🐷 The Killstream General Discussion Thread - Discuss Ethan Ralph's stagnant Killstream and his appearances on other shows.

[Truly Rural]

So he finally understands why we were wondering if he died on stream many times during pillstreams, yeah you might just fucking die. Glad we are on the same page for once Ralph.

 

[Vernon Dozier]

There is absolutely no way he went from 12 mg of Xanax to zero in five days. None.

He assumes people are retarded. Ralph is probably patting himself on the back for being Ralphasober by taking 2-3 bars a day now.

Yeah, it can take months to taper psychiatric medicines especially benzodiazepines due to the effect they have on GABA.

 

[AltisticRight]

Overdosing on pills runs in the family as Ralph admits his Aunt used Xanax for 30 years and died (6:05)

Nobody runs in your family Ethan because all of you are fat useless fucks.
You're all fat. You can't run. Fat. FAT.

 

[AncientPhosphur]

Nobody runs in your family Ethan because all of you are fat useless fucks.
You're all fat. You can't run. Fat. FAT.

We’re still waiting on the 2 mile spite walk he promised us

 

[Tiger Jack]

There is absolutely no way he went from 12 mg of Xanax to zero in five days. None.

He assumes people are retarded. Ralph is probably patting himself on the back for being Ralphasober by taking 2-3 bars a day now.

I think he likes to exaggerate about the amount he takes either because 1. he's an idiot and can't remember and/or 2. he still thinks abusing drugs makes him look badass and cool like his hero Hunter S. Thompson.

 

[Sicko Hunter]

I think he likes to exaggerate about the amount he takes either because 1. he's an idiot and can't remember and/or 2. he still thinks abusing drugs makes him look badass and cool like his hero Hunter S. Thompson.

There's also a good chance he can't actually remember how much he was taking because high doses of Xanax totally ruins your ability to create new memories.

 

[Rage Pig]

Piggertits seems to have lost around 70 core viewers during his rehab. He used to have 350 on average before, today and yesterday he's hovering around 270. These users most likely stumbled upon a fresh painted wall, watched the paint drying and realized that it was more exciting than watching the Piggertitstream. He also used to gain viewers during the first few hours, now he's losing viewers.

1:41 hours in 277 viewers.

2:26 hours in down to 250 viewers.

 

[MirnaMinkoff]

I think he likes to exaggerate about the amount he takes either because 1. he's an idiot and can't remember and/or 2. he still thinks abusing drugs makes him look badass and cool like his hero Hunter S. Thompson.

No, with how cheap and easily accessible Xanax are in Mexico I don’t think it’s an exaggeration at all, it could even be underplaying how much he takes. People build tolerances to benzos fairly quickly and it gets worse overtime.

Ralph has been abusing benzos most of his adult life, but was limited mostly by availability and then by cost. He got strung out bad in the late aught days of online pop- pharmacies that would ship you 250 Xanax for $200 but 50/50 the package made it thru customs and the sites were like a whack-a-mole game of one getting shut and finding another. He has said he had his first benzo withdrawal seizure back then.

Ralph is living in a place he can buy them basically OTC and cheaply. With his addictive personality and I could see him getting up to 20 mg a day, no problem. He has no self-control and he forgets how much he’s taken and takes more.

I think he will consider himself sober if he gets to around 6 mg a day, but it’s unlikely he can do that long term. He cut back only to ramp back up.

His goal is not sobriety but being a functional addict that can manage to stream X hours a day, 5 days a week without his drug abuse being painfully obvious to even those naive about drug use. Drinking is usually what foils his sobriety role play because it, on top of daily Xanax usage, pushes him into slurring zombie territory after a few beers.

 

[Gruntgar The Indentured]

No, with how cheap and easily accessible Xanax are in Mexico I don’t think it’s an exaggeration at all, it could even be underplaying how much he takes. People build tolerances to benzos fairly quickly and it gets worse overtime.

