perspective on this stuff (doesn't want to normalize but he doesn't want to feel bad about it) but this CFM guy seems like the ugly truth of how most of these people actually are: pathologically delusional and way beyond antisocial.

It seems like Julian doesn't even like drawing this stuff but, given how crappy his life has been, it seems like the only thing that gives him an escapist relief. I mean, I don't want to be an armchair psychologist or something, but it really does seem like the debilitatingly low self esteem that DingDong and Julian have is perpetuated by their participation in stuff like this, continually pushing themselves into the grimy corners of society. I guess they don't have to feel bad about it, but making it a part of their identity just seems really sad, like a surrender or defeat or something.
 
Wow, something about all of this is really fucking sad. At least Julian has a level-headed perspective on this stuff (doesn't want to normalize but he doesn't want to feel bad about it) but this CFM guy seems like the ugly truth of how most of these people actually are: pathologically delusional and way beyond antisocial.

It seems like Julian doesn't even like drawing this stuff but, given how crappy his life has been, it seems like the only thing that gives him an escapist relief. I mean, I don't want to be an armchair psychologist or something, but it really does seem like the debilitatingly low self esteem that DingDong and Julian have is perpetuated by their participation in stuff like this, continually pushing themselves into the grimy corners of society. I guess they don't have to feel bad about it, but making it a part of their identity just seems really sad, like a surrender or defeat or something.
But in the end he does still have these fetishes and wants to talk about them publicly. Like him or not, this is the degeneracy he chooses I suppose.
 
Ok, here we go. First 3 minutes and Cleverfoxman's asking Julian about the specifics of his muscular and hyper art. They rib on every furry smut story that starts as like "so and so was an average person until he took strange supplements" and Cleverfoxman, who I'll refer to as CFM from here on out, derails the train of thought by saying a story like that would be good if the person being affected by it was spiderman(?). The way he mentions it oozes with autism and Julian just kinda agrees. He follows up by asking if Batman the Animated series is what kickstarted his fetish and Julian seems legitimately confused by this.

-Julian admits Earthworm Jim and Street Sharks is what got him into muscle stuff. CFM says earthworm jim kicks off a lot of fetishes(?)

-Julian draws a lot of pompadours and cigars because he likes cartoony phallic symbols.

-CFM did a "science experiment" where he drew "photorealistic inflation". Julian says being unappealing can be appealing. He sounds like hes trying to be polite about what CFM says.

They meander and talk about dialup internet and what music they listen to for a while. Only notable moment is that CFM is an idiot and played explicit music on loop over the speakers at the grocery store. Julian says calling people negro isn't thst bad and tries to steer the conversation back to his work.

-15 minutes in, back on the topic of Julian, he admits how he got his start. He claims to have been very sexually repressed until he was 19 when he got his furaffinity account where his friends coaxed him to move from sfw art and move on to fetish art for commissions.

-Julian admits that people who draw commissioned inflation art are suffering from soul draining despair from drawing it all the time, himself included occasionally.

-CFM asks Julian about what he uses to draw only to start bragging about his setup when Julian reveals hes too poor to afford a nice tablet. Maybe I'm imagining it or maybe its the voice changer but Julian sounds a bit jealous and upset by it.

-CFM brags about how he doesn't have problems drawing anatomy that Julian has. Julian snarks back with "sure" and tries to change the subject. Julian may be a degenerate but at least he's kind. CFM seems like an asshole.

-CFM says when he tells people about furries he tells them to imagine a sexual fetish and put furry on like a bandaid. At least he's honest.

They talk about boring media shit for a while. Not much to talk about here, other than CFM claiming historical art is mostly shit and then claims Rembrandt inspires his work. I havent seen CFM's art but I'm really doubting a lot of his claims about his art. Julian asks how Rembrandt inspires his and CFM deflects by talking some nonsense about how they use shadows in filmmaking.

-40 something minutes in. Julian talks about "twunks" and how he likes lanky guys who still have a bit of muscle. Idk what DingDong looks like but it makes me wonder.

-CFM asks if his parents know about his art. Julian admits that he doesn't talk to his parents anymore but that they've walked in on him drawing in the past.

-Oh lord. CFM's admitted that he sat his parents down told his parents about his inflation fetish art and how its how he makes money. He claims hes adult enough to admit its something he likes and at least he isn't a serial killer. Julian seems audibly uncomfortable. Seriously, what the fuck, keep your degeneracy to yourself. Don't drag your poor parents into it even if they don't know where your money comes from. I'd rather my parents think I was selling drugs on the side than know I drew degenerate fetish art.

