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Featured on Aug 8, 2025 by 0 0: Due to popular demand, the Pamperchu thread has a new OP. Enjoy!
Michael Gifford, better known by his online alias “Pamperchu,” is a diaper enthusiast infamous for his bizarre interests, drug use, squalid living conditions, and overall appalling lifestyle. Once considered an eccentric but harmless figure, his openness about his personal life and interests to anyone who would listen would later reveal that he may pose a serious threat to others, including children and animals.
He also has an affinity for vintage technology, expired food, and hard drugs, and he somehow manages to financially sustain his lifestyle despite his incoherent mental state. He has since become a near-mythical figure on the internet due to his shockingly degenerate behavior, including (but not limited to) bragging about leaving used diapers on both the inside and outside of his house, wearing and microwaving used diapers found in trash cans, hosting diaper fetish parties for his friends at his parents' house, and openly expressing a desire to fuck animals to death.
WARNING: Most of the content in this OP is super gross, even by Kiwi Farms standards. You should go into this with the assumption that every single link in the OP is going to be very NSFW. Consider this your fair warning to turn back now if you’re reading this in public.
"If you have a kid or are a kid, please knock on my door politely and come on in. And I'll clean for you and I'll cook for you. I'll do anything to have a child" (Quote source)
This entire post could best be summarized with the following 13-second voice clip Pamperchu shared in a group chat:
Pamperchu was born Michael Gifford on July 12, 1988, in Beaverton, Oregon. What we do know about his childhood and young adult life is very sporadic, mostly through stories directly from Pamperchu.
The earliest story Pamperchu shared about his childhood was an incident where he was groomed and molested by a man named "Steve", a family friend who worked with his grandparents. Pamperchu’s account of what happened is that when he was 3-4 years old, he got in the back seat of his grandparents' car unsupervised, at which point Steve followed, pulled off Pamperchu’s pants, then fondled him in the back of the car. In what has to be a clear case of Stockholm Syndrome, Pamperchu would defend Steve’s actions to the people he shared this story with, saying that because it wasn’t actual sex and he enjoyed the act, that makes it okay.
When Pamperchu was 18, he “came out” as an adult baby to his parents, which somehow did not cause his parents to immediately disown him. Pamperchu suggested this was a decision he came to after consulting an older friend he met online known as “DaddyInky”, aka Paul Freeman. We’ll talk more about Paul later in this OP, but all you need to know for now is that Paul is an ABDL who seems to have introduced Pamperchu to diapers around this time, and Pamperchu was likely talking to Paul before he was 18.
(Pamperchu at about 19/20 years old)
At some point after Pamperchu "came out," Steve reentered his life and asked him out on a date. During this date, Steve presented Pamperchu with a contract stipulating that Steve would care for him for a decade. The motivation behind creating this contract is unclear, but Pamperchu has claimed that Steve honored the contract, took care of him, built him a house, and provided support for ten years. When the contract expired, the two ended their relationship on amicable terms and remained friends. It is also worth noting that despite being in a romantic relationship for ten years, they only had sex once: when Pamperchu was 22 and Steve was 55, they were at a furry convention, and both were wearing fursuits at the time. Pamperchu has claimed this was the only time he has had sex in his entire life and suggests it only happened because Steve pressured him into the act.
Pamperchu’s known work and employment history is sporadic. He holds a degree in electrical engineering and once worked in a clean room, as evidenced by photos he took of himself wearing the suit. Over the years, he has held various jobs, but has generally remained secretive about them, aside from suggesting that most were technology-related. For example, in the description of a 2015 video, he mentioned working at an unnamed sound company. He also claimed to have worked for an unnamed diaper company for an unspecified period. However, given Pamperchu’s history of unreliable storytelling, the accuracy of these claims remains uncertain.
Pamperchu’s current employment status and source of income are mostly unknown. He has stated that he has a sizable amount of money in savings (reportedly at least $130,000), which appears to support his ability to stay home and fulfill his ongoing need for diapers, drugs, and vintage electronics. Some of his older videos have shown that he built a sizable Bitcoin mining rig several years before cryptocurrency became more mainstream. One conservative estimate suggests that he was easily making a minimum of several hundred dollars a month in Bitcoin as early as 2018.
Pamperchu has since carved out a niche within the babyfur subculture. While many babyfurs are content with simply commissioning artwork of their fursonas, Pamperchu has taken his involvement further by integrating diapers into his daily life and providing advice on where to obtain them. He is notably open about his preference for salvaging used diapers from dumpsters, and he doesn’t see a problem with wearing them as long as he sanitizes them by heating them in a microwave to burn off any bacteria. And yes, Pamperchu has confirmed repeatedly that he uses the same appliances for both diaper sanitizing and heating food.
In addition to his concerning diaper practices, Pamperchu has a habit of consuming expired food. He believes that canned or bottled goods are safe indefinitely and often posts videos of himself eating "vintage" items with expiration dates dating back 20+ years. This, combined with his unconventional diaper-cleaning methods using an old microwave, raises concerns, as consuming spoiled food can lead to health problems, including but not limited to cancer.
Pamperchu was once a prominent member of the Daily Diapers forum. Among his notable contributions is a 2013 thread where he boasted about hiding his diaper photos on flash drives. This advice was seemingly directed at minors, as he mentioned "younger ABDLs that still have to hide their diaper picture and video collections."
While he was known to be active on several other diaper forums, most of his content has since been removed. One of his most infamous thread contributions involved a forum poster asking whether it was a good idea to wear diapers taken from the trash. Pamperchu not only endorsed this practice but also boasted about doing it himself regularly, all while bragging about the vintage 1971 microwave he uses to heat them in. I urge you to read these posts, as even the other diaper fetishists on the forum are expressing shock and dismay at his statements. The original unedited screengrab can be seen here, but I have broken it up into smaller images for the sake of readability.
This infamous thread would see Pamperchu get preemptively banned from several other diaper forums, notably ADISC.org, which he posted extensively on at one point but now seems to have purged all of his content.
One of the first known instances of Pamperchu gaining mainstream attention was in 2009 when a segment on weird internet subcultures aired on G4’s Attack of the Show. During this segment, furries were discussed, and several random videos of fursuiters were used. One of Pamperchu’s videos can be seen several times in the video montage (he’s the one wearing blue bunny pajamas).
This was also around the time he earned a brief article in Encyclopedia Dramatica. While the article itself may not be particularly notable, its existence motivated Pamperchu to not only mirror the G4 clip to his channel but also to create video responses to both G4 and the ED page. Unfortunately, both of these responses seem to have been lost, but ED described the video as featuring Pamperchu stating he is fully sane and not mentally ill, at which point, he immediately follows this up by drinking out of a baby bottle.
