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[No Shot Bucko]

Let us see the receipts, Brandy. Show us what happened.


Not trying to bash your taste, but why would you sub to any of these people?
If this “her” were Brandy, I might understand... but if you’re referring to Pexy... You can stand that voice??

And who’s yfubaby? Did the tweet come from one of these two? I can try and dig around to find it if it ain’t deleted. The only archives I have of these fools is what’s already been shared.

EDIT: I called it. Pexy’s mental deterioration has only just begun. Streaming has become a chore for her, and it shows. She also has to deal with losing her friends. I have a feeling it’s deserved— the loss, that is.

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Yeee i was just clueless of the background history and thats pretty much why i almost did a fatal mistake of subbing. About the tweet it seems its deleted but it was just ranting and sperging hardcore about the digitrevx x melody drama in regards of rubbing off yfubaby to be put in the middle of the shit-storm and that prettt much flipped pexy to the point of going out to defend this vtuber.

 

[dappouROCK]

I got what I wanted.
Not from Brandy, but from Pexy.

Let‘s begin...
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I have a severe case of impostor syndrome that has stemmed from years of abuse.
It's not something i can control and yes I have tried... In my case the best ways I can describe it are:

- overly critical of myself
- unable to accept my own success
- feeling like taking any breaks or not constantly working is unacceptable
- feeling like everything I have, I don't deserve
- unable to accept the final outcome of anything, there's always something wrong that ruins the entire thing
- unable to understand why people give me the time of day
- unable to accept compliments and love
- thinking very low of myself to the point where I'll never ever be good enough no matter what I do or how well I do it

Pexy, this is called low self-esteem, you absolute troglodyte. Stop trying to feel special. This is almost as bad as Tumblr kiddies claiming to have DID, because they like role playing too much.

Self confidence is also an issue... I actually dislike my voice, tbh I honestly think I sound awful and annoying... I'm trying to not let it get to me..

Yes, Pexy, please, stop pitching up your voice!

Everything in the first section is her talking about having low self-esteem and describing it in different ways. Get some goddamn therapy, for fuck’s sake.

From keyboard warrior bullshit to power trip gatekeeping to being on top and looking down on people behind the scenes (you people know who you are...)

The word “gatekeeping” was a mistake.

We all know what happened with Tim, I had already talked about that in length and don't want to bring it up again
TLDR: He was an asshole

Regarding Pexy’s Tim Post: Archived

Brandy confessed to me and was hoping for a relationship, despite what she has told everyone it actually went really well. I was extremely nice and understanding with her and was honest, straight to the point, made it clear what my intentions were and that I still wanted to be friends.

Maybe a day or so later I find out from another friend she got a girlfriend and was posting about it in not just her server but mine as well.
Why was I angry?

1. She literally has just confessed to me
2. This came out of NO WHERE she never mentioned this girl or liking her
3. I was her best friend but was the last to know and she never told me a thing, claiming that she was going to tell me when she was ready but contradicting herself by telling everyone and talking about it in both servers.
4. I felt tossed aside...

After I found out i felt hurt and wanted space, I didn't message her but I told another friend that I wanted her to be happy and was happy she found someone who made her happy knowing that he would relay that to her.
I had every intention to speak to her after I had calmed down but things escalated and I felt uncomfortable talking to her after seeing things that were being said and seeing how some friends were being treated and used.
Some she had never spoken to untill this incident...

Pexy.
You declined him.
He has every right to go after someone else. Who cares if it “came out of nowhere”? Who cares if you were the last to know?
He literally just confessed to you, so telling you he picked up someone else so quickly would probably be awkward.
Why are you acting so petty? The world doesn’t revolve around you.

Speaking of Pexy being petty and thinking the world revolves around her:
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EDIT: Okay, wait, I want to know why Timothy was pushing the “polycule ” idea on the group then. Everyone had assumed it was a polycule, and now you’re gonna fuck me over and tell me it actually wasn’t? Or was the confession about wanting a strictly monogamous relationship, and because Pexy clearly can’t give anyone that, Brandy moved on?

> Making small comments that felt like stabs at me such as "Texans are better than Aussies"

> Hurtful twitter posts, the worst of which was deleted but she legit said and I quote "kiss my boots bitch"

I found both of these things very, very funny.

> Copying my content: one example is I played league of legends with ApBunny and my friend in a Collab and afterwards she was trying to arrange THE EXACT SAME THING... That's just one instance...

Pexy, so many people play LoL. It could just be an instance of inspiration, too. Like how when you watch or hear someone is playing a game and think “oh, that’s actually be fun to play right about now”.
One of her Vtuber friends/ fans could even say “I’m playing, too!” and she’ll call ”copycat”.