-Julian doesn't want to normalize fetish shit but says you shouldn't be ashamed of yourself. CFM adds on that he thinks the next big struggle isn't "who you like to fuck, but how you like to fuck." I'm getting strong vibes that CFM hasn't fucked anyone.

-Julian makes a joke about air compressors in the ass and CFM starts talking about "if you must inflate yourself with industrial equipment find the safest way to do it"

-CFM talks about people popping in real life as if he investigates real life inflation all the time. He then kinkshames people who are into vore because vore is gross without even a hint of self awareness.

-CFM keeps talking about horrible inflation based death and compressed air knives and Julian sounds rightfully horrified.

-Seems a bit rapey to me but CFM and Julian talk about how inflation or musclefication are more fun if the person doesnt want it to happen

-Julian doesn't like bothering people who wouldn't like his art so he tries to keep it on the down low so it's hard to stumble on.

-CFM is autistic about bellybuttons and photoshops them to his likings.

-CFM tries to get Julian to talk about the anatomy of obese people. Julian gets grossed out.

-Despite the uncomfy moments, Julian says he had fun with the podcast.

Sorry this recap is more about CFM than Julian but CFM seems to only want to talk about himself and his fetishes. Julian's too much of a pushover to do anything about it. All in all it was pretty fucking boring, I almost fell asleep partway through. CFM is unbearable and if we don't have a thread on him over at animal control I think he might warrant one, at least for his podcast.
Also sorry for doubleposting.

I mean, Chris draws Ding Dong as relatively tall and lanky, so maybe?

Then again he draws himself as short and chubby when pics reveal he’s relatively decent looking. So who knows?
 
Wow, something about all of this is really fucking sad. At least Julian has a level-headed perspective on this stuff (doesn't want to normalize but he doesn't want to feel bad about it) but this CFM guy seems like the ugly truth of how most of these people actually are: pathologically delusional and way beyond antisocial.

It seems like Julian doesn't even like drawing this stuff but, given how crappy his life has been, it seems like the only thing that gives him an escapist relief. I mean, I don't want to be an armchair psychologist or something, but it really does seem like the debilitatingly low self esteem that DingDong and Julian have is perpetuated by their participation in stuff like this, continually pushing themselves into the grimy corners of society. I guess they don't have to feel bad about it, but making it a part of their identity just seems really sad, like a surrender or defeat or something.

Eh, I'd give it time. They're not so removed from a lot of the muck just yet.
Jules mentioned in one of his... tumblr? I think, posts, that he essentially helped to fund his escape from his shit home life through those fetish art commissions. That gives it a sort of weird relevance for the course of his life that might not be true for your average schlub - who draws the shit while getting better at art, builds up a real-person portfolio, and then forever closes the door on their strange secrets. Julian also seems to be a highly idealistic person, even if he doesn't necessarily come off as one - it seems like he verymuch wants to own himself for who he is, but to do so in a healthy and unobsessive way.

Long-term, I think this is the healthy way to go about things. But right now, they're still going to be cutting their teeth to get a foothold out of it and to put some distance between the weird saga of skirting around the grimey bits of the internet and their more measured, professional ambitions. I have to imagine it's both a bit of esteem issues from trying to process that history as well as just interacting with the figures from that history: niche fetish communities have some of the absolute worst people on the planet, as the Farms often details, and all it takes is one particularly pissed-off lunatic to harass and harangue you for a long while.

But Jules also explained a bit of his own discomfort with Let's Plays stemming from a sortof steward/guardian role he played in his formative years in that same blogpost. All in all, I get the feeling they're just in the process of figuring things out and hustling to achieve a dream -- and the fact that they're working towards something that isn't stained in degenerate filth is going to get the guy some ire from those who're just going to create weird fetish shit for the rest of their days. Especially since the guy fully admits he still indulges in that perversion -- there's nothing that breaks a coomer down more than seeing someone who -also- has their weird fetish -not- be utterly consumed to the point of stasis by it.
 
Eh, I'd give it time. They're not so removed from a lot of the muck just yet.
Jules mentioned in one of his... tumblr? I think, posts, that he essentially helped to fund his escape from his shit home life through those fetish art commissions. That gives it a sort of weird relevance for the course of his life that might not be true for your average schlub - who draws the shit while getting better at art, builds up a real-person portfolio, and then forever closes the door on their strange secrets. Julian also seems to be a highly idealistic person, even if he doesn't necessarily come off as one - it seems like he verymuch wants to own himself for who he is, but to do so in a healthy and unobsessive way.