In the late 80's early 90's it was easy as fuck to get blister packs of Diazepam 10's if you were willing to drive a few hours to tacoland. I imagine it is exponentially worse now with the boo-hoo leftoids melting down about their "feels." Gotta' make the hard choice between procuring their HRT on the darkweb at a markup and getting their boo-hoo pills for a cross border discount.

 

[Riverfagg1599]

you know, I'm aware in internet bloodsports of all kinds you're expected to take a side but to be totally honest with y'all I can't bring myself to hate any of these people. they all make me laugh for different reasons. Ralph, Milo, and the whole Sektur, Dax and Vito. They all bring me a seemingly endless amount of entertainment with their pure abilities to amaze me at how retarded and gay a bunch of grown men could be. I've been laughing at them all for a decade now and I hope they're still around for me to laugh at for another.

The only cow I've felt genuine anger towards that hasn't diddled a kid is andy ditch tbh.

 

[el bandito loco]

People build tolerances to benzos fairly quickly and it gets worse overtime.

yeah, unless you've been around it, it sounds insane. my best friend growing up became addicted to benzos directly after high school. ended up kicking it after a couple years then got on painkillers, then heroin. he's been entirely sober like 5 plus years now. but anyways, at the height of his benzo usage if I didn't see it myself multiple times I wouldn't believe it. I saw him straight up take 30 xanax on more than one occasion, chase it with beer or prescription cough syrup, I used to refer to him as the unkillable man. the thing about benzos (or at least xanax) is it is basically impossible to traditionally overdose on it. people who die from it's usually caused by mixing them with other things (why I referred to him as I did because he did that all the time and was fine) or their breathing just slows down so much they stop and die in their sleep. back then you could get the bars for 50 cents or a buck. he bought and took them like a drinker might buy a 6/12 pack of beer after work, and drink a 30 rack on their day off. he'd take 10 bars at once on like a normal tuesday and go to work and come home and function all day even though he was fucked up. I'd take a half of one sometimes and be fucked up. I also saw how quickly that tolerance built up in him, it took like a month or two of everyday and before I knew it he was taking inhuman amounts multiple times a day. even though he ended up on other stuff later, a rehab saved his life back then because benzo withdrawls especially for someone taking ridiculous amounts of it, can straight up kill you. it's some serious shit. there's like a whole 3 year period of that guy's life from 18ish-21 that he can remember almost nothing about because he was off the xanax so long. I'd heard my whole life retards say they took like 50 mg of this or that drug and always thought it was bullshit, but I know for a fact with benzos some people literally do shit like that and it doesn't kill them.

The only cow I've felt genuine anger towards that hasn't diddled a kid is andy ditch tbh.

yeah, there are only a few that actually irk me, there's a lot I hate as people but they provide enough entertainment I don't really wish harm on them beyond their own fuckups having cause and effect. a lot of these guys have given me more laughs than almost anything else ever has.

 

[Scorpion From MK]

Ralph had an interview with Tommy C on February 6th.

1:25-51:15

Spoiler: AI Summary

00:00:00 In this section, Ethan Ralph reflects on his recent experience in rehab during his first interview after leaving, discussing his emotional goodbye message and the feedback he received. He mentions his struggles with substance use and the importance of building a support network, particularly since he feels isolated in Mexico. Ralph acknowledges that his initial message implied uncertainty about his return but also aimed to lighten the mood amid serious topics. He shares insights about his health challenges and the guidance he received from medical professionals. The conversation shifts to the challenges he faces in maintaining his edgy show persona while staying sober, with Ralph asserting that he intends to resist reverting to alcohol.

00:05:00 In this section, Ethan Ralph discusses his journey of sobriety and the events leading up to his recent stint in rehab. He mentions that he had been sober for about 70 days over the past few months, but fell off the wagon on New Year's Eve after being over-served while on a trip to Mexico. Ralph reflects on a planned confrontation with Milo at Dick Masterson's house, which was canceled by Milo after Ralph shared a video while not sober. This chain of events, coupled with Milo's comments about Ralph on air, frustrated him and fueled a desire for a "big win." Despite the challenges, Ralph emphasizes the importance of being sober when seeing his son and acknowledges that the situation with Milo and the ensuing fallout contributed to his decision to seek help again.