I'm not an idiot... I can see through peoples nice acts..

Except Timothy’s.

Forth: personal matters (breaking character)

Christ, she was roleplaying this whole time!
Jokes aside...

Actually, everything before the venting section is just her trying to get pity points.

1. I'm fed up with people only seeming to care or reach out when it's too late or when I have to say something publicly.. I get people aren't mind readers... But surely you can tell when someone is acting off?

”I don‘t expect you to be mind-readers, but I expect you to be mind-readers.”
Pexy forgets many people have a... condition— that makes it difficult for them to understand social cues.

This is ableist! (I kid.)

2. I'm tired of the stigma that just because I have a big number it means that things always go well and that I'm popular and don't struggle. I WORKED MY ASS OFF FOR THIS.

Everyone knows you’re struggling. It’s quite obvious to us.

Anywho, I think it’s obvious that Pexy reads the thread. Hello, Pexy. Or someone is relaying it to her.

Now it’s Brandy’s turn:
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I am very frustrated, and very proud.

Frustrated, because Brandy is so nice, but proud, because Brandy is so nice.
Goddamnit. Brandy knows how to be the bigger person. It’s why I’m so proud of him, but I’m frustrated because this makes room for the soft-hearted to be stepped on.
Kill with kindness, Brandy, but don’t let yourself be a mat for people to walk on.

Am I being too biased? I’m just happy Brandy has moved on for the most part and actually has a life.

In short,
Brandy... keep doing you, I guess.
Pexy, get some therapy.
Tim... uh, yah.

 

[dappouROCK]

Good evening, Brandy.

Why yes, I refer to you as "he". It's nothing personal. It's not meant to be an insult. I just don't agree with tarnsgenderism. That's a discussion in and of itself, one not really worth the time on this thread.

You've shown to not be as insane as the many I have encountered. Because of this, I'm able to look past that and judge you for your actions and not your identity.

The fact that you aren't bothered by others' "misgendering" you already says more than you can imagine... in a good way.

Despite my views, I am very proud of you, yes. You're handling the situation far better than the other two could ever have. Good job.

--
Anyway, the purpose of this post is to talk about Pexy, it looks like she lost a couple of hundred followers since her twitlonger. As shown in the post before this, she isn't handling it well. If this is the result of the twitlonger and her wanting to take a break, then I would like to bring up my prostitution comparison again. Once a product is no longer profitable, it is removed from the shelves. Much like prostitutes when prostitution is being done under a pimp or brothel. When she can't get clients to bring in the money, she gets "removed". The clients that may have liked her before are now forced to find a new favorite.

The followers no longer have an almost instant source of gratification. They need to move on and find another v-thot. The one they once loved is no longer available.

I doubt Pexy's outburst, telling her followers to go fuck themselves has helped any. With every outburst and source of drama, her persona breaks. I don't believe this makes some of her followers very happy. When drama enters the scene, the persona is off, because a situation becomes real. People don't like when a vtuber's persona breaks.

This is probably a reason why Pexy doesn't want to associate with the word "vtuber". It enlists a set of unspoken rules you must follow.

On top of this, she's made herself a v-thot. People don't want drama, they want to jack-off.

Excuse the rambling, I'm just trying to put together reasons as for why she had a massive dip in followers. It's unfortunate that she managed to get herself into this sort of situation. I doubt this is what she imagined when she started vtubing.

 

[4str4staleatherbelt]

A good way is to require people to show id. The information that could dox you is blocked out, but you have to show your face, dob, and a time stamp. Ive seen a few servers do this.

Tge most people do in discord is a "no minors" rule or some emoji agreement that you're 18 or above since giving people that information on the internet is fucking retarded.

 

[ComDotFlixnet]

Small update: it seems Tim is back in brandy's server and they appear to be getting along

 

[dappouROCK]

Small update: it seems Tim is back in brandy's server and they appear to be getting along

Interesting.
But I can’t say I’m surprised.

Tim is one of those people, I think, that never learn to control their anger. He’s calm now, it’s why they’re getting along. He’ll have more outbursts later. They’ll have a falling out. There will be a period of time where they won’t talk. He’ll be calm again, they’ll talk again, and the cycle will continue. Not unlike that of an abusive relationship.

I believe this is what they would call “the honeymoon phase” of an abusive relationship (note that a relationship doesn’t have to be one between lovers to be abusive), but I’m no psychologist, nor am I a couple’s therapist.

I’ll keep an eye on them, though. This is an interesting turnout.

