🐷 The Killstream General Discussion Thread - Discuss Ethan Ralph's stagnant Killstream and his appearances on other shows.

Will Faith and/or Amanda get another DVRO after this pillstream?

  • YES. Suffa piggy.

    Votes: 278 71.8%
  • NO! Another Ralphamale W.

    Votes: 109 28.2%

  • Total voters
    387
Not sure if this should be posted here or on the kino casino thread, but Andy and PPP were affirming that Gunt was sniffing coke or whatever during his last pillstream. However I noticed a light flicker at 3:21:30~40 / 8:32:50 (dakka stream) when Gunt was hiding his face off camera, could he be smoking crack or meth instead of snorting stuff?
If there's something I'd trust Warsky on it would be his expertise ond doing drugs on stream
 
I wonder if he will drink more today. If he keeps this bender going he’s going to be in trouble real fast. He’ll go into DTs when he stops and he’ll lose his fucking mind. Pantsu is going to see what being married to an alcoholic is all about.

Congrats on the wedding 🫡
He probably figures he's trapped her now so he has no reason not to release the rage pig entirely. Watch for her to start "tripping and falling" a lot. She's probably one of those brainless twats who think marrying an abusive alcoholic will clean him up rather than exactly the opposite.

It's not like he's even a jovial or happy drunk, he's a miserable bastard.
 
He probably figures he's trapped her now so he has no reason not to release the rage pig entirely. Watch for her to start "tripping and falling" a lot. She's probably one of those brainless twats who think marrying an abusive alcoholic will clean him up rather than exactly the opposite.

It's not like he's even a jovial or happy drunk, he's a miserable bastard.
I don't think that's quite the household dynamic. Pantsu is probably trying to low key kill Ralph; ordering bottles of tequila delivered while Ralph is pilled out on xannies and coming on a pillstream to encourage/enable his death spiral. She's even the one going on twitter to stir up shit now that Ralph is in zombie mode. The Killstream Kween is calling the shots now.
 
Exactly except he fails to realize he's not partying lol. He was fucked up at Ralphamania and the bowling event but I think that's fine. Those are actual events with other people, if you wanna get fucked up and go hard, go for it piggy boy.

This is him getting blackout drunk on a Thursday afternoon so he can sit and talk at a computer screen. That's not partying, that's just sad.
Totally, what this fat wigger wants people to believe and reality are vast distances apart.

He wants people to believe that Mexico is great, and he isn't living in a shit shack to avoid legal problems back home. He wants you to believe that everything is fine, he's winning and in no way is it all getting to him yet again.

He forgets he's already written about how he has a nagging voice in his head that says don't respond, this is stupid, this is causing unnecessary trouble - but then he remembers that's not the Ralphamale way.
 
I think they charged tickets to Cuba on his card or it was Meigh flying down to live with Ralph
 
Didn't Harry say they charged plane tickets on his credit card or did my brain make that up?
He said they charged the wedding and kept it to under $1k. I don't remember him specifying what all was charged. I just looked and the ceremony is advertised as $349, $1-200 for the photos, plus some shitrate hotel and tickets he got through Caesar rewards. It makes sense that the fraud would include tickets. I suspect the $150 dress was already bought for NJ before the change of plans.
 
"I fucked some dogs back in the day"

-Ethan Ralph (he's almost crying when he says this)
SOUND CLIP!
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MANTSU sighting.

She definitely wants to be there.

Ralph: You're my soul mate.

Mantsu: What crimes did you commit for that to happen? (awkward laugh)

Ralph: (slurring) You're my soul mate.

Mantsu: We do fit together very well.

Ralph: If you weren't, I'd kill you.

Not even making that quote up, he literally just said that.

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"Please God get him to stop touching me"
I have theorized that Pantsu started spiking Gunt's pot with Spice or something since she entered the picture.

Meigh will eventually initiate divorce proceedings and ask for an Order of Protection. When she does, that clip is going to be on the top of the pile of evidence. It may be a while, but there’ll come a day when Gunt really regrets saying that.
I'm sure Pantsu has that clip in her "MMP" folder on her Just In Case flash drive.
 
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He said they charged the wedding and kept it to under $1k. I don't remember him specifying what all was charged. I just looked and the ceremony is advertised as $349, $1-200 for the photos, plus some shitrate hotel and tickets he got through Caesar rewards. It makes sense that the fraud would include tickets. I suspect the $150 dress was already bought for NJ before the change of plans.
No. It was plane tickets from Vegas to Philly.
 
He is 100% fucked off his tits right now though on some form of script downer that's OTC in Mexico, mixed with booze. He just hit another massive rock bottom.
Can confirm getting high would be easier now that he's in Mexico.

I live ~30 mins from the border & regularly go over to buy meds. There's a lot of psychiatric drugs *like benzos* that don't require a prescription. I know because I've bought Xanax & Lexapro for my aunt.

Some pharmacies will require a Rx for Adderall for example (lol yes, I've asked) but you just gotta find a pharmacist that'll look the other way. Many will do because they only give a fuck about a sale.

Oh yeah, Cialis & Viagra are ~70 bucks a box, otc as well.
 
Can confirm getting high would be easier now that he's in Mexico.

I live ~30 mins from the border & regularly go over to buy meds. There's a lot of psychiatric drugs *like benzos* that don't require a prescription. I know because I've bought Xanax & Lexapro for my aunt.