Long-term, I think this is the healthy way to go about things. But right now, they're still going to be cutting their teeth to get a foothold out of it and to put some distance between the weird saga of skirting around the grimey bits of the internet and their more measured, professional ambitions. I have to imagine it's both a bit of esteem issues from trying to process that history as well as just interacting with the figures from that history: niche fetish communities have some of the absolute worst people on the planet, as the Farms often details, and all it takes is one particularly pissed-off lunatic to harass and harangue you for a long while.

But Jules also explained a bit of his own discomfort with Let's Plays stemming from a sortof steward/guardian role he played in his formative years in that same blogpost. All in all, I get the feeling they're just in the process of figuring things out and hustling to achieve a dream -- and the fact that they're working towards something that isn't stained in degenerate filth is going to get the guy some ire from those who're just going to create weird fetish shit for the rest of their days. Especially since the guy fully admits he still indulges in that perversion -- there's nothing that breaks a coomer down more than seeing someone who -also- has their weird fetish -not- be utterly consumed to the point of stasis by it.
If it makes any difference, Julian posted this journal on his FA a while ago where he reminisces about his decade “anniversary” as a furry and seems to take pride in it.
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Yo everybody! I know most of the world has moved on into the future by now, but where I live it’s still 2019 for another half hour. Now technically I joined this site in the first half of 2009, so I’ve gone a bit over the anniversary, but it feels significant to mention that I’ve been posting here for a whole ten years now, that’s a noteworthy chunk of my life. Basically a third! It’s really trippy to consider, I still remember being a nervous nineteen year old unsure of my own sexuality, determined not to let anybody know I had an account here. Times sure change, don’t they? My time in the Furry community has had its ups and downs, but overall it’s had a tremendously positive impact on my life. It’s helped me to shed my shame about sexuality in general, it’s introduced me to the vast majority of my friends, it provided me with a livelihood, and even kickstarted the professional life I maintain outside of pornography. What a weird list of benefits, to be honest I wouldn’t have believed so much would come out of Furry. I basically have this site and its users to thank for everything good about my life.
It’s because of all these blessings that I have feelings of regret as well. There’s still a lot of commissions I have yet to finish, friendships that have atrophied, and my Vulcan comics that have gone mostly untouched for quite a while now. That last one is a particularly nagging thorn in my side, now that we’re moving into a new decade it feels really out of date. I really wanted to use it to talk about my experience in Furry, and I fear its irrelevancy as new people cycle in and out of the fandom, the world changes around it, and I continue to evolve as a person. But what the fuck, I’d hate to be one to back down from a bad idea. I’m committing, god damn it. I’m gonna finish those commissions, say hi to my old buddies again, and finish that comic whether anybody wants it or not. Like most New Year’s resolutions, this is a pretty dubious promise, but you can’t succeed if you don’t try, right?
Ten years is a lot of time. In that span you can see a lot of people vanish for one reason or another. Some get bored of the fuckfest, some people ragequit. Some people get chased away, and some people get the little infinity sign next to their username (I’m glad that one hasn’t happened to me yet). In such a long period, I’ve had a lot of chances to consider leaving this place myself. I’m very averse to labels or allegiances, I don’t want to be tied down to anything. Responsibility is scary, I’ve had my fair share of it already. Would I run out of time to draw such trivial things? Would I feel obligated to keep posting? Would I feel dried up and exhausted like so many before me? Would it seem like my persisting in this community is nothing but a sham? After a decade of this shit, honestly, it doesn’t seem like it. Thing is guys, I really, really like drawing porn. It simply makes me happy. I like expressing the feelings I experience so strongly, and love knowing that somebody else out there likes it too. Even if you only get a chuckle out of how dumb my art looks, I thank you for looking at it from the bottom of my heart, it’s the most gratifying feeling in the world to know my work elicits an emotion in you. Even if I can’t update as regularly as I used to, I don’t intend to quit making it now or ever. I don’t know how long this site will remain viable, people have found reasons to jump ship ever since I first joined, but its been a heck of a ride to be onboard. I can’t quite explain why, but I have a lot of hope for this coming decade. It feels like a turning point after what I feel like was a pretty crummy time period, and I look forward to making the future as fruitful as possible. Don’t let me down, 2020! See you all on the other side.
Also I’ll remind you this is the guy who put weasel hyper cock growth in his portfolio. Yeah, he doesn’t flaunt it around everywhere but he doesn’t seem bothered by it much at all.
 
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I think it's pretty solidly confirmed that this is him:
I've also seen this image float around 4chan and heard that there was an image everyone passed around claiming to be Dingdong that actually turned out to be some unrelated relative of his. Maybe one of these was that image or they could both be fakes, it's hard to tell.
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