 

[ComDotFlixnet]

Dont Want to give too much away but I am a 'founder' member of brandys server, been around since the beginning and was there for the start of the 'trio' drama
There are gaps in my knowledge because I left for a while when the server got really toxic but I came back after missing some good friends.
AMA: and I'll try to answer as best i can

 

[dappouROCK]

Dont Want to give too much away but I am a 'founder' member of brandys server, been around since the beginning and was there for the start of the 'trio' drama
There are gaps in my knowledge because I left for a while when the server got really toxic but I came back after missing some good friends.
AMA: and I'll try to answer as best i can

I think we’d all appreciate it if you could tell us anything noteworthy that happened. It doesn’t have to be anything extraordinary. It could be something small, like little tales of drama that might’ve broken out.

I guess a good place to start would be that you mentioned the server got “toxic”. What exactly happened there? I have a few decent guesses, but it might be better to hear from someone who was there to see it.

I’m not looking for dirt. Just looking for little stories that happened in any of the trio’s servers, if you got any.

Just be careful not to give yourself away. We know both Pexy and Brandy occasionally read this thread. That or someone forwards it to them.

 

[ComDotFlixnet]

I know most think brandy is ok in this but from my point of view, shes not as messed up as the others but shes no angel either.

To give a little backstory, brandy used to stream long before deciding to make it a career, but it was only around the rise of projekt melody that thought of the 'succubus vtuber' started taking shape. It was actually in melodys server that she met most of us and when melodies server started getting overrun with normies that we made the choice to jump into brandies and help that dream become a reality, there were about 15 of us and we became founders.
In the beginning things were chill, relaxed and I genuinely enjoyed the streams but brandy was always a little uhhh.. overemotional. Regularly we would get episodes of depression with the well known vtuber cry of "noone watches my stuff, i'll never be big, why should I bother" we all tried our best to get her out of those funks but sometimes it was impossible.
Things sorta improved once she had her first collab with VioletDragoness, confidence started going up, still had bad days but overall they were getting better


Fairly obvious that the majority of problems started when brandy met tim and pexy
From a twitter conversation that started a collab between pexy and brandy.
They eventually joined brandys server
It was ok at first but more than a few people in brandys server got, strange vibes from tim.
Found him abrasive/creepy etc.
Issues raised with brandy werre shrugged off.
I think it was you Dappou who questioned the dynamic of the trio?
When this all started pexy was still in a relationship with someone, (i dont know who exactly i just remember being told that there was a breakup) and so was brandy, with a guy.
From other accounts tim had always acted crushy to pexy and it became an in joke that he liked her.
It was after a few collabs that brandy started changing too, very clearly also crushing on pexy while still being with the guy(not really a big surprise she had always said she was bi) so you assumed correctly, they both wanted pexy and she seemed to accept them both

A few months later, she out of the blue dumped the guy which turned into its own unrelated drama and 'the trio' became a thing, they had their own special roles and essentially acted like the cool kids in school, all this time people are still getting creeped out by tim and pexy was absent for the most part though she occasionally dropped into VCs and chats

One of pexys other mods left/was banned during this time, tired of being ignored whenever he warned both of tims behaviours, given brandys crush on pex he was quickly blackballed in her server too.

And then pexys special of saying harsh/depressive things in chats and quickly deleting them became more and more prevalent from the trio
Which led to a number of arguments and quite a few of her founders leaving, feeling both ignored and like pexys wishes and fans were more important than us all of a sudden.
I think of the originals only 4 or 5 of those founders are still there and 'active' some left, some just havent talked in that server for months

Its over this period that brandys persona turned from the succubus queen to the 'succubitch' and i mean that literally that was her discord name for a while, at times the confidence we wanted her to build seems to tiptoe ever so slightly into arrogance.
I couldnt stand staying there, so i left for my own mental health, i only returned so i could get in touch with some friends i had not seen since i had left.

I have rambled on quite a bit here so im going to take a break, let people digest this information and see if there are any more questions

 

[dappouROCK]

I know most think brandy is ok in this but from my point of view, shes not as messed up as the others but shes no angel either.

To give a little backstory, brandy used to stream long before deciding to make it a career, but it was only around the rise of projekt melody that thought of the 'succubus vtuber' started taking shape. It was actually in melodys server that she met most of us and when melodies server started getting overrun with normies that we made the choice to jump into brandies and help that dream become a reality, there were about 15 of us and we became founders.
In the beginning things were chill, relaxed and I genuinely enjoyed the streams but brandy was always a little uhhh.. overemotional. Regularly we would get episodes of depression with the well known vtuber cry of "noone watches my stuff, i'll never be big, why should I bother" we all tried our best to get her out of those funks but sometimes it was impossible.
Things sorta improved once she had her first collab with VioletDragoness, confidence started going up, still had bad days but overall they were getting better