Pamperchu seemed to become aware of this thread at some point, though for several years, he didn’t directly engage with it or any of the posters. This was also before some of Pamperchu’s more controversial behaviors and philosophies became public, so Kiwis (at the time) were more enthusiastic and positive towards him, mostly perceiving him as an eccentric and harmless weirdo. After all, he may have been obsessed with diapers, but he wasn’t exactly a threat to anyone but himself (or so we thought).
In 2014, Pamperchu stated that he had been diagnosed with cancer, specifically Hodgkin's Lymphoma. While it requires chemotherapy, Hodgkin’s Lymphoma is one of the more treatable types of cancer. At the time, Kiwis were notably very willing to wish him well.
Pamperchu continued to upload random videos over the next few years, alternating between sharing his love of diapers and bizarre vintage electronics. There were unsurprisingly a lot of a-logs in his YouTube comments, but Pamperchu seems to have ignored most of them. Pamperchu also attended several furry conventions, as two separate Kiwis claimed to have met him at Biggest Little Fur Con 2016. He was also confirmed to have attended the now-infamous RainFurrest 2015, which was later shut down for being way too degenerate even by furry standards (but that’s a discussion for another thread).
People suspected Pamperchu had been a heavy drug user for years, but in August 2019, he confirmed these rumors in a rare, serious video. He admits that he has a drug and alcohol problem, claims he is occasionally hallucinating, hearing voices, and expresses a desire to try to go sober. More concerningly, a week later, he also uploaded an extremely incriminating video where he admits to liking children entirely unprovoked. He deleted the video shortly after uploading it, but a Kiwi was able to salvage the audio from said video. To summarize it: Pamperchu would admit that he is a pedophile and suggests that all his friends are either okay with this or they’re also pedophiles. His odd speech patterns suggest he may have been intoxicated while filming this, and he sounds depressed throughout the video.
Pamperchu’s mental state and drug usage would only worsen over the next few months. In a video where Pamperchu is cooking at home, commenters notice quartz inserts sitting on his kitchen counter, which is most commonly used to smoke meth. He would also upload a strange video talking about how he is hearing voices again. The only other video worth highlighting from this period is this one, where a nearly naked Pamperchu films himself burning diapers in his fireplace.
In January 2020, Pamperchu was arrested and sent to jail. Court documents indicate that he faced a charge of second-degree criminal mischief, related to property damage under $500. When Pamperchu was released, he immediately announced that he was moving to a “new apartment” and suggested that the incident involved damage at his roommate's place, which led to his eviction. Pamperchu would later claim the damage occurred when he attempted to flush a diaper down the toilet, causing it to get stuck in a pipe. Pamperchu has previously posted videos demonstrating how to flush diapers, and I need to share the auto-generated thumbnail for this one because it's both hilarious and horrifying at the same time:
(original video)(preservetube mirror)
It was later confirmed that the “new apartment” was his parents' place, where he lived for a few months before purchasing his own home. I think the most notable video from this period is this strange one where he is talking with his mom while handing out candy to kids on Halloween. He also finally confirmed he was taking meth for good measure.
Pamperchu eventually bought a home just a few houses away from his parents. At this point, he continued to indulge in his eccentricities, uploading increasingly bizarre videos related to his diapers, drug usage, vintage electronics, and more. There are far too many videos to describe each one, but if you’d like to see a small sampling of the absurdity, another Kiwi did a fantastic TL;DR analysis of a few Pamperchu uploads from mid-2022. Among other things, you can see him drinking a sealed bottle of Coca-Cola that expired in the 1990s, dumping baby powder all over his house, and a rant video where he is upset that a certain type of baby powder is being recalled (due to one of the ingredients being linked to cancer). In the rant, he argues that his ability to get his fix is more important than the risk to other people's health.
This would later be followed up by Pamperchu registering for Kiwi Farms under the name @Pamperchu, and posting in his thread. He messaged a mod to prove he was indeed the real deal, as you’ll notice his account has a “verified” badge on it. He was initially well-received, but he quickly ran out of his welcome due to his startling openness about his fetishes and personal life.
Some of the highlights:
-He claims he once gave himself a meth enema, and he has 15 years to live based on his cancer diagnosis. Despite this, he claims he hasn’t had meth in over a year.
-Stating that a 4-year-old called him cute for wearing a Sonic shirt. He is then asked if a 4-year-old can consent to sex, to which he responds, “Yes, as long as it's consensual,” and feels the need to clarify that he “never fucked a kid, [he] just loved them.”
-“Why do you think a 4-year-old can consent?” “Because I was 4 at some time and I could”
-He claims everyone who used to attend his ABDL parties was an open pedophile, and he used to be very close to a married couple who openly bragged about having sex in front of their young children.
-“I hope I can spend time with kids in my house.”
While most Kiwis were understandably repulsed by these statements, Pamperchu continued to linger on the forum, eventually stumbling across the live chats. There, he rambled on to anyone who would listen. These long and detailed conversations revealed many of his personal beliefs, including the dangerous notions that inhaling insecticides is safe and that taking baths with bleach mixed in the water is good for your skin (PROTIP: both of these are really bad for you). If you have the time, I encourage you to read this summary of the chat, as well as the follow-up a few days later when he returns to the chat a second time.
As previously mentioned, Pamperchu takes great pride in his vintage microwave, a 1971 Radarange RR-4, which he openly admits to using for heating both food and dirty diapers. Allegedly, he also tampered with the microwave to disable its safety features, allowing it to cook at much higher temperatures and for longer times than originally intended. Given his eventual diagnosis of Hodgkin's Lymphoma, one might wonder if this could have been a potential contributing factor.
If you look up the article “Microwave Oven” on Wikipedia, you'll find a photo of this exact microwave. As it would turn out, Wikipedia’s photo of the RR-4 was photographed, uploaded, and attributed to none other than Pamperchu himself. In addition, the article for the CDC 3000 (a mainframe computer from the 1960s) credits him for this photo of a CDC 3302 Core memory.
Pamperchu also claims he was gifted an NFT by political cartoonist Stonetoss, featuring one of Stonetoss’ “Flurk" characters in a bunny suit next to an old microwave that is very reminiscent of the Radarange Pamperchu brags about. Although there is no known picture of it, Pamperchu asserts that Stonetoss also created an edited second version of the image just for him, where the character is only wearing a diaper and looking directly at the microwave. Pamperchu claims he once spoke to Stonetoss over the phone, stating he was very polite and that Stonetoss gave him the NFT because he “took pity” on him.
Paul was a man in his 70s who had been involved in the ABDL community since at least the early 2000s. He is credited by Pamperchu for introducing him to diapers, which ultimately led to Pamperchu openly identifying as ABDL to his parents at 18. It appears that Paul and Pamperchu had contact before Pamperchu turned 18, as Paul had been publicly criticized for engaging in inappropriate conversations with teenagers. Outside of the ABDL community, Paul was a Mason who worked in the Department of Commerce, served as a Minister, and maintained an Instagram account that followed over 5,000 profiles. Among these were a significant number of accounts that were explicitly identified as minors, as well as others that were alleged to have exploited children.
