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Oh, God, Mark? I won't go into the past. I'll just tell you straight up what he did recently. He has utterly disgusted me in every possible way I can be disgusted by a person.
This dude snapped. I mean SNAPPED. It happened over somebody on DA with legit autism who was making the same mistakes that led to my ED page. I tried to warn her about it nicely; I don't want to see her get hurt by them the way I was. I know why they trolled me, I've taken measures to atone for and not repeat that behavior. Experience is a great teacher, and I knew she'd get hit hard if she continued. I replied to a thread she posted telling her why sites have rules and that her behavior is coming off as a special snowflake. Mark got wind of it. He started attacking me in replies to the thread and blocked me so I couldn't respond directly to him.
Then he wrote a "short story" with Freddy Krueger committing violent acts against me and he had it sent to me via Note through a friend. I'll give you my censored screencap copy, but I censored my name out(went a little crazy with the blur tool, oops). Note reads bottom to top: Cap. I found this same story in his DA journal and in the forum thread not long after. DA admins removed it from the thread and his journal for violating the rules(hate speech). I didn't think to cap it in either place, but in the journal comments he and zipgirl were talking trash about me. Mark gloated that he knew I hate gore and hoped I "liked his little story." Reading that story tells me he fantasizes about either doing this or seeing this happen to me. This disturbed me enough to not sleep well for a few nights, and I hope I NEVER meet him in person at a con. I don't trust him to keep his MANOS off me. Just seeing his name anywhere makes me feel like throwing up.
Then he took my Shezilla character without my permission and ripped off a story idea I dropped a long time ago. Actually no, he butchered it into his own twisted horror fantasy, and he wrote about her being violently raped/maimed by SpaceGodzilla. He posted it in his journal and the forum thread.
Here is art of Shezilla as proof that she is my kaiju OC. She's here This pic was drawn while Mark and I were still on speaking terms. Notice his dragging things off-topic into talk about private parts? I tried to set him straight to no avail and stopped replying when he went into Beavis and Butthead. He did this on the forums, too! All of them!!
I didn't give back what he wanted(my friendship), so he acted violent and then he said he was sorry because somebody reported him and the admins gave him a warning. He's not sorry for what he said, he's sorry somebody caught him in the act. It's only a matter of time before he slips and repeats it. He never LEARNS. He's still stalking Christine, spewing hateful crap about her that isn't true and mocking a horrible aspect of her past. Yes, she and I did have a falling out once, but it was because she doesn't like slash and I do. We ARE on speaking terms again thanks to Mark.
He can sit on a cactus and rotate for all I care. I have no respect for him anymore after the shit he pulled. He had my respect once, but he stomped it into dust with his 'cute' little stories and his attacks on Christine.
The worst thing? It's not the short stories or his excuses for everything. Mark does all that, and in the next breath he asks you if you saw the latest space shuttle launch. Like everything's okay. NO, it isn't and it never will be. It's infuriating how he makes excuses instead of learning from his screw ups. I can't believe I used to act like that.
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—Cyndi, via livejournal PM