Fairly obvious that the majority of problems started when brandy met tim and pexy
From a twitter conversation that started a collab between pexy and brandy.
They eventually joined brandys server
It was ok at first but more than a few people in brandys server got, strange vibes from tim.
Found him abrasive/creepy etc.
Issues raised with brandy werre shrugged off.
I think it was you Dappou who questioned the dynamic of the trio?
When this all started pexy was still in a relationship with someone, (i dont know who exactly i just remember being told that there was a breakup) and so was brandy, with a guy.
From other accounts tim had always acted crushy to pexy and it became an in joke that he liked her.
It was after a few collabs that brandy started changing too, very clearly also crushing on pexy while still being with the guy(not really a big surprise she had always said she was bi) so you assumed correctly, they both wanted pexy and she seemed to accept them both

A few months later, she out of the blue dumped the guy which turned into its own unrelated drama and 'the trio' became a thing, they had their own special roles and essentially acted like the cool kids in school, all this time people are still getting creeped out by tim and pexy was absent for the most part though she occasionally dropped into VCs and chats

One of pexys other mods left/was banned during this time, tired of being ignored whenever he warned both of tims behaviours, given brandys crush on pex he was quickly blackballed in her server too.

And then pexys special of saying harsh/depressive things in chats and quickly deleting them became more and more prevalent from the trio
Which led to a number of arguments and quite a few of her founders leaving, feeling both ignored and like pexys wishes and fans were more important than us all of a sudden.
I think of the originals only 4 or 5 of those founders are still there and 'active' some left, some just havent talked in that server for months

Its over this period that brandys persona turned from the succubus queen to the 'succubitch' and i mean that literally that was her discord name for a while, at times the confidence we wanted her to build seems to tiptoe ever so slightly into arrogance.
I couldnt stand staying there, so i left for my own mental health, i only returned so i could get in touch with some friends i had not seen since i had left.

I have rambled on quite a bit here so im going to take a break, let people digest this information and see if there are any more questions

This is some excellent information.

I know most think brandy is ok in this but from my point of view, shes not as messed up as the others but shes no angel either.

I give Brandy props for being not as bad as the other two, and occasionally try to push him in the right direction, but don't let that fool you. I'm always wary of who I document. Especially of Pexy and Brandy, who know how to hide things from the public eye for the most part.

Fairly obvious that the majority of problems started when brandy met tim and pexy
From a twitter conversation that started a collab between pexy and brandy.
They eventually joined brandys server
It was ok at first but more than a few people in brandys server got, strange vibes from tim.
Found him abrasive/creepy etc.
Issues raised with brandy werre shrugged off.

Tim coming off as abrasive and creepy is of no surprise. Back in my initial post, I got in contact with people who knew him around the time he was creeping on Nikotine. Needless to say, he had one too many outbursts, and the group saw his behavior as detrimental to Nikotine's health, leading her into an abusive cycle. He has clearly not changed.

Brandy is falling into the same abusive cycle that Nikotine has. There's forgiveness, then there will be more outrageous behavior from Timothy.

The way they snapped her out of it was to make her realize it was abuse. Gradually enduring this sort of behavior for so long (7 years, if I remember correctly) made her think it was "normal". What they did was link her an explanation of the "honeymoon phase" in the cycle of abuse (now frequently renamed "calm" in most sites that reference it now, for some reason). An example explanation being this:


It must've hit her hard when she realized this was what she was enduring for years, and like that, she cut all contact.

Brandy is no angel, we've established that, but I do not want him to go through any sort of abuse. Seeing them be friendly with each other makes me uneasy. It's only a matter of time before everything falls apart again, and it will happen over and over until Brandy learns (because Tim won't).

And then pexys special of saying harsh/depressive things in chats and quickly deleting them became more and more prevalent from the trio
Which led to a number of arguments and quite a few of her founders leaving, feeling both ignored and like pexys wishes and fans were more important than us all of a sudden.
I think of the originals only 4 or 5 of those founders are still there and 'active' some left, some just havent talked in that server for months

I noticed that despite the creation of this trio, Pexy tends to do her own thing, often leaving the others in the dark. I feel like it was nothing more than a side gig to her. It's pretty obvious she cared more about catering to her fans than about those closest to her. I can understand this is a job to her, but I could tell she was being very dismissive to those who were supposedly her friends.

Saying something wild and deleting it was also a common thing Tim did back in the Nikotine days according to the group I talked to. I can see where they got it from.

One of pexys other mods left/was banned during this time, tired of being ignored whenever he warned both of tims behaviours, given brandys crush on pex he was quickly blackballed in her server too.

I had wondered about the mod thing. I believe Pexy mentioned something happening with a moderator, but since she didn't want to go into detail we were left in the dark. You've definitely put in a lot of missing pieces to the puzzle, and I very much appreciate that.