In 2021, after being publicly called out for interacting with teenagers on Instagram and encouraging them to post more about diapers, Paul responded to criticism by screenshotting comments and stating that telling a 70-year-old man to stop flirting with teenagers constituted "harassment."
Paul passed away in December 2023 (archive of his obituary) (archive of memorial service), reportedly due to complications from a previous cancer diagnosis, so at least he is no longer in a position to influence any more teenagers. Rest in piss, Paul.
Avery describes himself as a "lovable, eccentric, ABDL, babyfur diaper boy," who once shared his passion for diaper fetishism via his YouTube channel Rebel Foxxy. He claimed to advocate for the ABDL community, claiming that "this lifestyle has nothing to do with kids." Avery was a close friend of Pamperchu, and the two of them have frequently appeared in each other’s videos. After Avery earned a Kiwi Farms thread, he deleted his YouTube channel and now has a minimal online presence.
It’s believed that at some point, Avery had access to Pamperchu’s YouTube accounts and may have written some of his comments on other videos for him. Avery also publicly defended Pamperchu several times against accusations of pedophilia. However, after Pamperchu openly stated that he identified as a pedophile, it appears that Avery ended their friendship and stopped interacting with him.
ABMike is a Gilbert Godfrey look-alike who was once a "sugar daddy" for Pamperchu. While there is limited verified information on Mike, he did appear in some of Pamperchu's older YouTube videos, and most details come directly from Pamperchu’s accounts.
According to Pamperchu:
-Mike lives in California.
-He was involved with Pamperchu, Inky/Paul, and Steve simultaneously at one point.
-He has a strong affinity for teenage ABDLs.
-He is allegedly the person who introduced Pamperchu to meth.
It seems they had a falling out at some point, as Pamperchu hasn't mentioned Mike in several years, though the reason for the falling out remains unknown.
Marley is an ABDL who was previously in a relationship with Pamperchu. Although not as affluent as Mike, Marley owned the house where Pamperchu lived with several other babyfurs until Pamperchu's 2020 eviction (following an incident where Pamperchu damaged the plumbing by attempting to flush a diaper). Marley appeared in some of Pamperchu's older videos and was also known to use meth. Despite their initial falling out, Pamperchu has mentioned that they were in a relationship for at least a year after the eviction, indicating they reconciled.
Marley is not very active on social media, with his only confirmed account being on FetLife. There are no other known accounts under his name, suggesting he may use different aliases elsewhere or that he has largely deleted his online presence.
Ross Herbert Reddick / Evil Sibe: A diaperfur previously charged for possession of CP. A photo exists of Sibe posing with Pamperchu at a convention, but there is currently no evidence they have interacted any further than that.
That Anony Mouse: A former moderator of DarkSydePhil’s live chat who was exposed for being a diaperfur and hitting on teenagers. When Pamperchu discovered this forum's live chat, Anony tried his hardest to buddy up with Pamperchu over a shared interest in vintage electronics and diapers.
Deeker: A diaper fetishist who was ostracized by the ABDL community due to his cult-like website demanding that the entire world follow his vision of a world where all men are required by law to wear diapers, but not women. ED had a pretty good article about him at one point. Pamperchu has stated that he is a big fan of Deeker's website, saying that he would often read Deeker's pedophilic fanfiction for hours at a time.
Jacob Thomas Reinhardt Groszek / CIA Nigger: A former Kiwi Farms moderator who was banned after trying (unsuccessfully) to delete a thread as a favor for a friend. Before this incident, he was quite active in Pamperchu's thread, where his interest in vintage technology allowed him to identify several specific items owned by Pamperchu. Some of Jacob's posts in the thread suggest that he may have interacted with Pamperchu off-site and/or shared mutual friends.
Benjamin Jefferey Smith / Polybun: A babyfur best known as the perpetrator of the 2022 Normandale Park shooting in Portland, Oregon (video of the shooting here), which resulted in the deaths of two people. He was sentenced to life in prison. He is also noted for creating the #babyfur IRC channel on FurNet, which is likely where Pamperchu first met him. According to the end of this video, Pamperchu had personally known Polybun for 16 years before the shooting.
At some point, Pamperchu was contacted by the Council of Evil, a group of Ethan Ralph a-logs who tried to convince Pamps to join their Discord server and talk with them. While Pamperchu was baited into talking about a few of these topics, that doesn’t make it any less appalling.
If you have the stomach, I highly encourage you to listen to the chat linked in this post because it’s genuinely one of the most unhinged things I’ve heard in my life. Topics discussed included dumpster diving for used diapers, eating them, how to lure children and having sex with them, how to take naked photos of children and sell them on the internet, how to go about kidnapping a child from an elementary school ("hypothetically", of course), and Pamperchu being asked that if he could pay $10,000 to legally have sex with a child regularly, would he do it (he answered yes). If you don’t have the stomach, here’s a slightly easier-to-digest snippet where he admits to having child porn, how he finds it via YouTube (and not the dark web), and how he protects his drives from authorities.
At this stage, even some of Pamperchu’s former friends felt he was beyond saving. One of his babyfur friends went so far as to create this “tribute video,” expressing the belief that Pamperchu was already a shell of his former self and that the years of cancer and meth use were finally taking their toll.
In March 2023, Pamperchu appeared in a Kiwi Farms chat hosted on Telegram Messenger. After verifying his identity, he began answering questions from Kiwis in real time, choosing to respond through voice messages instead of text. His replies were so disturbing that some Kiwis later doubted their authenticity, speculating whether someone was using an AI voice to make intentionally shocking statements. However, it was all genuine. The entire collection of voice clips can be listened to here, but as a few highlights, he stated he wants to torture monkeys, fuck a rabbit to death, then eat the rabbit’s corpse after fucking it. He also likes trying to run over squirrels in his car for fun. He then assured the chat that he would never fuck a child, but if a kid asked him to masturbate with him, he’d be okay with that. According to him, his mere presence causes kids to want to jerk off around him. Shortly after this, a moderator of the Telegram chat finally noticed what was going on and banned Pamperchu.
Not learning his lesson, Pamperchu would find another telegram chat with Kiwis and continue rambling about his philosophies and how much he loves children and diapers before he was banned again. A summary of this chat can be found here. Highlights include him discussing how he gets kids to show him their feet, and admitting he loves looking up videos of animals being crushed to death. Unsurprisingly, he was banned shortly after a mod noticed.
Following his second ban from a Kiwi chat, he managed to somehow stumble into a third chat, where, among other things:
-Bragged about watching two dogs have sex, trying to perform oral sex on a male cat and hamster, and also describing the taste of hamster semen as “too sour.”
-Describing a “practical joke” he once played on his neighbors, where he opened their bathroom window and loudly exclaimed his love of children and pedophilia, claiming the neighbors moved away the next day.
