If you' ve ever felt bullied by me.
to all that came before Lam, I deeply apologize for the way you may have misunderstood my behavior, I am not trying to do anything to harm you, nor would I ever. if not all, all of you are ONLINE people I have met through years. I am not risking Jail time to harm you. I am VERY serious. I used to flip out easily because I was unsure of my emotions, a LOT of the fights were caused by that behavior.
I had a lot of mental issues being uncared for and I hope that the recent information explains my past behavior, I was un-medicated and I apologize to everyone who needs it and can use that to move on.
I was under a lot of stress due to home life not doing so well, and I took it out on strangers from the Internet, that was not excusable.
I HAVE grown up and mellowed out through Therapy etc. so if your willing to move on from the past, and visit me again and see the changes I am trying to make, please do so as I would love to get to re know you.
I came online as a younger person at age nine. My Nightstarthetitan45 account was from 13 to about 18 before I had to switch the name due to growing up.
MOST of you knew me back then as a kid. I knew not better and I am asking those from PRIOR to 2020 to give me a bit of an understanding.
no, I am not using my medical issues as an excuse, but as an explanation.
I hope you understand.
my intentions were to never come off as a bully.