 

[ComDotFlixnet]

I had wondered about the mod thing. I believe Pexy mentioned something happening with a moderator, but since she didn't want to go into detail we were left in the dark. You've definitely put in a lot of missing pieces to the puzzle, and I very much appreciate that.

Glad to be of help

And the mod in question was ironically accused by pexy of calling her out for suicide baiting and 'insulting her friends'
I.e telling her to stay away from tim

He cut contact and left them to it and I dont blame him to be honest, you can only try so much with a person while getting ignored.

 

[dappouROCK]

Pexy's new Twitter: PEXYVERSE
I'll go ahead and update the OP with both Pexy and Brandy's new Twitter accounts.

She renamed her old one before deactivating it, so she could still use her "PEXYVERSE" URL. She left a Twitlonger on her original account this morning before its deactivation:
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I have decided to move to a new, fresh and clean account.

"WHY PEXY YOU HAVE SO MANY FOLLOWERS AND WORKED SO HARD OMG AHHHHHH"

yea... I know...

Look i'm not the best at explaining things but i'll try my best to at least give you an idea of why:

To put it simply: I'm not happy with it. There is a lot of clutter and noise to the account that i'd rather not have on a daily basis. Both from usual things to personal things I won't get into because the entire point of this is: HAKUNA MATATA~!

Many people don't know what to do with fame. You couldn't take it, so now you're "starting over". We get it, and I saw this coming.

I was expecting complete abandonment, but it looks like Pexy would rather be in a cycle. Maybe she'll do things "right" this time.

I'm leaving things in the past and I want to start over and feel... free?

Oh, Pexy, you sweet summer child. We simply cannot allow that to happen. Here in the farms, we document your history. Your past will always be a part of you.

Most of her whole twitlonger is just about how she wants to move on, start over and how she wasn't happy before, but putting yourself back in the same situation (just from the start) won't save you.

 

[AllMother]

So, Brandy changed her name to Violet, and Pexy blocked a ton of people according to people in Brandy's discord server. A few mentioned being blocked by Pexy a few weeks ago.

 

[dappouROCK]

I was hoping someone else would get on this, so I wouldn’t have to, but I guess I will.
So Brandy, or “Violet” now, has released a Google doc explaining everything.

Tweet (Archive)


The Doc will be available both in the attached file and these screencaps:

Spoiler: A lot of shit

First off, I’m just gonna say, kudos to Violet for laying everything out for us.

I'll add my input on this all later. It's a lot to read through and comment on. Knowing this thread moves slowly, I might edit it in to prevent double posting. If there's any input from anyone here, then you'll see what I have to say in a later post.

So, Brandy changed her name to Violet, and Pexy blocked a ton of people according to people in Brandy's discord server. A few mentioned being blocked by Pexy a few weeks ago.

I'll update the OP.
Also, Pexy, I'm not suprised.

 

[ComDotFlixnet]

This post caused quite a stir both in Violets server and on twitter,
Largest of which was a twitlonger response from pexy refuting some of the things Violet said.
Seen here.

https://t.co/MNyep1BzPr?amp=1

like Dapp said theres alot to unpack,
My personal point of view says there's alot of exaggeration and 'he said, she said' on both sides

 

[dappouROCK]

This post caused quite a stir both in Violets server and on twitter,
Largest of which was a twitlonger response from pexy refuting some of the things Violet said.
Seen here.

https://t.co/MNyep1BzPr?amp=1

like Dapp said theres alot to unpack,
My personal point of view says there's alot of exaggeration and 'he said, she said' on both sides

Pexy's Twitlonger Archive Link

Haha
Haha, ok.

You know, I wasn't too keen on giving Violet a response/ doc review, because everything he said was explained rather well and pretty level-headed with evidence. I just agreed with most of the actions taken.

But Pexy,
holy fuck. This girl went off the shits, and I am absolutely living for it.

Screenshots for people who don't want to click a link:

Spoiler: Twitlonger

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OUR CHAT WAS CALLED "THE TRIO"

As far as I care, it's "the polycule", but go off, I guess.

Regarding the entire Me being "flirty and lewd section:
I can absolutely understand how Pexy would feel pressured to get into a relationship, especially if the community was pushing ship art of all of them (as she mentions later in another section).

Before anyone jumps on Pexy for beating around the bush and not giving them a solid answer, I've noticed this is something women do when they're either unsure of themselves or just simply want to turn someone down and don't know how. It's irritating, yes, but I believe she was stuck between a rock and a hard place.

I don't appreciate PRIVATE conversations being posted in the way they were, they are after all private and should have stayed private. I don't think anyone needed to see the way I spoke with my friend in a private space where I felt comfortable to be myself.