-Stated he may be a pedophile, but he is not antisemitic and doesn’t hate the Jews because his manager is Jewish.
-Still doing meth and having alcohol shakes every morning.
All of this was then followed up with Pamperchu overdosing on malt liquor and opioids, passing out, and his neighbor finding him unresponsive and calling 911.
Pamperchu’s inability to shut up would continue to draw weens to him, at which point two more notable cow crossovers happened within a couple of months of each other. First off, Matthew Schimmel/Naia Okami (the person from the famous "On all levels except physical, I am a wolf" clip) joined the chat and proceeded to interrogate Pamperchu for over an hour. This somehow caused several A-logs to freak out, and Pamperchu was finally banned from that chat.
Pamperchu somehow would later end up in a containment chat with Telegram/KF cow @Doomguy246. Most of their conversation was just two severely autistic lolcows talking over each other about video games, but at some point, Doomguy starts to ask Pamperchu multiple times where to find nude images of "14-17-year-old girls". Even Pamperchu managed to get uncomfortable with this line of questioning and left.
Pamperchu’s degeneracy finally hit critical mass in the summer of 2024, when he went into his personal Telegram chat and, with zero explanation, posted an NSFL video of a naked man having sex with a rabbit’s corpse. Pamperchu was then asked if he was the one fucking the rabbit, to which he replied, "No, that wasn't me, that’s somebody else. But I will let you know it’s one of my favorite videos. I’ve always wanted to do that."
It’s a video that’s about as disturbing as possible without crossing into illegal content like depicting a murder. And when you consider all the other horrifying things already mentioned, that’s saying something. I cannot stress enough, watch this at your discretion.
To summarize the video, it begins with Pamperchu digging through a plastic bin full of soiled diapers. He loudly sniffs several of them on camera, commenting that they smell "so good," though it’s “an acquired taste.” He then pulls out a soiled diaper he claims has been sitting in the bin for over a year, opens it on camera, and starts salivating at the idea of putting it in his microwave. After rubbing some of the feces on his hands, he shoves the diaper into the microwave and says, “Yeah, I’m disgusting. You better believe it.”
While walking around his house waiting for it to cook, he shows off toys and knickknacks scattered around the room, bragging about the ammonia the diaper is generating and loudly sniffing it on camera. He then declares himself a “top scientist and doctor,” insisting that scientists like to do “goofy and crazy things” too. When the microwave finishes, Pamperchu pulls out the diaper and immediately lets it splatter on the carpet. He again brags about how good it smells, saying he’s going to put it back in the plastic bin later. He then tosses it onto the carpet in another room. He goes on to boast about getting high from huffing ammonia with an unnamed friend, followed by “putting our feet in our faces.”
Pamperchu then sits on his couch and sings Old McDonald, bragging that he’s a cult leader and wants kids to grow up worshiping the “Church of Pamperchu.” He says that earlier in the day, a kid threw eggs at his house while calling him a “diaper beast.” He then segues into showing off several boxes of children’s toys lying outside his house before stating, “If you have a kid or are a kid, please knock on my door politely and come on in. I’ll clean for you and I’ll cook for you. I’ll do anything to have a child.”
The video ends with a brief cut to his roommate, who is playing video games in the living room. He tries to ignore Pamperchu and focus on the game, but Pamperchu continues to ramble and pester him for about a minute before he says, “Stop, I’m busy.” The video abruptly stops.
Michael Gifford / Pamperchu became known in certain internet communities for his unusual lifestyle and interests. Over time, the person behind the username seemed to fade from view, leaving only the Pamperchu persona. As of this writing, Pamperchu is still alive and not yet dead from cancer, but it’s worth taking a closer look at how things reached this point.
Pamperchu became well known for his interest in old technology, discontinued products, and wearing diapers as part of a lifestyle choice. These behaviors were often met with confusion or criticism, but they also drew attention from people who were curious or entertained by his online presence. His passion for forgotten or discarded items (like vintage computers or expired food) reflected a deeper interest in things others overlooked.
What caused his decline is hard to say for sure. Some blame his family, who were enabling his behavior. Others point to internet friends like Steve and Paul, who seemed to take advantage of his trusting nature. Many believe that the weens encouraged him to share too much about his life, often for laughs at his expense. Drug use may have also played a role. These influences created a situation where it was hard for him to grow or change in a healthy way.
At the same time, Pamperchu's story also includes serious concerns. Some of the things he said or did absolutely crossed lines, especially when it came to inappropriate thoughts involving minors or animals. These parts of his life can't be ignored, and they raise real questions about safety and accountability. While he clearly faced challenges, being an adult means learning when something is harmful and taking steps to change.
Pamperchu often seemed stuck in place. His desire to remain childlike, when paired with outside pressure and unhealthy habits, made it harder for him to move forward. Instead of growing, he stayed in a loop of the same behaviors, year after year.
In the end, his story is a complicated one. It’s a mix of personal struggle, community failure, and poor influences. Whether people saw him as a curiosity, a cautionary tale, or something in between, Pamperchu is a reminder of how easily things can spiral when support, structure, and responsibility are missing.
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He also has an affinity for vintage technology, expired food, and hard drugs, and he somehow manages to financially sustain his lifestyle despite his incoherent mental state. He has since become a near-mythical figure on the internet due to his shockingly degenerate behavior, including (but not limited to) bragging about leaving used diapers on both the inside and outside of his house, wearing and microwaving used diapers found in trash cans, hosting diaper fetish parties for his friends at his parents' house, and openly expressing a desire to fuck animals to death.
WARNING: Most of the content in this OP is super gross, even by Kiwi Farms standards. You should go into this with the assumption that every single link in the OP is going to be very NSFW. Consider this your fair warning to turn back now if you’re reading this in public.
"If you have a kid or are a kid, please knock on my door politely and come on in. And I'll clean for you and I'll cook for you. I'll do anything to have a child" (Quote source)
This entire post could best be summarized with the following 13-second voice clip Pamperchu shared in a group chat:
Early Life
Important: Before delving too far into Pamperchu's history, it's crucial to understand that he is often both the sole source of certain information and an unreliable narrator. In many cases, we only have his take, yet his accounts are often confusing, illogical, and sometimes contradictory. Keep this in mind when reading any part of this OP where he is the sole source.Pamperchu was born Michael Gifford on July 12, 1988, in Beaverton, Oregon. What we do know about his childhood and young adult life is very sporadic, mostly through stories directly from Pamperchu.
The earliest story Pamperchu shared about his childhood was an incident where he was groomed and molested by a man named "Steve", a family friend who worked with his grandparents. Pamperchu’s account of what happened is that when he was 3-4 years old, he got in the back seat of his grandparents' car unsupervised, at which point Steve followed, pulled off Pamperchu’s pants, then fondled him in the back of the car. In what has to be a clear case of Stockholm Syndrome, Pamperchu would defend Steve’s actions to the people he shared this story with, saying that because it wasn’t actual sex and he enjoyed the act, that makes it okay.
