Parrhesia - To Speak Everything

[Little oak tree]

Yeah so what should I do just die?
Idk. Maybe morality is what made me go this crazy in the first place, just a reaction of all the contradiction of life

 

[Little oak tree]

You need to separate yourself from your past self it doesn't exist. But I want to keep on the facade cuz I don't accept what I am. But these faggots want to kill me should I kill them back.

 

[Little oak tree]

Is that the contradiction, that they want to kill me and I preach non violence but I'm actually very violent and just keep going through life being a cynic. But that's the shell. How to free yourself from the shell

 

[Little oak tree]

I'm foolish bro why do I depend of others sight to give me shape, and when I'm solid its still just a pharse . Everything is so complex and I'm such a fag but I want to be brought into the light you can study me for it to be purposeful

 

[Little oak tree]

What binds me to this. I'm getting fucking lost because I'm very sleepy but can't sleep

 

[Little oak tree]

My own mind

 

[Little oak tree]

Sweet things and spikes

 

[Little oak tree]

Fuck you Wolfe my controversialness is empty, I emptied it on myself because I'm confused.
It's alright if you want to test something on me at this point I'm so traumatized I can morph into anything (not true everyone can see I'm a weirdo) and just the shame bro

 

[Little oak tree]

It's releasing to tell stuff but sometimes you need to take yourself into an extreme to find the words. I keep trying to rationalize stuff

 

[Little oak tree]

What do you expect now a slap in the wrist? A little hair pull? Fuck you

 

[Little oak tree]

I want awareness but how can I have it if I'm so fucking alone

 

[Little oak tree]

You're pathetic wimp
Calm your tits don't you see I'm suffering
Yes but I'm suffering too and you are a sadistic fuck that wants to run from his darkness by projecting it outwards

 

[Little oak tree]

Then what am I supposed to do with it the same cunts that demonize me are the ones that raped me in the first place

 

[Little oak tree]

These dudes tell you to kill yourself, maybe they want to go to Mars maybe it's a collective metaphor that we need to integrate that urgently

 

[Little oak tree]

But how can I integrate assertiveness with such a masochistic fag whore slut

 

[Little oak tree]

I thought I was void but when I thought about gay fucking I felt a bit whole explain that bitch

 

[Little oak tree]

Maybe if we strip stuff to it's basics. Let's deconstruct your fetish. Why do you dress like a girl how do you feel you dumb bitch
I feel release from being a man filled with potential but unable to use it (fuck u)

 

[Little oak tree]

To make diamonds you need extreme pressures.

 

[Little oak tree]

People are just people we are just foolish and retarded. But you feel envious that I can be free from your autism and dream stupid dreams aren't you lool

 

[Little oak tree]

Fuck you idiot you sound more stupid than me