Posts made by mitsufan during a schizophrenic episode on November 6th, 2024

[DickMain]

im not gonna kill myself until im at least 25

That's retarded. I used to say the same, retarded shit about not wanting to go into my thirties and that I'd "done everything I've wanted to". Not that you'll listen, but if you're really a schizo then go get medicated. You're still barely out of childhood and have too much life left to have retarded thoughts like that.

 

[Chef Red Pill]

im not gonna kill myself until im at least 25

I don't know anything about you aside from craving Nik's stick, but if you have suicidal ideations, you need to take care of yourself, wether it's physical or mental circumstances making you feel this way. We only have one life and is shouldn't be spent suffering.

 

[mitsufan]

I don't know anything about you aside from craving Nik's stick, but if you have suicidal ideations, you need to take care of yourself, wether it's physical or mental circumstances making you feel this way. We only have one life and is shouldn't be spent suffering.

blame my piece of shit mom and stepdad for making me feel like this since i was 10

 

[Toji Suzuhara]

i quit because it made me feel like shit

i was originally gonna do it at 18 but i just said fuck it we ballin

I think that you should start taking something else, then, you clearly haven't improved in any way after stopping

 

[Billy Bong]

nty i’ve decided im actually not gonna kill myself

I'm sorry to hear that. It's a woman's right to change her mind!

 

[Fake News Anchor]

IM NOT FUCKING FAT

Oh shit, it really is a Patrick sock account.

 

[mitsufan]

I think that you should start taking something else, then, you clearly haven't improved in any way after stopping

i feel more alive and not like a floating corpse so thats better

Oh shit, it really is a Patrick sock account.

im nothing like him you fucking golem

 

[Toji Suzuhara]

blame my piece of shit mom and stepdad for making me feel like this since i was 10

There's plenty of people who had terrible parents, even on this very forum. None of those who are still here killed themselves due to it, and they are doing far better than they would if they had done otherwise

 

[Axiom.]

IM NOT FUCKING FAT

Fatricks daughter grew up, no wonder you sound fatherless.

 

[Chef Red Pill]

blame my piece of shit mom and stepdad for making me feel like this since i was 10

I'm not even trying to setup a joke, what happened in your childhood to make you feel such strong self loathing?

 

[mitsufan]

There's plenty of people who had terrible parents, even on this very forum. None of those who are still here killed themselves due to them

you didn’t have to be assaulted every fuckinf day of your childhood though so dont get all holier than thou on me you dipshit

 

[R00k]

i dont even take medication

We can tell

 

[OffTopic]

i dont even take medication

I don't know who you are or what kind of mental illness you have, but, if you like shitting up threads, may I recommend the Off Topic section of ONA Forums?
We offer thousands of pointless gay threads curated by our own home grown retarded faggots that provide countless opportunities for infighting, rage-sperging, and shitposting - in some cases, literally. As in, we post pictures of shit. Cause it's fun. I can already tell you'll fit right in.

Fuck these fart-huffing elitists. Come join The Only Forum That Really Rocks (and Boqs). Let me know if you need the answer to the security question. Ask for @SueLightning, she'll show you around.

 

[mitsufan]

I don't know who you are or what kind of mental illness you have, but, if you like shitting up threads, may I recommend the Off Topic section of ONA Forums?
We offer thousands of pointless gay threads curated by our own home grown retarded faggots that provide countless opportunities for infighting, rage-sperging, and shitposting - in some cases, literally. As in, we post pictures of shit. Cause it's fun. I can already tell you'll fit right in.

Fuck these fart-huffing elitists. Come join The Only Forum That Really Rocks (and Boqs). Let me know if you need the answer to the security question. Ask for @SueLightning, she'll show you around

i already have an acc on there

 

[Toji Suzuhara]

you didn’t have to be assaulted every fuckinf day of your childhood though so dont get all holier than thou on me you dipshit

You don't know me, nor do you know about the lived experience of anybody else on here. Also shouldn't you be going to the police if that's the case? You are 18 already, and independent enough to go to parties and take drugs without your parents stopping you

 

[Racist Parrot]

I hope you're having a lovely day Zoey.

 

[mitsufan]

You don't know me, nor do you know about the lived experience of anybody else on here. Also shouldn't you be going to the police if that's the case? You are 18 already, and independent enough to go to parties and take drugs without your parents stopping you

i tried to years ago the case got closed really quickly

 

[femoralcanal]

IM NOT FUCKING FAT

Prove it.

Show us your best half-maraton time, your pair of Adirondack chairs and an unburnt Beef Welington.

We'll be the judges.

 

[DickMain]

blame my piece of shit mom and stepdad for making me feel like this since i was 10

What you need to find is acceptance. If all of that was legit, then accept that it was out of your control, and move on. Shitty things happen to all of us. A lot of it is out of our control, but how you react to these things and the thoughts you choose to act on are completely within your control; they're not the fault of your parents at that point.

Acceptance doesn't mean forgiveness, but it can get you there eventually, especially for internal forgiveness. You don't need to forgive your folks for anything they've done, but you do need to accept that what's done is done, and the only thing that matters at the end of the day is what you have control over. You have control over your own actions, at least for the most part. If you're legitimately schizo then there's a part of you that you fundamentally do not have control over, and you also need to accept that, and not put the blame on yourself for it. But, what you do have control over is laying down some goals that can get that shit under wraps. Find a path to some kind of employment that can get you treated. If one treatment makes you feel like shit, work with your physicians. We have so much more control over our lives than it seems.

 

[mitsufan]

I hope you're having a lovely day Zoey.

stfu