When Pamperchu was 18, he “came out” as an adult baby to his parents, which somehow did not cause his parents to immediately disown him. Pamperchu suggested this was a decision he came to after consulting an older friend he met online known as “DaddyInky”, aka Paul Freeman. We’ll talk more about Paul later in this OP, but all you need to know for now is that Paul is an ABDL who seems to have introduced Pamperchu to diapers around this time, and Pamperchu was likely talking to Paul before he was 18.
(Pamperchu at about 19/20 years old)
At some point after Pamperchu "came out," Steve reentered his life and asked him out on a date. During this date, Steve presented Pamperchu with a contract stipulating that Steve would care for him for a decade. The motivation behind creating this contract is unclear, but Pamperchu has claimed that Steve honored the contract, took care of him, built him a house, and provided support for ten years. When the contract expired, the two ended their relationship on amicable terms and remained friends. It is also worth noting that despite being in a romantic relationship for ten years, they only had sex once: when Pamperchu was 22 and Steve was 55, they were at a furry convention, and both were wearing fursuits at the time. Pamperchu has claimed this was the only time he has had sex in his entire life and suggests it only happened because Steve pressured him into the act.
Pamperchu’s known work and employment history is sporadic. He holds a degree in electrical engineering and once worked in a clean room, as evidenced by photos he took of himself wearing the suit. Over the years, he has held various jobs, but has generally remained secretive about them, aside from suggesting that most were technology-related. For example, in the description of a 2015 video, he mentioned working at an unnamed sound company. He also claimed to have worked for an unnamed diaper company for an unspecified period. However, given Pamperchu’s history of unreliable storytelling, the accuracy of these claims remains uncertain.
Pamperchu’s current employment status and source of income are mostly unknown. He has stated that he has a sizable amount of money in savings (reportedly at least $130,000), which appears to support his ability to stay home and fulfill his ongoing need for diapers, drugs, and vintage electronics. Some of his older videos have shown that he built a sizable Bitcoin mining rig several years before cryptocurrency became more mainstream. One conservative estimate suggests that he was easily making a minimum of several hundred dollars a month in Bitcoin as early as 2018.
Pamperchu has since carved out a niche within the babyfur subculture. While many babyfurs are content with simply commissioning artwork of their fursonas, Pamperchu has taken his involvement further by integrating diapers into his daily life and providing advice on where to obtain them. He is notably open about his preference for salvaging used diapers from dumpsters, and he doesn’t see a problem with wearing them as long as he sanitizes them by heating them in a microwave to burn off any bacteria. And yes, Pamperchu has confirmed repeatedly that he uses the same appliances for both diaper sanitizing and heating food.
In addition to his concerning diaper practices, Pamperchu has a habit of consuming expired food. He believes that canned or bottled goods are safe indefinitely and often posts videos of himself eating "vintage" items with expiration dates dating back 20+ years. This, combined with his unconventional diaper-cleaning methods using an old microwave, raises concerns, as consuming spoiled food can lead to health problems, including but not limited to cancer.
Pamps on the early internet (2006-2013)
Pamperchu has been on YouTube since at least 2006, though it's likely he was active on the internet under a different username before then. Most of his videos tend to alternate between three topics: showing off old vintage electronics he owns, talking about diapers, and cooking/eating food (often featuring canned/bottled items that are well past the expiration date). Pamperchu’s original YouTube channel has since been removed, but he has since made a new account, and one of his friends mirrored most of his older videos and put some of them onto archive.org.Pamperchu was once a prominent member of the Daily Diapers forum. Among his notable contributions is a 2013 thread where he boasted about hiding his diaper photos on flash drives. This advice was seemingly directed at minors, as he mentioned "younger ABDLs that still have to hide their diaper picture and video collections."
While he was known to be active on several other diaper forums, most of his content has since been removed. One of his most infamous thread contributions involved a forum poster asking whether it was a good idea to wear diapers taken from the trash. Pamperchu not only endorsed this practice but also boasted about doing it himself regularly, all while bragging about the vintage 1971 microwave he uses to heat them in. I urge you to read these posts, as even the other diaper fetishists on the forum are expressing shock and dismay at his statements. The original unedited screengrab can be seen here, but I have broken it up into smaller images for the sake of readability.
This infamous thread would see Pamperchu get preemptively banned from several other diaper forums, notably ADISC.org, which he posted extensively on at one point but now seems to have purged all of his content.
One of the first known instances of Pamperchu gaining mainstream attention was in 2009 when a segment on weird internet subcultures aired on G4’s Attack of the Show. During this segment, furries were discussed, and several random videos of fursuiters were used. One of Pamperchu’s videos can be seen several times in the video montage (he’s the one wearing blue bunny pajamas).
This was also around the time he earned a brief article in Encyclopedia Dramatica. While the article itself may not be particularly notable, its existence motivated Pamperchu to not only mirror the G4 clip to his channel but also to create video responses to both G4 and the ED page. Unfortunately, both of these responses seem to have been lost, but ED described the video as featuring Pamperchu stating he is fully sane and not mentally ill, at which point, he immediately follows this up by drinking out of a baby bottle.
2013: Creation of the original Kiwi Farms thread
As you will likely notice while scrolling down this page, this thread was created back in 2013, making it among some of the oldest threads on the Farms. It dates back to when we were still the CWCki Forums, focusing exclusively on Chris, and had only just recently started branching out to talk about other lolcows. This was a period before the Farms became a major target for the rest of the internet, and the posters' attitudes were quite different compared to those on the Farms today.Pamperchu seemed to become aware of this thread at some point, though for several years, he didn’t directly engage with it or any of the posters. This was also before some of Pamperchu’s more controversial behaviors and philosophies became public, so Kiwis (at the time) were more enthusiastic and positive towards him, mostly perceiving him as an eccentric and harmless weirdo. After all, he may have been obsessed with diapers, but he wasn’t exactly a threat to anyone but himself (or so we thought).
In 2014, Pamperchu stated that he had been diagnosed with cancer, specifically Hodgkin's Lymphoma. While it requires chemotherapy, Hodgkin’s Lymphoma is one of the more treatable types of cancer. At the time, Kiwis were notably very willing to wish him well.
Pamperchu continued to upload random videos over the next few years, alternating between sharing his love of diapers and bizarre vintage electronics. There were unsurprisingly a lot of a-logs in his YouTube comments, but Pamperchu seems to have ignored most of them. Pamperchu also attended several furry conventions, as two separate Kiwis claimed to have met him at Biggest Little Fur Con 2016. He was also confirmed to have attended the now-infamous RainFurrest 2015, which was later shut down for being way too degenerate even by furry standards (but that’s a discussion for another thread).
