Secret Gamer Girl / SecretGamerGrrl / Googleshng / "Violet Hargrave" / Jacob Lawrence (Jake) Alley / Violet Cassandra Ocean - Delusional Zoe Quinn Stalker, Libelous Tweeter, Thirsty Gnome, Faux-Tranny Neckbeard Incel, Micropenis, "Known Troubled Person", Creator of "Massive vs the Masses", Self-Described "Noise Making Thing"; Lives in Niantic, CT

The irony is he hasn't even put a 1/100 of the effort into "transitioning" that he has put into ranting about GG or bemoaning his table top games ideas being stolen.

He might just realize he is a lost cause that lacks any motivation and discipline and therefore will never look like a woman no matter what he believes his gender is deep in his cholesterol choked heart. It's not surprising that he wants HRT to be a magic pill that he can take an instantly become a woman, just like the dumbasses that buy "weight loss pills" that promote you won't have to make any changes to your lifestyle for them to magically transform you into a slender attractive human.

I think he just realized he was desperate to get into the dumb, mean anti-GG circle and realized further that there was no place for a fat white neckbeard male.

So like these other fake troons, he just pretended to be a troon. Anonymity made putting zero effort into it a snap.

But it didn't work.

The thirst is real
Last tweet from Zoe to Jacob 4th January 2016
Number of tweets from Jacob to Zoe around every two days, sometimes multiple times a day, too many to actually count since she last tweeted him, 100+. You'd think he'd realise by now she'd clearly muted him and this is creepy as fuck

He's autistic as fuck.

Everyone knew he was A FUCKING WHITE MALE but him.

This is the low tier scum of the SJW market and nobody on the level of Blowy Zoe would even acknowledge a worm like this.
 
It's clear that Zoe only ever wanted to talk to him about her interests (i.e. Gamergate, internet drama, herself) and never had any intention of getting personal with him, but here he is, throwing all sorts of bullshit at her and ignoring the most blatant hints possible.

The dude's so sheltered that he honestly believes this is how friends work. It'd be tragic if he wasn't such an asshole.
 
I think he just realized he was desperate to get into the dumb, mean anti-GG circle and realized further that there was no place for a fat white neckbeard male.

So like these other fake troons, he just pretended to be a troon. Anonymity made putting zero effort into it a snap.

But it didn't work.



He's autistic as fuck.

Everyone knew he was A FUCKING WHITE MALE but him.

This is the low tier scum of the SJW market and nobody on the level of Blowy Zoe would even acknowledge a worm like this.
There has to be a term for people who had no interest in video games but latched on to the anti's cause. People like Graham Linehan, for instance, chimping out about gamergate for some reason.

The core group of anti-gamergaters at least had an interest in videogames. This guy seems like he's a failed /tg/ sperg.
 
There has to be a term for people who had no interest in video games but latched on to the anti's cause. People like Graham Linehan, for instance, chimping out about gamergate for some reason.

The core group of anti-gamergaters at least had an interest in videogames. This guy seems like he's a failed /tg/ sperg.
He cares enough to own almost 750 games on Steam. He doesn't get offended by bideo bames tho cause he's a white male so he doesn't talk about them.
 
So! Ideally, what I need is some trustworthy, bored people, into tabletop type stuff, willing to sit around in IRC or something, while I paste card text at them, they use crude notes to keep track of their own hands and points and such, and generally we figure out if these things are worth me going to the effort of hiring artists and paying to have printed up, and try to sell through my sucky, really need to find a new server for it website.

I suppose I'd also need to dig up some generic NDA forms, not that I consider anyone here untrustworthy, just that, well, I have a lawyer nagging me about these things lately.

So yeah, anyone maybe up for that sort of thing?

The third game incidentally is some crazy 2-12 player deal that can actually be pretty painlessly run through maptool or something and runs pretty freaking quick, if some huge wad of people want to mess with that some time.

