panic attack - 8/1/2018

[FitBitch]

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA... welcome to real life, nigga

Reminder she's having a panic attack over forgetting to grab a tube of ground turkey to make chili slop with. If forgetting a grocery item causes her to emotionally spiral out of control real life would make her suicidal.

 

[Pimp daddy Destiny]

When you realize the money isn't worth it.

 

[stronkwonk]

She goes off of her medications, and then is shocked that she feels bad again. Fat dumb dumb.

 

[Paging Dr. Now]

Take meds = stop anxiety attacks and crying spells

Stop taking meds = anxiety and crying

?????? What to do?

 

[Long time lurker]

Of course you're in the Walmart parking lot. Cant even waddle to the scooter.

I think that was the real reason for the tears.

Edited:

Is it terrible that I have no sympathy for this fucking sow?

I don't think so. Amber has made a living of trying to get sympathy from people. I have no shame to admit I don't feel bad for scammers. Amber created the hell she lives in, and for the most part, she's very pleased with it.

 

[thejackal]

To see her actually displaying a semblance of real emotion that isn't smugness or contempt made me almost feel sorry for her...but then I realized she filmed herself crying for asspats, and the feeling went away.

The only sympathy I feel is around clueless rubes like AL getting hooked on over prescribed anti depressants.

 

[pickleniggo]

What a joke.

 

[Very Honest Content]

Fatter.

 

[Puta Bruja]

What a pathetic blubbering fucking mess lol.. Triggered over tube turkey meat ffs. She has no shame. This video will stay up for the monies.

 

[RiceBall]

You guessed it! Another sit down video. This time in Becky's car in the Wal-Mart parking lot. She's there to shop for processed food to make some chili. Her eyes look terrible.

She's fighting back the tears. She claims "Mental things is scary", such as depression, schizophrenia, and blah blah blah. Not being able to control your mind or your emotions is the scariest thing in the world.She struggled with depression months ago. She's claim she was easily triggered. She was so sad during those times it felt like a relative just died and she's mourning their death.

She has anxiety and deals with panic attacks. It was at its worse when she was in Arizona.She would have like 5 a day. She would feel chest pain and have trouble breathing. Sounds more like a weight problem to me. Just kidding...kind of.

In Virginia, they went away, because her life wasn't as miserable as it was in Arizona.Depression was also bad in Florida.She's trying to get her whimpers out before Becky comes back so she won't feel bad. Thinkin' about someone else for once.

Her depression in Kentucky is comparable to her time in Arizona. She was terrified of going to the doctor for it (still is). She started taking meds (Wellbutrin) when she was 10. Sad times. She started taking Wellbutrin again recently, but it wasn't working. It increased her anxiety and made her even bitchier.She then started taking Lexapro 3 months ago, but she's been off of it for the last week. She stopped crying once she started taking it even from things that trigger her. It also makes her less bitchy. She doesn't like taking it, because it makes her feel numb. She admitted being 500 ellbees is not normal. Being off meds makes her mean and lash out at Becky. She regrets going off meds, but she hates taking them. She just wants to be normal without meds. She wonders if she should get back on it.

Becky's back with the groceries, as you can see from the formless blob slowly waddling in the background. She's drenched in sweat and breathing hard from the act of shopping. Amber feels more outgoing off lexapro. Becky thinks otherwise. Amber also believes her content is better when she's not taking it.Becky said her meds (venlafaxine) makes her sweat a lot, tired, unmotivated (obesity doesn't help with that either, which Amber touches up on), but it makes her not feel worthless. Hamber feels better after venting and crying. The end.

 

[Viridian]

So a fellow YouTube deathfat threw shade on her over being a liar and a hypocrite, and now she suddenly wants to talk about her anxiety/panic attacks/depression so she can cry on camera and get sympathy. The timing is extremely telling.

 

[Nido]

Now we back to using mental illness to get views. God this is cringy and gross. Love her "Oh I don't want Becky to see me like this/feel bad so I'm just gonna record it and upload it online so EVERYONE can see it"

What is the point of this video? We know she's depressed. We know she's fucked up. We know that she's not doing anything about it. She says Lexapro works for her so like why we here? Depression is an awful thing and I wouldn't wish it on anyone but I also have little sympathy for toxic people who use their depression as an excuse for their shitty behavior.

This was a very calm panic attack. I've never heard of anyone deciding to record themselves during a panic attack; all the panic attacks I've seen the person is begging to go to the goddamn hospital b/c they think they're fucking dying.