People suspected Pamperchu had been a heavy drug user for years, but in August 2019, he confirmed these rumors in a rare, serious video. He admits that he has a drug and alcohol problem, claims he is occasionally hallucinating, hearing voices, and expresses a desire to try to go sober. More concerningly, a week later, he also uploaded an extremely incriminating video where he admits to liking children entirely unprovoked. He deleted the video shortly after uploading it, but a Kiwi was able to salvage the audio from said video. To summarize it: Pamperchu would admit that he is a pedophile and suggests that all his friends are either okay with this or they’re also pedophiles. His odd speech patterns suggest he may have been intoxicated while filming this, and he sounds depressed throughout the video.
Pamperchu’s mental state and drug usage would only worsen over the next few months. In a video where Pamperchu is cooking at home, commenters notice quartz inserts sitting on his kitchen counter, which is most commonly used to smoke meth. He would also upload a strange video talking about how he is hearing voices again. The only other video worth highlighting from this period is this one, where a nearly naked Pamperchu films himself burning diapers in his fireplace.
In January 2020, Pamperchu was arrested and sent to jail. Court documents indicate that he faced a charge of second-degree criminal mischief, related to property damage under $500. When Pamperchu was released, he immediately announced that he was moving to a “new apartment” and suggested that the incident involved damage at his roommate's place, which led to his eviction. Pamperchu would later claim the damage occurred when he attempted to flush a diaper down the toilet, causing it to get stuck in a pipe. Pamperchu has previously posted videos demonstrating how to flush diapers, and I need to share the auto-generated thumbnail for this one because it's both hilarious and horrifying at the same time:
(original video)(preservetube mirror)
It was later confirmed that the “new apartment” was his parents' place, where he lived for a few months before purchasing his own home. I think the most notable video from this period is this strange one where he is talking with his mom while handing out candy to kids on Halloween. He also finally confirmed he was taking meth for good measure.
Pamperchu eventually bought a home just a few houses away from his parents. At this point, he continued to indulge in his eccentricities, uploading increasingly bizarre videos related to his diapers, drug usage, vintage electronics, and more. There are far too many videos to describe each one, but if you’d like to see a small sampling of the absurdity, another Kiwi did a fantastic TL;DR analysis of a few Pamperchu uploads from mid-2022. Among other things, you can see him drinking a sealed bottle of Coca-Cola that expired in the 1990s, dumping baby powder all over his house, and a rant video where he is upset that a certain type of baby powder is being recalled (due to one of the ingredients being linked to cancer). In the rant, he argues that his ability to get his fix is more important than the risk to other people's health.
2022: Pamperchu joins Kiwi Farms
2022 would be the year that Pamperchu’s degeneracy would kick into overdrive, with a large amount of the scorn directed at him entirely by his own doing. At the beginning of the year, he was exposed for trying to convince a 15-year-old to send nudes in his Telegram channel. This would be the point at which most Kiwis who might have been supportive of him immediately changed their opinions. Not long after this, someone claiming to be a friend of his would join the thread and post a bunch of gross nudes of Pamperchu, claiming that Pamps requested them to post the nudes on the Farms for him. Other Kiwis respond that if Pamperchu wants to post his gross content, he should come to the Farms and do it himself.This would later be followed up by Pamperchu registering for Kiwi Farms under the name @Pamperchu, and posting in his thread. He messaged a mod to prove he was indeed the real deal, as you’ll notice his account has a “verified” badge on it. He was initially well-received, but he quickly ran out of his welcome due to his startling openness about his fetishes and personal life.
Some of the highlights:
-He claims he once gave himself a meth enema, and he has 15 years to live based on his cancer diagnosis. Despite this, he claims he hasn’t had meth in over a year.
-Stating that a 4-year-old called him cute for wearing a Sonic shirt. He is then asked if a 4-year-old can consent to sex, to which he responds, “Yes, as long as it's consensual,” and feels the need to clarify that he “never fucked a kid, [he] just loved them.”
-“Why do you think a 4-year-old can consent?” “Because I was 4 at some time and I could”
-He claims everyone who used to attend his ABDL parties was an open pedophile, and he used to be very close to a married couple who openly bragged about having sex in front of their young children.
-“I hope I can spend time with kids in my house.”
While most Kiwis were understandably repulsed by these statements, Pamperchu continued to linger on the forum, eventually stumbling across the live chats. There, he rambled on to anyone who would listen. These long and detailed conversations revealed many of his personal beliefs, including the dangerous notions that inhaling insecticides is safe and that taking baths with bleach mixed in the water is good for your skin (PROTIP: both of these are really bad for you). If you have the time, I encourage you to read this summary of the chat, as well as the follow-up a few days later when he returns to the chat a second time.
Miscellaneous bits
Before digging too deep into the dark stuff, let’s take a quick palate cleanser and point out a couple of smaller things that don’t involve pedophilia and/or meth.As previously mentioned, Pamperchu takes great pride in his vintage microwave, a 1971 Radarange RR-4, which he openly admits to using for heating both food and dirty diapers. Allegedly, he also tampered with the microwave to disable its safety features, allowing it to cook at much higher temperatures and for longer times than originally intended. Given his eventual diagnosis of Hodgkin's Lymphoma, one might wonder if this could have been a potential contributing factor.
If you look up the article “Microwave Oven” on Wikipedia, you'll find a photo of this exact microwave. As it would turn out, Wikipedia’s photo of the RR-4 was photographed, uploaded, and attributed to none other than Pamperchu himself. In addition, the article for the CDC 3000 (a mainframe computer from the 1960s) credits him for this photo of a CDC 3302 Core memory.
Pamperchu also claims he was gifted an NFT by political cartoonist Stonetoss, featuring one of Stonetoss’ “Flurk" characters in a bunny suit next to an old microwave that is very reminiscent of the Radarange Pamperchu brags about. Although there is no known picture of it, Pamperchu asserts that Stonetoss also created an edited second version of the image just for him, where the character is only wearing a diaper and looking directly at the microwave. Pamperchu claims he once spoke to Stonetoss over the phone, stating he was very polite and that Stonetoss gave him the NFT because he “took pity” on him.
Associates of Pamperchu
Pamperchu has made many diaper-loving friends over the years, usually meeting them through diaper and/or furry venues. There are also far more characters than the ones I’ve listed here, but their appearances are so infrequent and unremarkable that they're not worth discussing.Paul R. Freeman / Inky / DaddyInky
(Deceased as of 2023)
(More info)
Paul was a man in his 70s who had been involved in the ABDL community since at least the early 2000s. He is credited by Pamperchu for introducing him to diapers, which ultimately led to Pamperchu openly identifying as ABDL to his parents at 18. It appears that Paul and Pamperchu had contact before Pamperchu turned 18, as Paul had been publicly criticized for engaging in inappropriate conversations with teenagers. Outside of the ABDL community, Paul was a Mason who worked in the Department of Commerce, served as a Minister, and maintained an Instagram account that followed over 5,000 profiles. Among these were a significant number of accounts that were explicitly identified as minors, as well as others that were alleged to have exploited children.