Imagine being this childish. Prexy needs to learn some grace, ngl. This could have been as easily worded as "I don't appreciate how my private conversations were leaked." but she goes on a fucking tirade.... actually this whole twitlonger is a tirade. Pexy, sounding angry will not help an argument. Composure is extremely important.

The harassment/ kiwifarms

They threatened to ruin me and told me I was "messing with the wrong people"

Lmao! Where, Pexy? All I ever said was that I'd like to see you fall, but I wasn't going to actively go out of my way to see it happen. Kiwifarms is about documentation. We're not raiders like 4chan.

grabbing straws with the classic "they're a dude, her voice is annoying, omg she's being lewd she's obviously a guy"

I'll admit my fault on this one. Usually, women don't sexualize themselves unless it's out of desperation for money. Which, you've proven to me that you need.

November: Being honest with myself

doing anything sexual also made me really uncomfortable

This comment especially blew my mind. Pexy? Uncomfortable with sexual acts? Since when? Girl, you straight up sexualize yourself online. You're straight up coomer bait. Get over yourself. You did this to yourself. If people expect sexual acts from you whether it's from someone your in a relationship or not. It's your fault. For those just now reading this, this isn't to equate to "she dressed like that so she deserved it" arguments (which are dumb af). Pexy outright posts borderline porn. Again, you did this to yourself.

Now in response to this line?
"But from what I've heard later on, allegedly, she had been using us to cheat on her roommate and now ex-boyfriend"

Actually go fuck yourself, no seriously... wtf brandy, what the actual fuck. That's all I have to say to that line.

This is funny because Pexy doesn't deny it.

My Hiatus

I was feeling uncomfortable for a long time because of how brandy had been acting...
when something cool happened to me like for example someone I looked up to reaching out to me? I was so excited!!! but when i'd go to talk to brandy about it her responses came off as not caring or as if it made her feel.. upset? and that excitement would always turn to feeling sorry or guilt.. I felt bad for being happy... I felt bad for achievements and growth...

I believe this is just simple jealousy and nothing more. Was Violet right in making Pexy feel bad (unintentional or not), well, no, but it's understandable in a way. From Violet's perspective, it might've been seen as Pexy rubbing it in his face, or he was simply upset that something like that hadn't happened to him. It would have been nicer if Violet congratulated Pexy and fueled her enthusiasm like a good friend, but he's not a bad person for seeing it differently.

In short, communication would've helped this situation. i.e there are some possible misunderstandings here.

When talking about fun times with friends her mood in the chat would change to very simple responses like "oh" "that's cool" "nice" and the conversation would kind of drift off awkwardly.. which gave me the impression she didn't like it when I spoke about other friends.

I believe Violet wished Pexy spend time with him. Jealousy once again, but not too bad. There should have been communication here.

Brandy would also compare herself to me alot in a negative way such as comparing my talent and skill and then putting herself down.. which in turn made me feel bad for... being talented?

I can understand Violet's feelings. He shouldn't be such a downer though. Putting this all on others isn't exactly right. Lol @ Pexy "being talented" though. You know most of your followers look at you more for sexual content, not talent. Though I will admit, her modeling skills are pretty decent, but the fact still remains. You got horny fans. They want your pussy, not your talent.

I want to say something cuz I know she will read this..
"I'm not sorry for the achievements I have, the friends i've made and the talents I've worked hard to perfect.. I'm proud of myself and went through hell to get to where I am now.. What I am sorry for? is that you were so caught up in your own self depreciation and jealousy (I hate that word) that you have the nerve to sit there and say I'm the bad guy because YOU feel the way you do. That is on you, not me... if you want to be where I am.. then work for it. No one is going to hold your hand and spoon feed you in your sad corner"

Lol, fuck off Pexy. Yes, Violet was self-deprecating and should work hard, but your ego is so inflated, and your narcissism is rank. Your personality is horrid, and you've only shown that you can only think for yourself. This is not me defending Violet, this is me addressing your clear disregard for others. You need to change more than Violet does. Violet might not have as many followers, but I'll be damned he sure is more successful in life than you. Numbers are meaningless, Violet is bounds ahead of where you are.

I don't want to sound like I'm some Violet defender, Pexy just grinds my gears.
And comparing the two, Pexy is way more obnoxious of a person.

Tim's anger:
I just want to point out these two comments, the first one being from The harassment/ kiwifarms:

They were trying to sway me to join their hate bandwagon and abandon Tim. As you can imagine... I told them to get fucked.. and they didn't like that.

we talked to Tim, it didn't go well and we cut him off.

No one was trying to get you to do anything. After all, it ended up happening sooner or later, We were just trying to save you trouble. The Farms exists for information, and you did not heed the warnings or red flags.