Lololol they talk about how depression medication can cause weight gain (at about the 12:25 mark). AL tries to share her wealth of knowledge on healthy eating. Depression medication definitely can cause weight gain but for some reason I think the constant pilgrimages to the Cheesecake Factory might be a bigger factor here.

Just another boring sit-down, not really worth watching.

 

[Sreee]

The next vid, will be "Heart attack", stay tuned.

 

[Sunshy1]

She's crying because the Walmart scooters only hold up to 500 lbs (true story!), so she had to stay in the car.

 

[Welcome to Chin Dab 101]

Claims she felt numb while overall feeling less anxious and not crying at the drop of a hat...

Gorl is a fucking idiot. Just because you're not on a high, doesn't mean you're numb.

I feel sad for Becky. She has to deal with crazy (holey) pants Beanbag, while trying to manage her own depression.

 

[Whatthefuck]

Now we back to using mental illness to get views. God this is cringy and gross. Love her "Oh I don't want Becky to see me like this/feel bad so I'm just gonna record it and upload it online so EVERYONE can see it"

What is the point of this video? We know she's depressed. We know she's fucked up. We know that she's not doing anything about it. She says Lexapro works for her so like why we here? Depression is an awful thing and I wouldn't wish it on anyone but I also have little sympathy for toxic people who use their depression as an excuse for their shitty behavior.

This was a very calm panic attack. I've never heard of anyone deciding to record themselves during a panic attack; all the panic attacks I've seen the person is begging to go to the goddamn hospital b/c they think they're fucking dying.

Lololol they talk about how depression medication can cause weight gain (at about the 12:25 mark). AL tries to share her wealth of knowledge on healthy eating. Depression medication definitely can cause weight gain but for some reason I think the constant pilgrimages to the Cheesecake Factory might be a bigger factor here.

Just another boring sit-down, not really worth watching.

It appears Hambert's version of a panic attack is what most people refer to as toddler-esque temper tantrums. I'm not a doctor, but I've seen people have anxiety attacks and literally none of them would be taking out a fucking camera and filming themselves during or immediately afterward. She has a penchant for self-diagnosing. I think she freaked out at Becky because she'd already put away her WalMart scooter and gotten in the car and realized they'd forgotten the disgusting tube turkey. She freaked out at Becky then called it a panic attack when she realized she was really just being a brat and needed Beckster to go back in and get the food because the Binge Monster was hangry. That combined with not taking her meds for a week which would naturally make you unstable is what gives us this riveting "content".

 

[Faggot Gift]

If this was actually a panic attack she wouldn't be filming. There isn't even any snot coming out of her nose for fuck's sake. Over half of Americans suffer from a mental disorder Amber but most people get on with their lives, hold actual jobs, and aren't the weight of a dumpster.

 

[sperginity]

If her SSRI stops working after a few months she probably needs to add deplin (or buy knock off deplin from amazon because deplin is fucking expensive). This is a pretty recent breakthrough, but people who have their SSRIs crap out on them have a gene mutation that makes them unable to metabolize folate correctly, and folate is required for SSRIs to work correctly in the long term. So now you can buy pills of methylated folate to compensate.

I cannot fucking believe becky is on effexor. That is one of the hardest withdrawals in the drug class and should be used as a last resort for that reason.

This is why you should only go to a GP to fill your psych scripts after working with a psychiatrist to stabalize for a long period of time. Get the drugs right and then have your gp fill the scripts. Otherwise you get shit like this.

 

[NOT Sword Fighter Super]

>Films a "secret blog" while Necky is in Walmart so she won't feel bad

>uploads it to the internet for the world to see


These panic attacks sound an awful lot like heart attacks...

"I hate putting medicine into my body"
Yes, you'd much rather put junk food into it.

Spoiler: Lol, I love Necky's complete lack of giving a shit.

Funny how she goes from an all-out bawling session to being completely calm and normal. I guess that's our bipolar GORL!

 

[Synthwave]

Well, that would be more sincere if you wouldn’t be making money of it.

This is a classic.

1. I don’t take my medicine, I am out of control and I have panic attacks.
2. I take my medicine, feel somewhat balanced and in control.

So I will choose option 1, because I don’t want to be medicated. The fuck is with this mentality? You have clearly stated on multiple occasions that you have mental disorders and to treat them, you take medication. There is a disconnection in Amber’s brain in between the problem and solution, the logical thinking and problem solving are replaced with emotional hysteria. Amber knows this but chooses to go down the path of more panic attacks and anxiety when the solution is offered on a silver platter.

I normally feel for those who actually suffer from these types of things but stupidity is something I have no sympathy for.

|| EDIT: Stupidity of my own + grammar