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He wants King Riots 2.0 to happen.He's gonna shoot up an Asian store some day.
My Final Letter
September 2, 2014
Dear diary, this is among my last posts. I don’t intend to post much anymore. If I do, it will merely be to tell you that my plan is going through. I have already purchased the method of suicide and it sits next to me now (not really a manly one, but it’s impossible to purchase a gun where I live). I know there are some people out there who claim that I am trolling because I am married, but I will specify more on this subject in a bit. As long as I am writing I would like to make clear the different circumstances, for one final time, that pushed me to this point, since I must not have been very clear as to my intentions, which, as of today, have moved from idealization to determination. I no longer fear death, nor am I worried about the possible consequences, and if anything I have realized that my pain is too great to make my life worthwhile and that ending my life would take only a few minutes and is one hundred percent preferable to living in what seems to be constant pain and humiliation that has lasted for a very long time. My horror has even extended to my dreams, I no longer go outside, I idealize and think about my death hundreds of times per day, and I accept that one day in the immediate future I will sit down on the couch, open the door, place a phone call to the police and
I’d like to address this post to asian women and women in general, and to men who use asian women’s sexual preference to their advantage, and to my father. I know there is nothing that can really ever convince you to not desire what you desire. I have accepted that as a fact. I have also accepted the fact that my own mother was physically aroused by a tall white male and nothing short of it; no amount of shaming her or blaming her could absolve her of her biological desires. I’m sure most of you will recognize this. I am also sure that many men, black, white and Indian and Spanish recognize there is no negotiating with female desire. It’s really a moot point to argue this fact and whether or not is a result of culture or indoctrination nevertheless implies that life, and particularly my life, is the result of a primal lust and choice that is non negotiable, and my some stroke of luck I was able to pass some 25 years unaware of the fact that I was overtly undesirable at a genetic level because of my race, simply because of genetic flukes that made me resemble, at least superficially, a white man; this fact, at least the fact that this might have been my mothers plan, and joy, that she could give birth to a son that represented her sexual ideal, or represented something she valued inherently more than herself and half of myself, makes my life irrelevant and pointless, and at very least a pitting of my dishonest white self against my asian self. Again, it sounds like a troll, but these are ideas that I have been fleshing out and hope to convey.
Unfortunately for me, I have to live with this knowledge, and the knowledge that life is meaningless and merely dictated by the sexual urges of women. Life is created due to evolutionary drives, rather than anything sacred. Personality, or anything like that, is not taken into consideration. I was raised by my father to be godly and kind but it is obvious to me that even if there had been a slight variance in my genes I would have looked asian, and my life would have been different, and I would have been treated as lesser. I know for a fact that if I has looked asian I would have been treated as less by both men and women who would supposedly be the same ethnicity as the mother who birthed me, implying that I came from a pussy that was only aroused by something that I could never be. This is a dichotomy in me that I will never be able to come to terms with; the very idea that my mother thought asian males were not worthy of the most basic of all urges, makes me sincerely doubt if I am right in taking pride in my asian heritage, or attempting to pass as a white male. Given the terrible dynamic of these relationships, in which both parties admit that the asian male is physically inferior, my birth was nothing short of an example of genocide on a small scale. I know it is hard for people to understand but I am trying my best to explain. It is easy to say that there are “good women” out there but the very fact that it is so common, and the fact that I can easily imagine myself as being fully asian if by some stroke of luck I was born different in appearance, makes me know that my life is a fluke.
I am not blaming anyone for my death. I must explain why I have simply accepted my death as something that is preferable to a life of humiliation and shame. If I had to describe my feelings of every day of my life, they are shame, dread, fear, desperation, loneliness, and terror. Very rarely do I feel happiness. If any asian woman reads this and thinks that they can do a better job of raising their sons than my mother did, I implore you to try to understand where I am coming from. I know I am not a white man; I may look like one but I am not. A lot of my terrible insanity when I was young was because I thought I was white – yet I could never identify with them. I was constantly on the outside. I know the true horror would have been if I had been born more asian looking – I certainly wouldn’t have made it this far given the level of hatred that asian women have for asian men, and my own personal experience at home.
The fact that I feel such terror, even though I can pass as white, I cannot even imagine how what an asian man must feel like; the idea that I could just as easily be one makes me want to tear out my hair, knowing that these men suffer as badly as they do though they have the qualities of humility and kindness, as have I. Compared to my white friends, I am more timid and reserved, and I attribute this to my genes. The very idea that my whole life is built around a lie; the idea that my very own mother was one of those hate filled women who took pride in the fact that her son looked white; the idea that my own mother threw herself at a sexual ideal that I can only hope to emulate – wouldn’t you be in hell, my reader?
