i have to admit, i can totally see why people think Blade is faking this right now
he clearly isnt, but who would be this candid about getting so thoroughly fucked by life, in front of an audience, with karmic justice being so thick in the air?
ill tell you who, somebody who really needs your money, someone who no longer has a safety net, and people are donating BIG TIME
EVERYTHING was set up and ready to go, all Blade had to do was turn up and wait for the state to finish the paperwork
his mom not only does not want him to come and be her carer, she doesnt want him coming to Seattle AT ALL which is really important because thats where he was going to stay next
he says, despite knowing his landlord for 10 years, he knows he has outstayed his welcome
my guess is she senses his desperation, knows Bec still has him, and knows she is too weak to argue with him in person
maybe thats why she called the state first, then broke the news to Blade, so he would have no excuse to "come and see her" / manipulate her into letting him be her carer
what it sounds like to me is Blades mom was okay with Blade the way he was, because BEFORE the message from Bec, she was totally intent on having Blade arrive on Friday
but all of a sudden, she changes her mind.. after that message from Bec
it could be that Blade outright denying what his mom sees as reality sent a signal to Blades mom that he would side with Bec over her, and so she shit-canned everything
whatever it was,
Blade maintains Bec did not solo raid her medicine cabinet
Blade says his bags were already packed, and heres the kicker

says he was planning on going sober when he got to his moms
he says hes tired of what hes doing, and what hes doing "is getting kinda old dood" which is unfortunate because its all he has left now
he also says, specifically, "and then to find out that my mom wants to disown me.." so i think thats pretty final
some donations that made me chuckle, but i dont know why you would give money to this loser