00:10:00 In this section, the speaker reflects on the authenticity of Ethan Ralph's right-wing persona, suggesting that Ralph has played up extreme views for shock value rather than staying true to his political beliefs. The speaker accuses Ralph of being a "fake right-wing wacko" who is trapped by his own image and struggles with alcoholism, implying that his motivations for hosting provocative guests, like David Duke, stem from a desire for fame rather than genuine ideological commitment. Ralph responds by asserting that he considers himself a shock jock rather than a political figure, emphasizing his love for politics and comedy while contesting the notion that he politically aligns with any specific party. He acknowledges a complex political evolution, indicating a more libertarian stance influenced by past leftist values, especially around free speech. The conversation reveals a tension between performance and authenticity in the realm of political commentary.

00:15:00 In this section, the discussion revolves around past controversies related to doxxing, particularly during the Gamergate era. The speaker claims to identify as a disaffected Democrat, asserting that they maintain their core beliefs, including supporting drug legalization, despite their audience's disagreement. The conversation touches on various individuals in the gaming and political community, including Ian Miles Cheong and Randy Harper, with references to the aggressive tactics used in online discourse, such as deep research and personal attacks. The speaker reflects on an instance where a false and outrageous claim was made about them, acknowledging the chaos generated by online relationships and rivalries in that space, ultimately suggesting that intense personal conflicts are a part of the scene’s culture.

00:20:00 In this section, Ethan Ralph discusses the complexities of his relationships within the online drama landscape, particularly focusing on conflicts with individuals like Andy and Warski. He reflects on accusations made against him and others, confesses that he has both defended and attacked some people based on his experiences, and acknowledges how his reputation for feuding affects his ability to get guests for his show. Ralph touches on the influence of his drinking and volatile personality as part of his public persona, suggesting that he has sometimes leaned into these traits rather than confronting them. Ultimately, he expresses a desire for change following his rehab stint, although he admits to bringing his ranting style along for the ride while pondering if he can grow beyond the chaos.

00:25:00 In this section, the discussion revolves around Ethan Ralph's struggles with substance abuse and his experiences with rehab. Ralph acknowledges his past tendencies to engage aggressively with others and the temptation to revert to old habits, expressing a desire to be more circumspect in his public persona while still entertaining his audience. He reflects on the reality of aging and health concerns, noting that he has lost weight and achieved some sobriety streaks, yet stresses the importance of continuing to work on himself as he approaches 40. The conversation touches on medical issues, including heart surgery, and personal anecdotes about past behaviors related to prescription medications like Xanax, ultimately portraying a more relaxed and introspective side of Ralph that contrasts with his previously tumultuous reputation.

00:30:00 In this section, the speaker reflects on personal growth and the impact of their past actions, expressing a mix of regret and hope for the future. They acknowledge their relationships, especially with their young son, as a source of motivation to improve and make positive changes in their life. The conversation touches on the dichotomy of public perception, capturing the idea that some may watch out of dislike, while others genuinely show support. The speaker mentions a desire for redemption and the possibility of influencing others positively, despite their tumultuous history in the public eye. They also share a sentiment of accountability, especially regarding past mistakes, highlighting a search for a more meaningful second chapter in life.

00:35:00 In this section, Ethan Ralph reflects on his recent struggles and the impact they have had on his life and relationships. He shares a conversation with a friend about feeling the need for a significant win after a challenging week, suggesting that his past behavior may have been influenced by drug-induced mania. Ralph acknowledges his mistakes but expresses hope for the future, particularly regarding his career and legacy, as well as his commitment to showing positive aspects of himself. He discusses his complicated relationships with figures like Milo, with whom he has had conflicts but maintains occasional communication, and with Metar, for whom he feels regret over harsh past comments, particularly regarding Metar's health. Despite past tensions, Ralph conveys a willingness to move forward while acknowledging that some relationships, like the one with Metar, may remain strained.