The point of this blog is to help myself deal with emotions that I have wrestled with my whole life; in 2010 I committed a spiritual suicide and went to the opposite end of the world. Since then I have become reclusive and never leave the house. I barely work, since I don’t see the point, and I have locked myself in this apartment in a way to pretend that I am actually dead. My wife’s family takes care of me, probably because I am a foreigner and I love their daughter very much; she is a virgin and believes in true love, but I am not a fool and I know what lurks around the corner of women’s hearts once they are freed from tradition; and there is nothing I can do to compete in that game, even though I look white – I am still an asian man, and extremely empathetic to them in such a way. The idea that a mans life is measured in such superficial ways as his appearance is not something I am willing to partake in anymore. I also know that if I have a son he will suffer in horrible ways, and I also know that at the time I met my wife (as long as we are being honest) I was depressed at the behavior of white women and found an asian woman to date, being unaware of the privilege that I had as a white face in Asia.
I am writing this from a darkly lit room in a poor neighborhood in a major city in China. The instrument of my suicide is next to me and I have already come to the conclusion that using it is the best way for me to end my agony and pain. Perhaps there is a god, but I am willing to take the final steps to meet him rather than living here in a world in which I could lie and benefit from my appearance rather than acknowledging who I really am. This perhaps separates me from other mixed race men in that I am ashamed of the factors that brought me into this world.
I have had a good life. In the end, for what it is, I have quite beautiful features, good artistic talent, and am intelligent, but that simply is not enough; in an ideal world an artist would be free to create without the pure hell of being controlled by sexual evolution. My father, I hope you could understand in my writing how I feel. I know that your mind is set on god and accordingly you might be blinded to the realities of this world; I know it is painful for you to admit but my mother wanted you for your race, rather than for your personality, as we saw towards the end when she was very hostile to you. I do love you very much, and I know it is not in your conscience to be like those other racist white males; but knowing how this world treats good men, you and I both know there is no more room for us here.
So it’s clear to me that asian females don’t care about the consequences of their children, and only care about their lusts. They couldn’t care less if me and other asian men died, even though they give birth to us. So that’s what you want, then, then that’s what I’ll do. I’ll kill myself. That’s what you all wanted.
To my readers, eventually you might find this diary and eventually you might be able to read all of it. I know some of it might seem unreasonable and self serving but this is how my mind works, and there is little that can draw me out of this hole. To me, to be dead is far more appealing that to be alive; I have experienced love, beauty, and brief happiness and I think this is what makes me confident in taking my own life, since I have already lived.
I don’t think I’ll post much after this.
Good bye.
I am not actually Eurasiantiger/EurasianWriter. He pretends to be concerned about equality or half asian issues. He is sick and only wants to hurt other people and then kill himself.
One of his hobbies is writing suicide notes, sometimes every day. I should tell you about how he wants to hurt other people next. If I am breaking a rule tell me I am not sure what this site is about
Maybe this will keep someone from falling for his trap.
https://archive.is/kNGRL
He has no further response.[–]EurasianTigerTiger Mom's Nightmare
To disrupt as many of these families as I can, essentially.
[–]EurasianExodus
And after you do that?
He's referring to an incident where a woman turned him down for being asian 8 years prior. By the time he made this post he was already marrired.That's the point. I want to inflict as much emotional pain on as many people as I can, the same emotional pain I experienced when I was denied for my race - the same thing my mother willingly contributed to.
Admits to being a white supremacistLol so you're defending Hapas, every single one that was born with an asian mother.
Just like a defeated group of cowards would act. There weren't any Asian men good enough to even reproduce to create you and your classmates and friends.
I haven't been back to the U.S. in five years nor have I paid taxes to the U.S. government.
http://archive.is/3UXQZYes, I was very much into white nationalism. There's still some stuff I did floating out there.
[–]EurasianTiger
I almost went down the wrong path because of his influence. I stopped after I saw a photograph of the Congolese children with their hands cut off.
I wanted to be white so badly because I hated myself so much that I was interested in white nationalism and extreme racism despite 95% of my friends being non-white.
[–]Candle21
Sigh. I feel bad you went through all that. Though what's important is you woke up/snapped out of it, right? Imagine if you never did... scary thought.
[–]EurasianTiger
Well I always say that I barely made it out. My brother didn't. I don't know what would have happened if I never saw stuffeurasianslike. I'd probably be dead or in jail.
Because sometimes, when people have shitty lives, instead of putting in the work needed to turn their shitty life around, they decide to sit around being a lazy sadsack and blame elements out of their control for their situation instead of taking responsibility and investing into self-improvement.Most hapas I've met offline genuinely don't give a shit. What makes these guys launch themselves into pure, 'tistic rage over the race of parents?
Because sometimes, when people have shitty lives, instead of putting in the work needed to turn their shitty life around, they decide to sit around being a lazy sadsack and blame elements out of their control for their situation instead of taking responsibility and investing into self-improvement.
This element varies from person to person, some claim those dang dirty Jews are oppressing them, others claim women are just 2mean4them, for these guys, it's their mixed race genetics.