In 2021, after being publicly called out for interacting with teenagers on Instagram and encouraging them to post more about diapers, Paul responded to criticism by screenshotting comments and stating that telling a 70-year-old man to stop flirting with teenagers constituted "harassment."
Paul passed away in December 2023 (archive of his obituary) (archive of memorial service), reportedly due to complications from a previous cancer diagnosis, so at least he is no longer in a position to influence any more teenagers. Rest in piss, Paul.
Avery Carl Babbitt / RebelFoxxy
(Avery's Kiwi Farms Thread)
Avery describes himself as a "lovable, eccentric, ABDL, babyfur diaper boy," who once shared his passion for diaper fetishism via his YouTube channel Rebel Foxxy. He claimed to advocate for the ABDL community, claiming that "this lifestyle has nothing to do with kids." Avery was a close friend of Pamperchu, and the two of them have frequently appeared in each other’s videos. After Avery earned a Kiwi Farms thread, he deleted his YouTube channel and now has a minimal online presence.
It’s believed that at some point, Avery had access to Pamperchu’s YouTube accounts and may have written some of his comments on other videos for him. Avery also publicly defended Pamperchu several times against accusations of pedophilia. However, after Pamperchu openly stated that he identified as a pedophile, it appears that Avery ended their friendship and stopped interacting with him.
“ABMike” / “Mike”
ABMike is a Gilbert Godfrey look-alike who was once a "sugar daddy" for Pamperchu. While there is limited verified information on Mike, he did appear in some of Pamperchu's older YouTube videos, and most details come directly from Pamperchu’s accounts.
According to Pamperchu:
-Mike lives in California.
-He was involved with Pamperchu, Inky/Paul, and Steve simultaneously at one point.
-He has a strong affinity for teenage ABDLs.
-He is allegedly the person who introduced Pamperchu to meth.
It seems they had a falling out at some point, as Pamperchu hasn't mentioned Mike in several years, though the reason for the falling out remains unknown.
“Marley4play ” / “Marley”
(FetLife screencaps)
Marley is an ABDL who was previously in a relationship with Pamperchu. Although not as affluent as Mike, Marley owned the house where Pamperchu lived with several other babyfurs until Pamperchu's 2020 eviction (following an incident where Pamperchu damaged the plumbing by attempting to flush a diaper). Marley appeared in some of Pamperchu's older videos and was also known to use meth. Despite their initial falling out, Pamperchu has mentioned that they were in a relationship for at least a year after the eviction, indicating they reconciled.
Marley is not very active on social media, with his only confirmed account being on FetLife. There are no other known accounts under his name, suggesting he may use different aliases elsewhere or that he has largely deleted his online presence.
Minor Cow Crossovers
The following individuals already have threads on the Farms and have some connection to Pamperchu, but they aren't mentioned elsewhere in the OP.Ross Herbert Reddick / Evil Sibe: A diaperfur previously charged for possession of CP. A photo exists of Sibe posing with Pamperchu at a convention, but there is currently no evidence they have interacted any further than that.
That Anony Mouse: A former moderator of DarkSydePhil’s live chat who was exposed for being a diaperfur and hitting on teenagers. When Pamperchu discovered this forum's live chat, Anony tried his hardest to buddy up with Pamperchu over a shared interest in vintage electronics and diapers.
Deeker: A diaper fetishist who was ostracized by the ABDL community due to his cult-like website demanding that the entire world follow his vision of a world where all men are required by law to wear diapers, but not women. ED had a pretty good article about him at one point. Pamperchu has stated that he is a big fan of Deeker's website, saying that he would often read Deeker's pedophilic fanfiction for hours at a time.
Jacob Thomas Reinhardt Groszek / CIA Nigger: A former Kiwi Farms moderator who was banned after trying (unsuccessfully) to delete a thread as a favor for a friend. Before this incident, he was quite active in Pamperchu's thread, where his interest in vintage technology allowed him to identify several specific items owned by Pamperchu. Some of Jacob's posts in the thread suggest that he may have interacted with Pamperchu off-site and/or shared mutual friends.
Benjamin Jefferey Smith / Polybun: A babyfur best known as the perpetrator of the 2022 Normandale Park shooting in Portland, Oregon (video of the shooting here), which resulted in the deaths of two people. He was sentenced to life in prison. He is also noted for creating the #babyfur IRC channel on FurNet, which is likely where Pamperchu first met him. According to the end of this video, Pamperchu had personally known Polybun for 16 years before the shooting.
Pamperchu the pedophile, zoosadist, and ween enabler (2023-Present)
From now on, Pamperchu’s constant chatter about his personal life would remain a significant concern. Over the next few months, various weens would take note of his troubling beliefs and begin engaging with him to gather more information. Years of drug abuse and a life driven by fetishes may have seriously eroded his self-control, leading him to make increasingly erratic statements, even aside from the influence of these groups.At some point, Pamperchu was contacted by the Council of Evil, a group of Ethan Ralph a-logs who tried to convince Pamps to join their Discord server and talk with them. While Pamperchu was baited into talking about a few of these topics, that doesn’t make it any less appalling.
If you have the stomach, I highly encourage you to listen to the chat linked in this post because it’s genuinely one of the most unhinged things I’ve heard in my life. Topics discussed included dumpster diving for used diapers, eating them, how to lure children and having sex with them, how to take naked photos of children and sell them on the internet, how to go about kidnapping a child from an elementary school ("hypothetically", of course), and Pamperchu being asked that if he could pay $10,000 to legally have sex with a child regularly, would he do it (he answered yes). If you don’t have the stomach, here’s a slightly easier-to-digest snippet where he admits to having child porn, how he finds it via YouTube (and not the dark web), and how he protects his drives from authorities.
At this stage, even some of Pamperchu’s former friends felt he was beyond saving. One of his babyfur friends went so far as to create this “tribute video,” expressing the belief that Pamperchu was already a shell of his former self and that the years of cancer and meth use were finally taking their toll.
In March 2023, Pamperchu appeared in a Kiwi Farms chat hosted on Telegram Messenger. After verifying his identity, he began answering questions from Kiwis in real time, choosing to respond through voice messages instead of text. His replies were so disturbing that some Kiwis later doubted their authenticity, speculating whether someone was using an AI voice to make intentionally shocking statements. However, it was all genuine. The entire collection of voice clips can be listened to here, but as a few highlights, he stated he wants to torture monkeys, fuck a rabbit to death, then eat the rabbit’s corpse after fucking it. He also likes trying to run over squirrels in his car for fun. He then assured the chat that he would never fuck a child, but if a kid asked him to masturbate with him, he’d be okay with that. According to him, his mere presence causes kids to want to jerk off around him. Shortly after this, a moderator of the Telegram chat finally noticed what was going on and banned Pamperchu.
