I think I need to learn what the heck I've been doing wrong.
Maybe not. Like I said earlier this morning, you may not be capable of totally coming to grips with
why some of your behavior is objectionable or disturbing. That's okay in a sense, you don't
have to understand it, but what you do need to understand and (more importantly) accept is that a lot of people here and elsewhere on the internet
do see what's wrong with it. People like myself and loads of others that are trying to help you
do see the problem with some of the things you've done. If you've got a lot of people telling you your behavior is bad
it probably is. Just take it for what it is, look back over the things people have told you about and try to minimize that behavior.
Since there will always have this stain, this makes me agitated, but I can at least bury it as best as I can.
I don't recommend it. If hypothetically speaking you
do manage to turn things around, it's good to have a reminder of how things used to be so you're given impetus not to slink back to that point.
Either way, *YOU* are not perfect, either!
Sure aren't, but I do know, by in large, how to conduct myself on the internet, and if I do something that doesn't sit well with a bunch of people, then I know how to fix it, or do good damage control at the least. Correct me if I'm wrong, but part of the reason you're here is because you realize there's a problem with the reputation you've gotten, right?