Brandy's CONFESSION

I was later told by a friend who to his account she had only spoken very briefly to ONCE! that she had randomly messaged him out of the blue and started venting about how "the confession went terribly" and painting it as if I had been a jerk about it... I know she did the same to a few others too.

Bro, people vent when things don't go well. If someone gets rejected, they'll talk about it, regardless if it went smoothly or not. It's practically inevitable.

Now.. why i WAS angry:
It had only been about two days or less since Brandy confessed to me.. so seeing her move onto someone else so quickly? it hurt...
I understand I said no but at the same time it stung because I felt tossed aside and like her feelings weren't genuine for me at all.. in a way it made me glad I didn't say yes.

Why does it matter? You said it yourself. You rejected him, so he moved on. Stop being so pretentious, it's not all about you. You said no anyway, so who cares if his feelings were genuine towards you or not? Get over yourself.

making remarks like "Texans are better than aussies"

Still funny.

I also want to mention that Brandys new girlfriend also had the nerve to attack one of my friends and then spin it like he attacked her first... when ALL he did was stick up for me telling brandy off for her behavior... Literally tried to paint not just me BUT MY FRIEND TOO as a bad guy... a friend Brandy has always had it out for it seems...

No one cares. This paragraph feels so unnecessary for some reason. Probably because, unlike Violet, Pexy is not backing up her claims with logs.

Content stealing

A prime example?: My Multiverse clones
After I mentioned in my lore that "technically" alternate brandy and tims were possible brandy then out of nowhere decided to take her own spin on the "multiple version" concept but did a classic "can I copy your homework?" thing and claimed it was just her "duplicating" herself or whatever... she never asked me if this was ok and I was really annoyed because it felt like she snatched my concept and slapped it onto herself despite it making no sense...

Sure, i don't OWN the concept... but as my friend she could of at least asked? it was something key to my lore after all and it felt like she just took it for "content fuel"

Shut up, Pexy, you both stole from MegaMan at this point. Who cares who came up with it first between friends. You don't own it. You said it yourself.

Pexy will lose her shit when she hears of AUs.

A second example?
Yeah i'm gonna bring this up, the League collab.
YOU CANNOT tell me it's just PURE coincidence that she asked the exact same people to play the exact same game RIGHT after my collab? one of those people she never speaks to and has only ever played league with ONCE????
It was straight up copying a collab pure and simple... I don't think I even really saw her play league on stream till that point.

I addressed this before, and I'll address it again. You could have inspired him to play. Like when someone sees someone else playing a game and it looks fun, they're gonna go play it too.

Imagine if I showed my brother Mario 64, and he went out and bought a N64 and the game and started playing it, but then I start getting on his ass for stealing my content. Even if we could stream back then, and we both shared with others online, it doesn't change anything. Do you see how dumb that is? Let people have fun.

A third example would be posting things or ideas shortly after I do or jumping onto ideas that I have...
I don't OWN cosplays... but she never did them or intended to do them until after she met me
and while it's find and dandy that she does it just gives off the impression of leeching...
I do something cool, she does it too and I hate that feeling...

Another moment of inspiration Pexy. Let people have fun. Holy fuck.

Dissing other Vtubers
No one cares. Again, I'm going to take everything with a grain of salt until Pexy learns how to provide logs. It, once again, is just so insignificant.

Let me end off pointing something out to both Pexy and Violet.
Pexy's Twitlonger:

Tim pushed and pushed for me to say how I felt about them when I wasn't even sure myself.

Briar and Nom were upset at Tim and his behavior plus had fights with him constantly.

The harassment we were receiving was getting to Tim and he was lashing out.

Tim and Brandy had gotten into alot of arguments.

We talked to Tim, it didn't go well and we cut him off.

Brandy's Doc:

Tim got angry and stormed off over his debut, and got mad at me over Pexy not showing up to his debut.

We had a huge argument that resulted with Tim leaving the group chat, and me and Pexy upset.

Tim started making problems, being all petty, and I ended up banning him from my server and stream.

I feel like the turmoil between Violet and Pexy is patially a misunderstanding and a majority of Pexy being a narcissist.
BUT
I've noticed they talk about Tim then proceed to brush him off and go after each other.
Tim was the one pushing the "polycule" label.
Tim is the one who's abusive and lashes out.
Tim is the one who pushes for shit (as evident by his prior behavior in the Nikotine saga as well).

He can not have a female friend without getting sexual. From what people have said, everything Tim says in these servers is sexual. He does not care about anything else. He will go out of his way to insult them when he doesn't get what he wants. He does not care about anyone's friendship. He is a child. He has been a problem for them since day 1. He got mad over some debut shit. He only cares about himself. Also, Pexy being creeped out from sexual advances? That's Tim's personality.