Not learning his lesson, Pamperchu would find another telegram chat with Kiwis and continue rambling about his philosophies and how much he loves children and diapers before he was banned again. A summary of this chat can be found here. Highlights include him discussing how he gets kids to show him their feet, and admitting he loves looking up videos of animals being crushed to death. Unsurprisingly, he was banned shortly after a mod noticed.
Following his second ban from a Kiwi chat, he managed to somehow stumble into a third chat, where, among other things:
-Bragged about watching two dogs have sex, trying to perform oral sex on a male cat and hamster, and also describing the taste of hamster semen as “too sour.”
-Describing a “practical joke” he once played on his neighbors, where he opened their bathroom window and loudly exclaimed his love of children and pedophilia, claiming the neighbors moved away the next day.
-Stated he may be a pedophile, but he is not antisemitic and doesn’t hate the Jews because his manager is Jewish.
-Still doing meth and having alcohol shakes every morning.
All of this was then followed up with Pamperchu overdosing on malt liquor and opioids, passing out, and his neighbor finding him unresponsive and calling 911.
Pamperchu’s inability to shut up would continue to draw weens to him, at which point two more notable cow crossovers happened within a couple of months of each other. First off, Matthew Schimmel/Naia Okami (the person from the famous "On all levels except physical, I am a wolf" clip) joined the chat and proceeded to interrogate Pamperchu for over an hour. This somehow caused several A-logs to freak out, and Pamperchu was finally banned from that chat.
Pamperchu somehow would later end up in a containment chat with Telegram/KF cow @Doomguy246. Most of their conversation was just two severely autistic lolcows talking over each other about video games, but at some point, Doomguy starts to ask Pamperchu multiple times where to find nude images of "14-17-year-old girls". Even Pamperchu managed to get uncomfortable with this line of questioning and left.
Pamperchu’s degeneracy finally hit critical mass in the summer of 2024, when he went into his personal Telegram chat and, with zero explanation, posted an NSFL video of a naked man having sex with a rabbit’s corpse. Pamperchu was then asked if he was the one fucking the rabbit, to which he replied, "No, that wasn't me, that’s somebody else. But I will let you know it’s one of my favorite videos. I’ve always wanted to do that."
Pamperchu the babysitter (Summer 2025)
Following this string of incidents, Pamperchu’s Telegram channel was taken offline, though it's unclear whether it was removed by Pamperchu himself or banned due to the disturbing content it contained. At that point, his only active social media presence was his YouTube channel, where he managed to maintain just enough self-control to continue being gross, but largely in ways that only put himself at risk. He avoided drawing further attention for about a year, until late July 2025, when he posted what may be one of his most unhinged videos to date.It’s a video that’s about as disturbing as possible without crossing into illegal content like depicting a murder. And when you consider all the other horrifying things already mentioned, that’s saying something. I cannot stress enough, watch this at your discretion.
To summarize the video, it begins with Pamperchu digging through a plastic bin full of soiled diapers. He loudly sniffs several of them on camera, commenting that they smell "so good," though it’s “an acquired taste.” He then pulls out a soiled diaper he claims has been sitting in the bin for over a year, opens it on camera, and starts salivating at the idea of putting it in his microwave. After rubbing some of the feces on his hands, he shoves the diaper into the microwave and says, “Yeah, I’m disgusting. You better believe it.”
While walking around his house waiting for it to cook, he shows off toys and knickknacks scattered around the room, bragging about the ammonia the diaper is generating and loudly sniffing it on camera. He then declares himself a “top scientist and doctor,” insisting that scientists like to do “goofy and crazy things” too. When the microwave finishes, Pamperchu pulls out the diaper and immediately lets it splatter on the carpet. He again brags about how good it smells, saying he’s going to put it back in the plastic bin later. He then tosses it onto the carpet in another room. He goes on to boast about getting high from huffing ammonia with an unnamed friend, followed by “putting our feet in our faces.”
Pamperchu then sits on his couch and sings Old McDonald, bragging that he’s a cult leader and wants kids to grow up worshiping the “Church of Pamperchu.” He says that earlier in the day, a kid threw eggs at his house while calling him a “diaper beast.” He then segues into showing off several boxes of children’s toys lying outside his house before stating, “If you have a kid or are a kid, please knock on my door politely and come on in. I’ll clean for you and I’ll cook for you. I’ll do anything to have a child.”
The video ends with a brief cut to his roommate, who is playing video games in the living room. He tries to ignore Pamperchu and focus on the game, but Pamperchu continues to ramble and pester him for about a minute before he says, “Stop, I’m busy.” The video abruptly stops.
Closing thoughts
Michael Gifford / Pamperchu became known in certain internet communities for his unusual lifestyle and interests. Over time, the person behind the username seemed to fade from view, leaving only the Pamperchu persona. As of this writing, Pamperchu is still alive and not yet dead from cancer, but it’s worth taking a closer look at how things reached this point.
Pamperchu became well known for his interest in old technology, discontinued products, and wearing diapers as part of a lifestyle choice. These behaviors were often met with confusion or criticism, but they also drew attention from people who were curious or entertained by his online presence. His passion for forgotten or discarded items (like vintage computers or expired food) reflected a deeper interest in things others overlooked.
What caused his decline is hard to say for sure. Some blame his family, who were enabling his behavior. Others point to internet friends like Steve and Paul, who seemed to take advantage of his trusting nature. Many believe that the weens encouraged him to share too much about his life, often for laughs at his expense. Drug use may have also played a role. These influences created a situation where it was hard for him to grow or change in a healthy way.
At the same time, Pamperchu's story also includes serious concerns. Some of the things he said or did absolutely crossed lines, especially when it came to inappropriate thoughts involving minors or animals. These parts of his life can't be ignored, and they raise real questions about safety and accountability. While he clearly faced challenges, being an adult means learning when something is harmful and taking steps to change.
Pamperchu often seemed stuck in place. His desire to remain childlike, when paired with outside pressure and unhealthy habits, made it harder for him to move forward. Instead of growing, he stayed in a loop of the same behaviors, year after year.
In the end, his story is a complicated one. It’s a mix of personal struggle, community failure, and poor influences. Whether people saw him as a curiosity, a cautionary tale, or something in between, Pamperchu is a reminder of how easily things can spiral when support, structure, and responsibility are missing.
Special Thanks
In no specific order, I’d like to give a shoutout to the following Kiwis for providing really good info and/or help with this OP@Bill Nyehilism for writing an earlier attempt at an OP that gave me a good starting point
@Harm for providing feedback on a rough draft of this OP
@Daddy's Little Shitbag for picking out some relevant videos to reference
@stillgay for documenting Pamp’s Telegram chats
@Roxanne Wolf for documenting Pamp’s conversations in KF’s Kennel Club chat
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