00:40:00 In this section, Ethan Ralph reflects on his tumultuous relationship with a fellow internet personality, discussing how he felt baited into conflicts and emotional exchanges, particularly after a physical altercation he endured in Portugal. He describes a significant moment of vulnerability during a stream with another content creator, Monday Matt, where he felt blindsided by revelations made by Matt that contradicted their agreement. Ralph expresses a sense of betrayal, recognizing that while he had considered them friends, the other person did not share the same sentiment. He discusses his health challenges, including multiple concussions and a recent surgery, which contributed to his mindset during these interactions. Ultimately, he acknowledges that he may have been too emotionally invested in the conflicts and should have approached them more thoughtfully.

00:45:00 In this section, the speaker discusses their experiences and perspectives regarding their interactions with internet personalities, particularly Ethan Ralph and Keemstar. They reflect on feeling mischaracterized in their professional relationships, expressing a desire for more straightforward conclusions to collaborations rather than being framed as the antagonist. The speaker mentions their relative unfamiliarity with older YouTube culture, noting that they don't hold the same reverence for long-established figures in the internet world. They contemplate the nature of their internet fame, describing it as "infamous" rather than truly famous, and acknowledge the challenges unique to internet personalities, including the pressure of constant public scrutiny without the protective buffers enjoyed by traditional celebrities. They express a preference for a modest growth in their online presence rather than seeking mainstream fame, contemplating the balance between public life and personal peace. The segment concludes with the speaker promoting their upcoming live stream and reflecting on the authenticity of their interactions.

00:50:00 In this section, the discussion focuses on Ethan Ralph's recent interview and his struggles with sobriety and family life. The interviewer reflects on the importance of maintaining connections in the entertainment industry and shares insights on the impact of parenthood on Ralph's perspective after he mentioned the fear of not being there for his children. The conversation touches on the complexities of personal responsibility, addiction, and the notion that having children can motivate individuals to strive for sobriety, though it's acknowledged that this is not a universal truth. The dialogue also reveals a mix of skepticism and support for Ralph's sincerity during the interview, highlighting the nuanced feelings surrounding issues of addiction and family.

Archive of the summary: https://ghostarchive.org/archive/JgQz3

 

[Dixieland Buckaroo]

Ralph had an interview with Tommy C on February 6th.

I appreciate the summary, but that's still a lot of words for "Ralph lying and making shit up for an hour".

 

[Rage Pig]

On the fifth Killstream after his return from rehab, Piggertits ran out of guests. That's a pity, he had such a strong start with nano niche e-celebs Adam Green, Sven Soffels, Colonel Kurtz and Patrick Howley. I was expecting JD Vance and Kanye West this week and Donald Trump and the Pope next week.

But it seems that he can't even get a washed up child abuser like Balldo Rekieta to appear on his show.

You should retweet and tag him this time Piggertits, he must've missed your invite.

 

[Capt. Jean Luc Ritard]

Styxenhammer still tied up with family stuff and can't do that rain check he promised huh

 

[Mr. Manchester]

Ralph should try to get Keffals on again. It would be a great meeting of the drug addicted retard minds!

 

[EyeGuy]

Good old-fashioned retard fight as Ralph and former paypig "Fear & Loathing" holler at each other:

Source

 

[Get the rope Macaulay!]

He also used to gain viewers during the first few hours, now he's losing viewers.

or maybe they just changed the algo viewership boost. i have a hard time believing he has 250 core viewers, although i also don't believe he makes at least $50 in donations a day or that his chat full of emote spamming retards is truely that active.

 

[AltisticRight]

Ralph should try to get Keffals on again.

We know Ethan would like more than just getting on Keffals...

 

[Braphamut]

We know Ethan would like more than just getting on Keffals...

We knew, we knew
back in twenty-two


they both groomed highschool students
big polysubstance abusers
insatiable lust for Jersh
wildly deformed chesticles

This missed opportunity is as big a tragedy as Gator letting Pantsu slip on the rebound.