Some pharmacies will require a Rx for Adderall for example (lol yes, I've asked) but you just gotta find a pharmacist that'll look the other way. Many will do because they only give a fuck about a sale.

Oh yeah, Cialis & Viagra are ~70 bucks a box, otc as well.
Back in the day in Tijuana there used to be pharmacists which were colocated with a doctor who would write you whatever prescription you wanted off, ordered off a menu, including stuff like actual opiates, which you were then able to fill, all for a flat fee. I have no idea if they cracked down on this or not, I haven't been to Mexico in ~20 years.
 
Totally, what this fat wigger wants people to believe and reality are vast distances apart.

He wants people to believe that Mexico is great, and he isn't living in a shit shack to avoid legal problems back home. He wants you to believe that everything is fine, he's winning and in no way is it all getting to him yet again.

He forgets he's already written about how he has a nagging voice in his head that says don't respond, this is stupid, this is causing unnecessary trouble - but then he remembers that's not the Ralphamale way.
Ralph desperately promoting his grand Mexican living because he was trying to get someone, anyone, to move down there. He’s lonely and miserable, but a AF incel moving down there wouldn’t change anything and probably make things worse. He desperately needs a new Gator because he has no IRL or online friends. Somebody should create a Gator chat bot to help allievate Gunt’s loneliness.

Ralph is wallowing now and has nothing to look forward to except more cheap booze/Xanax, a wife and child he finds irritating af but now has to support and endless days sitting in front of his computer racking his little brain on how to convince a fast dwindling number of morons to give him more $3 superchats. Begging 8 hours a day has crushed his soul. Spending almost all his waking hours being online and angry has wrecked his life.

He knows his days trying to survive as a streamer are numbered, esp if he has to support Pantsu and a kid. He’s so desperate to hold on to his failed career he moved to the third world to try and stretch his meager income and avoid debts. He’s on his last legs and knows it.

Ironically the best thing Ralph could do is get the fuck offline, sober up and get an actual job anywhere. He thinks he’d be miserable but the opposite is true. He has this delusion that being an e-celeb is some dream job when it’s obvious it’s made him incredibly miserable and isolated. I don’t think he’s gotten anything positive out of trying to be an e-celeb since gamergate ended. He’s like a modern, broke, fat wigger version of Norma Desmond in Sunset Blvd.
 
Ralph desperately promoting his grand Mexican living because he was trying to get someone, anyone, to move down there. He’s lonely and miserable, but a AF incel moving down there wouldn’t change anything and probably make things worse. He desperately needs a new Gator because he has no IRL or online friends. Somebody should create a Gator chat bot to help allievate Gunt’s loneliness.

Ralph is wallowing now and has nothing to look forward to except more cheap booze/Xanax, a wife and child he finds irritating af but now has to support and endless days sitting in front of his computer racking his little brain on how to convince a fast dwindling number of morons to give him more $3 superchats. Begging 8 hours a day has crushed his soul. Spending almost all his waking hours being online and angry has wrecked his life.

He knows his days trying to survive as a streamer are numbered, esp if he has to support Pantsu and a kid. He’s so desperate to hold on to his failed career he moved to the third world to try and stretch his meager income and avoid debts. He’s on his last legs and knows it.

Ironically the best thing Ralph could do is get the fuck offline, sober up and get an actual job anywhere. He thinks he’d be miserable but the opposite is true. He has this delusion that being an e-celeb is some dream job when it’s obvious it’s made him incredibly miserable and isolated. I don’t think he’s gotten anything positive out of trying to be an e-celeb since gamergate ended. He’s like a modern, broke, fat wigger version of Norma Desmond in Sunset Blvd.
I don't agree, I think Ralph has as much longevity as his core paypigs can support. He's making decent money, if it wasn't for his poor life decisions he would be wealthy. His lack of credit, anti-social behaviour and inability to maintain healthy relationships with normal human being is what has led to his relative poverty. If he didn't gamble his money away, he would probably be saving a kings ransom. Even if there is some bullshitting with his donos, and we have slice them in half he's probably still making close to three figures.

Like DSP, Ralph would be better getting off getting a job - if he could do a total reset. Yet, that's not a possibility, any job would be menial and minimum wage and wouldn't support his outgoings. Additionally, his poor credit locks him out of many options that should be available to him.

So really, streaming is the best option available for him financially - it's just his surrounding behaviour that is an issue. It's not beyond the wit of man to change that, but it's Ralph so he won't.
 
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Back in the day in Tijuana there used to be pharmacists which were colocated with a doctor who would write you whatever prescription you wanted off, ordered off a menu, including stuff like actual opiates, which you were then able to fill, all for a flat fee. I have no idea if they cracked down on this or not, I haven't been to Mexico in ~20 years.
I'm far from Tijuana (don't wanna dox myself) but the area I go to does have some doctors within pharmacies. Sorry for the TMI, but since I don't have insurance here, last year I went to see one to interpret some lab results.

Anywayyy, tl;dr she prescribed some "diet pills" that had some ingredients (plant-derived) that aren't sold here lol...no wonder because they make you shit like crazy. I took the Rx to the counter right outside her office & bam. Good to go.

As far as opiates go, I have no idea. I'll ask one day. I don't doubt that they did (maybe still do) that.
 
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