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LOL. He's mad that nobody now just gives him money for literally no reason. He wants you to give him money for nothing.

lol this is same person that wrote this on his site - https://archive.is/KJkX5

"A common question when visiting a game publisher's web site:
"Would you be willing to publish my game?"
I personally respond to this with a few questions of my own.
"Do I know you?"
"Do people you don't know personally love the concept?"
"Can I collaborate on it?"
If the answer to any of those is no, then no, I won't publish it. As it mentions in our History page, I was once in a similar situation. I was assuming that the production costs and legwork involved in putting a game out would be too much for me to deal with on my own, so I was looking for a publisher.
Then I seriously looked into the costs involved, and it turned out that I could publish my own game for roughly $10,000 (and The Massive Vs. The Masses is way more expensive than the average game, yours would probably be less than the cost of fairly decent computer). Granted, that may still be out of your league, I know it was out of mine. The point however is this. If your concept isn't sound enough that you can risk a loan, or find someone willing to fund you in publishing your game yourself, why would I want to take a risk on it? Meanwhile, if it's a great idea for a game, why would you want to give up a big cut of your potential profits to me?
"

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he tried to earn money by selling t-shirts and coffee mugs with his crappy comic characters

https://archive.is/u86MX

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He does. He is a delusional.

Because he wants to maintain this delusion he thinks the purpose of Facial Feminization Surgery is to alter features that "bring up traumatic memories when looking in the mirror" or because the "really dramatic changes" from HRT cause MtF transsexuals to "look[ing] weird".

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Notice that he doesn't refer to the surgery as Facial Feminization Surgery (FFS) nor does he refer to the actual intended purpose of the surgery. He does this to avoid accepting that estradiol isn't actually capable of the magic he has convinced himself will happen when/if he starts using it--that taking spironolactone and estradiol is not going to change his skeletal anatomy, or correct his baldness, or cause his beard to stop growing.

And he does actually think that hormones are magical:

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(I'll ignore that he doesn't understand that sex hormones major effects are genomic.)

He has convinced himself that estradiol will do the literal opposite of everything that testosterone does. Testosterone causes FtM trassexuals to grow beards therefore estradiol causes beards to stop growing in MtF transsexuals, he thinks.

The fuckwit racked-up around US$30K on credit card debt to produce 1000 units of a board game of which he has sold only around 300 units (at a margin of $2). Instead of spending even a little money on permanent depilation he thinks hormones will fix all that so he has not bothered. He really does believe that HRT alone will transform him from a fat, balding, aging neckbeard into a cute girl.

But I think he knows deep down that he is delusional and that is why he didn't decide to incur a credit card debt to commence HRT--which he very well could have. His motive for not starting HRT is the same as Pixyteri's reason for not visiting Japan. They both understand that they are deluding themselves.
Does this retard not know about electrolysis? Like seriously facial hair removal is something you really need to look into in even the beginning of transition for Mtf. I agree though, I think he did about 10 minutes of Google research on HRT and FFS and decided if he kept talking about it he'd be let into the cool kids club without actually having to do a damn thing, just like Pixy's half assed cursory knowledge of Japan.
 
Does this exceptional individual not know about electrolysis? Like seriously facial hair removal is something you really need to look into in even the beginning of transition for Mtf. I agree though, I think he did about 10 minutes of Google research on HRT and FFS and decided if he kept talking about it he'd be let into the cool kids club without actually having to do a damn thing, just like Pixy's half assed cursory knowledge of Japan.

It's pretty much that. Even so, he's pretty much garbage to these people. Unlike a lot of them he seems to be in fairly dire financial trouble but does anyone give to his Patreon? It's still at $42 even after his doxing. They don't give a flying fuck about him. He's just another piece of disposable cannon fodder.

They don't even defend him like they defend the child molesters in their fucked up circle. That's how low he is on the totem pole.
 
He cares enough to own almost 750 games on Steam. He doesn't get offended by bideo bames tho cause he's a white male so he doesn't talk about them.
Uh, my bad. I just assumed he was a latcher-on
 
Honestly who doesn't

Well crazy in the head, crazy in the bed and all that. I don't know what they are thinking, like they are going to have some weekend long sex romp, if any girl touched their Penis they would instantly cream themselves and then ashamedly leave the room. Plus STD's and rape charges would be a real risk.
 
Not only was this loser suicidal about being on the blocklist, he was obsessively watching to see if he was unblocked it seems.

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Is there really anything more pathetic than these idiots sperging about Wil Wheaton blocking them? You know they all supported blocklists when it was Goobergrapers getting put on it.

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