I've heard of these guys before and I'm honestly not sure what to think about them. So, they hate asian women and white men but they like white women? Or do they not like white women for not dating them as much or something?
My boyfriend is a WMAF kid and for the most part all he talks about regarding it is just joking about asian masterrace and how mixed race kids are genetically superior or making fun of me for having yellow fever. I can't decide if I should show him this or not, I don't think he'd know quite what to make of it
When I went back to the US last year and I was with my wife carrying heavy luggage to our hotel in Chinatown, where I grew up, a young Chinese man stopped my wife and asked if he could help her carry her suitcase down from the train station. I was too far ahead but noticed this, and tried to hide that I was with her because I didn’t want him to be jealous. She is a sweet looking woman who harbors zero racial intolerance and has objected when I tested her in the past by calling Asian men undesirable.
When I married my wife I married her as someone who identified strongly as Chinese (since people always tried to peg my ethnicity as being some kind of off white, and I definitely was not a WASP and felt distant from white culture and it’s superficialities) but now I realize that when people, especially Asian people, look at me, they see in my blood an Asian woman giving herself to a white man, birthing me. They look at me and my wife like I am a conquerer.
Asian women say that Asian men are controlling and patriarchal. How is that possible? The same women who say this never even had an experience with Asian men because they shoot them down before these men open their mouths, just based on their appearance. How the FUCK can I live with this? The Eurasian men that live with this either can’t possibly fathom that their mother was sadistic and racist and white worshipping – how could ANYONE fathom this about their own mother? To do so would be to deny their own existence. But I do.
White men are the ones who come to Asia, screaming and shouting about how all Asian women throw themselves at them, and how easy Asian pussy is just for being white. They feel ENTITLED to Asian women because they KNOW Asian women will fuck them just for being white. They feel entitled to everything, and when white women won’t give it to them, Asian women will.
And Asian men are the evil ones?
FUCK YOU, MOM.
Stormfront said:Hi guys, I'm checking in on you to see how it's going and also to wish you the best of luck! I'm hoping you can achieve your goals, and I'd like to offer words of encouragement.
I was outside today taking a walk through lower NYC and I counted about 30 white couples, and none of them were intermixed. Also I saw a bunch of white kids, and they all looked unmixed, maybe one or two were mixed.
I was thinking that in this day and age it is really much easier to sit back and enjoy life and not worry about things so much. Don't get me wrong, this is not to tell you to stop worrying. It's just that your competition is really weak. I noticed that a lot of black people have really seemed to mellow out. I rarely see boisterous blacks anymore, and rarely ever see huge black families. The black women I see all seem to straighten their hair or are quiet and polite, and the black males seem to be into this whole dorky, new age hipster look. These people are really un-bothered by people like Al Sharpton and other race agitators and don't feel as threatened by something anymore. I look white and they're all friendly to me and I see no animosity. Other non whites are the same, they've all embraced the American / global dream now and they're not having kids, they're all just out partying and what not and relaxing.
So all you have to do is keep worrying about it, and have more kids, and you'll never ever die. Maybe I have a hard time noticing it because I'm pseudo-white and have the brown / brown combination, but I'm sure real white people notice these things more than I do. Things like hair color / eye color, I'm sure many of them care about finding people like them and being wary of people using them for these features... I can't personally notice it but as long as people feel like there aren't enough of these types around there will always be white people, especially if they have larger families. Or at least you'll stick around long enough for genetic engineering to come out so that the r1a1 gene can be deposited anywhere. I also remember long before I found your website I knew people that were concerned about redheads dying out, so they paired up.
Also a lot of people don't really care about people's political views... I guarantee you if you actually made a legitimate movement to separate, say, Wyoming, from the rest of the country to make it an all-white state most people would roll their eyes and go back to watching movies or hanging out. I went to one of the most liberal schools in the US and I remember being told anti-Western BS and it pretty much entirely bounced off my head. I couldn't care less.. I was too busy having fun.
Also you're worried about interracial 'romances,' I rarely see it. When I do it's Jewish American Princesses hanging out with blacks, at least in NY. I've seen Persian, Israeli, Indian, Iranian girls with blacks. Just now my friend is showing me photos of the daughter of Jamie Dimon, the CEO of JP Morgan and Chase and one of the most powerful men in the country if not the most, who he was friends with at our university, and this girl (who is Jewish) is in photos hanging onto blacks!!! I think people are waking up to the current trends and trying to fight 'em, people like to be different, the White-Asian pairings and the Black-White pairings are pretty annoying by now and I think most people know that there are ulterior motives in these relationships. And most people enter interracial romances just to get a little brown sugar, not to save the white race. It'll be the people that are trying to do that that will inherit the country.
That's not offensive to me at all. It's a perfectly legitimate movement and perfectly legal and surprisingly big. More white people can never, ever be a bad thing!
Good luck my friends!
When did he lose his virginity?I am taking request. Is there anything you would like to know about EurasianTiger?