Power level central here but oh well: So, I have a friend who lives 1,100 miles away from me. We grew up together but she moved away right before high school about 8 years ago. This friend and I have remained in contact and are still very close. I was talking to her one day and I told her her friend was kinda hot in her pictures she was like a 7/10. She knew I really wanted a relationship with a female however was with a guy and had been with him for five years and was scared to leave. so she talked to her friend and her friend started messaging me short after. The conversation between me and her friend at first was pretty normal, just adverage stuff. Like talking about how shitty college was, our shitty college jobs how each other's days were etc. Eventually, we started talking about deeper stuff like what kind of people we are, what we like to do, what we find funny, etc. We find out we virtually have everything in common. We were pretty much the same person. She even found autism funny which was really a selling point for me. (Obviously since I belong to KF) We connected on a level I didn't think I'd ever connect with anyone. But I was too scared shitless to leave my current relationship since I've been with him since I was just a young teenager. A month or so passes and we grew pretty fucking close. So I told her I'd leave my boyfriend if I met her and person and all went well. I planned to fly out two weeks later.I had definitely caught feelings. Out of the sudden she says she met someone wants to be with and said she can't wait for me. I was obviously devastated, we connected so well, almost on a spiritual level. So I spend the next month trying to win her back, I succeeded, or atleast I thought. Originally, after she said she wanted to be with the ugly spic she said she still wanted to be friends with me, I told her fuck that. I had actually sent her a package in the mail right before she got with him. She received it the day after she broke it off with me. (Irony) I had still kept messaging her despite her saying she only wanted to be friends and despite me not wanting to do that. Eventually, she admitted she was still attracted to me, and wanted to be with me. She said she would leave the guy she's with if she meets me and everything goes well. We are both 21 and have decent jobs. The guy she was with was 17 and in fucking high school and looked like the Mexican version of Sid the sloath. He hadn't even so much as kissed a girl before they met. So I thought I had a pretty good chance of winning her over. I made the trip and it cost me 700$ for the flight and the room, I flew in on pretty little notice. I fly all the way there and I see her. She has a lazy eye that looks like a glass eye, she's bird chested, has huge gopher teeth and a pointy nose and no tits whatsoever . What's fucked up is I still thought she was beautiful despite all this because of our connection. I literally told all my friends, and family and everyone how excited I was to meet her. I got there and the first night I was there everything went pretty swimmingly. We got along so well, and when I hugged or kissed her she would pull me closer and not push me away. We got along like we had known each other our entire lives. Then the second day comes. I promised The mutual friend who hooked us up while I was down there I would come see her too. This is where things went to the shitter. The next day came and me and her hung out with our mutual friend. Things were super awkward for me the entire time I was there they would third wheel me and exclude me. Then, the girl started to act different when I kiss or hug her she pushes me away and basically wants nothing to do with me. I was more than alittle upset. Her and the mutual friend decided it'd be a good idea to get drunk. I didn't drink because I'm a asshole when drunk. She got drunk and wouldn't shut the fuck up about her boyfriend, which obviously pissed me off.During this trip I spent 300$ on food and gifts for her. The third day went the worst, she got even more distant, barely talked and was on her phone 89% of the time. She wouldn't come close to me at all. She tome me she didn't know if she wanted to leave her boyfriend and wanted a few hours to think about it. It's a week later and I still haven't heard back from her. Keep in mind, I'm an attractive female who never had a problem attracting other females. She was just different, special, even though she was horrendous. Currently I have a 9/10 female who wants to be all over me and I literally still can't get over this bitch. It sucks because we literally had the same exact outlook on everything and thought the same about everything. Meeting someone with your exact mindset is pretty fucking rare.
TL;DR OP fell in love with an ugly Bitch and flew across the country to see her spent 1000$+ and was shut the fuck down, OP is autistic,
