I had a friendship going back more than ten years. ... In this we would hang out together ... In all of this, looking back and all, I rarely gave my friend any money. All being said, a few years ago, my friend got married to a girl named Ann. I had a good feeling that once he got married, our friendship would be different. Now come to think about it, it really hasn't changed much at all. See all this time; I was Steve's "company person." What I mean by this is, I was basically around to give him company, pretty much all those years. ... in the past say four or five years we weren't talking much ... Now I know why. He and I are on two separate paths. If I weren't doing something good enough for his MC standards, I would get criticized for it. Funny, he is only living, pretty much. I wasn't meant to be like him, I wasn't meant to be middle-classian. He is a smart guy, but I have to be smarter.