Hahaha he admitted to flaming himself with a sock account! That's wild. People are always saying he wants pity and asspats and for people to tell him "nooo Ryan stop being down on yourself", and maybe he does, but I think he also gets off on being hated and wants negative reactions. He clearly has some strong self-loathing and wants other people to join in hating him too. Can't think of another reason to admit to the sock. He's constantly trying to bait people into calling him out on being a bad person. I think he wants that more than pity. It's pretty funny how mostly nobody cares enough to give him either, though.
I hate how he uses that cartoon of himself as a cute twink as his avatar when in reality he's a fat, disgusting neckbeard. those misleading cartoon avatars are always hilarious when you you see the real person behind it
I hate how he uses that cartoon of himself as a cute twink as his avatar when in reality he's a fat, disgusting neckbeard. those misleading cartoon avatars are always hilarious when you you see the real person behind it
Ryan, better known by his twitter handles Mode_View and Aggrax, is a sad man who spends his time on twitter wailing about his sad life and sucking up to trannies.
The crux of Ryan's online presence is his crushing self-loathing. He hates himself and he wants you to know it.
Specifically he wants you to know about how fat he is and how small his dick is, so much so that you have to assume it's either a fetish or attention whoring on his part. View attachment 1614596View attachment 1614598View attachment 1614613
Speaking of fetishes, Ryan is an aspiring porn writer. All his stories feature a timid, fat, small dicked self-insert, usually with a tranny.
It's no wonder then that Ryan himself is "questioning his gender". For a while he claimed to be non-binary and plural, with "Reyna" being his female alter ego/headmate: View attachment 1614591
Irl, Ryan is a 31 year old college drop-out who lives with his parents (a). He has an actual job (a) though: teaching little kids swimming at the community pool.
He has accounts on a few other forums where he mostly talks about D&D and video games. He's active in the comments of Dr. NerdLove, some kind of relationship advice website:
Yes, but the lol part is he worships Kevin Gibes and really wants to get into his pants, and the REALLY lol part is he does this even though Kevin and Wedge consistently assert that he is trans and in denial, and instead of telling them off for being predatory groomers, he just keeps apologising for not being trans but wanting to be.
And then the SUPER lol part of it is he goes through phases of trying to be trans, then publically apologising for it.
He has enough self awareness to know he isn't trans, just a nerd, but not enough to see that he worships the trans community because they provide a facade of complete love and acceptance (as long as you're just like them) when really they are a toxic nest of infighting who will turn on you the moment you do something they don't like.
At the moment he isn't experiencing the toxic side because he never tells them to fuck off, every time he stops being trans, he always gives them hope they can lure him back in so they continue to love-bomb him.
At some point he is going to have to shit or get off the pot and either way will be interesting to watch.
Also he's a side character in his own thread and that's just kinda funny.
God, I know this has been said, but he is the epitome of pathetic. Like I know he’s playing it up for sympathy, but he either needs to pull the trigger and end it all, or troon out. There’s no other way for him at this point
God, I know this has been said, but he is the epitome of pathetic. Like I know he’s playing it up for sympathy, but he either needs to pull the trigger and end it all, or troon out. There’s no other way for him at this point
I WAS ROOTING FOR YOU! WE WERE ALL ROOTING FOR YOU!
Idk what it is about sissy hypno turning men into wannabe troons but it's fucking proof hypnosis works. Stay away from the sissy hypno if you want to live (a healthy productive life).
The humiliation, self loathing, etc. He gets off on it. He probably likes having a thread here.
Also I think its hilarious Ryan got a thread and idiot wedge dick Hal didnt? That's something to be embarrassed about. For Hal, not Mode
It all sums up to Mode being boring. He knows he's boring, but if he were to improve himself he'd become even more invisible and that's a fate worse than humiliation on Twitter.
Transitioning won't make you lose weight, Ryan, it will just hasten your death. Don't do that to your parents. Do you want them to find you dead of heart failure one day? Go to /fit/ and count calories, hell, go to /lgbt/ and ask them to help you count calories, plenty of them are trying to lose weight. You hate your body because you are fat. You can do your humiliation fetish without killing yourself.
That was my last silly attempt we know because he reads here. Once the sissy hypno starts it's the beginning of the end and there's no going back. Many such stories.
Transitioning won't make you lose weight, Ryan, it will just hasten your death. Don't do that to your parents. Do you want them to find you dead of heart failure one day? Go to /fit/ and count calories, hell, go to /lgbt/ and ask them to help you count calories, plenty of them are trying to lose weight. You hate your body because you are fat. You can do your humiliation fetish without killing yourself.
He'd be already doing all this if he was actually willing to put any effort into losing weight and turning his life around. I also can't get over how fat he is for a swimmer - his calory intake must be off the charts and pushing him deep into 'beetus territory.
What do you want your friends to say, Ryan? That it’s not true? You’re not hideous? Would you even believe them if they told you you’re not?
Buy a treadmill and work on yourself. Use it while you watch sissy hypno.
Your parents seem well off. Ask them for one for your birthday or something you sad sack.
What do you want your friends to say, Ryan? That it’s not true? You’re not hideous? Would you even believe them if they told you you’re not?
Buy a treadmill and work on yourself. Use it while you watch sissy hypno.
Your parents seem well off. Ask them for one for your birthday or something you sad sack.
It's things like that which annoys me about Ryan. It's not the people trying to butter him up like they owe him something. It's not a horde of defenders telling him how he's a special little boy. It's how he responds, or namely, how he doesn't. Any time somebody posts saying "yes, you're a fat blob," he immediately responds in affirmation whereas posts trying to cheer him up get ignored without a single engagement. Maybe he gets off on it, maybe he doesn't, but it's certainly irritating to watch. His wallowing isn't even apropos. Nobody called him a walking lard gargling puke bucket. It's just that five nanoseconds went by without him getting attention, so he feels the need to remind everybody how he doesn't want to live. How anybody puts up with it is beyond me.
This guy’s feed is actually pretty boring. It’s all the same I’m sad/I’m horny/I’m fat/tell me I’m worthy.
He tries to imitate his god, Kevin, with the speech he uses in his tweets but he doesn’t have anywhere near the amount of narc confidence to really pull it off.
I WAS ROOTING FOR YOU! WE WERE ALL ROOTING FOR YOU!
Idk what it is about sissy hypno turning men into wannabe troons but it's fucking proof hypnosis works. Stay away from the sissy hypno if you want to live (a healthy productive life).