I agree that Chris has some obvious identity issues from a horrible home life and being rejected, but what is he doing the transgender thing for. If Chris is trying to become something more powerful and god-like (women), he is eventually going to be disillusioned because his personality, his thought process, and his physical body are still very male.
Chris' mind was never sharp to begin with and it's only getting worse. It's not that Chris will ever be satisfied with his body, but the opposite, disillusionment, won't happen either. He's too dumb to see that there's no success in his future. So he'll never give up.
I honestly think that he would have been okay (albeit eccentric) if he had never gotten on the Internet and been exposed to do much weirdness here.
I really don't think he would've been ok. Perhaps less weird. Or, I don't even know if I'd say that. He'd probably be weird in different ways. He'd still have all his pent up manchild energy. Just instead of directing it into cake fart videos, he'd be making katana unboxing videos and perving on girls at the mall. He'd be a more pedestrian type of weird.
Chris is pretty much the polar opposite of a feminist. He legitimately views women solely as objects for his sexual gratification and emotional care. They exist to make him feel good, in his eyes. That he says he is one now doesn't change this.
You're not wrong, but I'd phrase it slightly differently. I'd say Chris thinks that lots of women want to be friends with him, hang out with him, some want to have sex with him, etc entirely because he's so awesome.
Chris thinks that lots of women (not all, but lots) should serve him, not because that's their only use to him, but because they want to.
Chris has little concern for either gender until they can serve him somehow. Women are simply more useful.
From what I've read on the CWCwiki, Chris has not always hated his genitals, what he has hated were people making fun of them for not being able to measure up to standard male size. I do not think Chris hates his genitals in the " I wish I had china, penises are so masculine." His "Sam and Ella" video, which featured Chris saying that his duck is 5-7 inches and larger than previously photographed sounded like someone being insecure with their member.
Before Chris started hating his genitals, he ignored his genitals. Chris is not insecure about the size of his penis (mostly). Chris is just trying to sell himself like a used car salesman. Otherwise, before the tomgirl shit, he had very little emotional attachment to his junk, positive or negative.
Chris does seriously hate his genitals nowadays because they remind him that he's an evil doody head mayul.
Honestly, I would love if another tranny woman came and propositioned Chris. It would be the knife in the gut to his TRUE AND HONEST lesbianism. If he can become a lesbian/a woman or whatever, then why cant he be with another tranny lesbian? It would shatter his reality.
He's already said that he's only interested in dating "natural born" women. What I think would be interesting would be if he was propositioned by a fairly feminine-looking transwoman - given his facial recognition issues, would he be able to tell?
We did this years ago. Can't find the source now, but search for the Bailey Jay mailbag messages.
Basically what happened was (via public cwcipedia messages):
- Bailey Jay, tranny porn star, flashes Chris a dick picture
- Chris goes "ugh gross puke *obscure movie reference I didn't get before the cwcki clarified it *"
- Bailey Jay goes "
I'm sad I just want to be a real girl "
- Fatty is suddenly sympathetic, becomes friendly and asks her if she's planning on getting deducked, and gives her his private email