I believe, Violet just wanted a solid answer and would have taken it well enough, whether he was rejected or not.
But I think
just like Nikotine
Pexy was afraid of telling him "no". Pexy was afraid of him (and Violet was just caught in the mix).

Violet has proven to be understanding. It shouldn't have been an issue in rejecting him (as was proven by his confession AFTER Tim was booted). He took it well, regardless if he vented to someone else bout it afterward, he did not attack Pexy.

Personally, I think Tim caused most of these problems. Would they have not happened if he wasn't around? Maybe not, but they wouldn't have been so damaging.

 

[AllMother]

So it seems Tim has either left/got banned from Violet's discord again. She also talked AB him blocking her on Twitter again. I honestly want to know wtf is happening with those two. It's so strange

Edit: Violet talked about her first Twitters suspension the other day. Seems it's gone for good, though she claims to be glad it's gone

 

[dappouROCK]

So it seems Tim has either left/got banned from Violet's discord again. She also talked AB him blocking her on Twitter again. I honestly want to know wtf is happening with those two. It's so strange

My money's on Tim had another outburst, like I had predicted. Like I said, it's a cycle. Someone apologizes, they make up or say "I miss hanging out with you", they hang out, Tim loses his shit again, they cut each other off. Wash, rinse, repeat. All Violet has to do to break the cycle is not add him back, because Tim's not going to change.

EDIT:

I don't know if this is targeted at me, knowing Brandy reads the thread (I haven't seen anyone else call him "he/him"). But no one is doing it to spite you. It's just a general disagreement with the concept of transgenderism, it's not about you personally. It's okay. Calm down.

If it's not targeted at me, then kudos for not letting it get to you? Except, it looks like it did get to you if you made a tweet like this... Not exactly the best move, if I'm to be honest.

The best way to deal with it? Ignore it.

Also, there are so many "big tiddy anime girl" Vtubers, you have a lot of competition, you won't be making a dent in that ocean. Every male vtuber is a generic man or a handsome boy, but you know what hasn't really been done? Femboys. Being a GNC femboy is way better and more progressive than pretending to be something you never will be. On top of that, people are more comfortable around femboys than transexuals because they don't feel like they have to constantly police their language around them. But you are free to live however you want. these are just my opinions as a gay male.

 

[AllMother]

My money's on Tim had another outburst, like I had predicted. Like I said, it's a cycle. Someone apologizes, they make up or say "I miss hanging out with you", they hang out, Tim loses his shit again, they cut each other off. Wash, rinse, repeat. All Violet has to do to break the cycle is not add him back, because Tim's not going to change.

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I don't know if this is targeted at me, knowing Brandy reads the thread (I haven't seen anyone else call him "he/him"). But no one is doing it to spite you. It's just a general disagreement with the concept of transgenderism, it's not about you personally. It's okay. Calm down.

If it's not targeted at me, then kudos for not letting it get to you? Except, it looks like it did get to you if you made a tweet like this... Not exactly the best move, if I'm to be honest.

The best way to deal with it? Ignore it.

Also, there are so many "big tiddy anime girl" Vtubers, you have a lot of competition, you won't be making a dent in that ocean. Every male vtuber is a generic man or a handsome boy, but you know what hasn't really been done? Femboys. Being a GNC femboy is way better and more progressive than pretending to be something you never will be. On top of that, people are more comfortable around femboys than transexuals because they don't feel like they have to constantly police their language around them. But you are free to live however you want. these are just my opinions as a gay male.

I know violet reads this thread, but I don't believe she's read it in bit. She's stopped talking about it since her post. But I do know she agrees with a lot of the thread. So if you'd like, dappou, I can see if she'd be willing to chat with you, since she's well aware people in her server comment here, give us an inside scoop on everything. Or even make a comment on here herself.

Her discord @ is Violet the Organ Grinder #9090 if you're interested in trying to actually wanting to contact her yourself. She's definitely willing to talk from what she's said in the past, thinking ab it

 

[dappouROCK]

I know violet reads this thread, but I don't believe she's read it in bit. She's stopped talking about it since her post. But I do know she agrees with a lot of the thread. So if you'd like, dappou, I can see if she'd be willing to chat with you, since she's well aware people in her server comment here, give us an inside scoop on everything. Or even make a comment on here herself.

I don't think it's necessary to get in touch. The Farms is about observation, not interaction. It's taboo for us to go out of our way to talk to these people, but he's free to make an account. After all, he seems to be doing just fine. There's no reason for me to get directly involved. If Violet has any comments he'd like to make about the thread or give us information directly, instead of playing telephone, he's more than welcome to make an account.